#i am feeling alienated from peers due to experiences beyond my control in this chili's tonight :
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#i am feeling alienated from peers due to experiences beyond my control in this chili's tonight :/#i feel older than everyone i talk to bc they haven't seen The Patterns up close like i have#which is true#none of them have experienced anything quite like what i have experienced in the past couple months#but a lot of them have seen The Patterns in various situations#like we all see them sometimes#it's like a stage of life right#your awareness of the world shifting and changing it's fine#but i'm all olone 😞 and nobody gets it like i do 😔 they don't understand 🙄 it's exhausting#shit like this is why trauma victims are so susceptible to c*lts i s2g#smth happens & it shakes you up & no one around you has experienced the earth-shattering thing the way you have so you isolate yourself#and then along come new people who Get It‚ they Understand and then bam you're ass over teakettle#and what was once alienating is now binding instead#:/#i'm still miserable even if i am self-aware enough to probably avoid worst case scenarios here#adams year from hell
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