#i cant handle constant repeated noises. i really cant. nothing sets my auditory sensitivity off more. | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

orcelito · 4 months

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Went upstairs, fully intending to knock on their door to ask them to stop. Got as far as their landing before chickening out. But I did bring the note too, just in case, so I left it on their front door.

For what it's worth, i did end up hitting the ceiling again to try to get them to shut the fuck up. And I don't hear it now. But that also might have a little to do with my fan, which I turned on extra high today. I don't prefer to have it on more than the lowest setting (for sound padding) bc it makes my cats cold. But if they get too cold, they can go to another room. I really really need to be able to sleep tonight. I'm really feeling the sleep deprivation catching up to me.

#speculation nation #and if im hearing thumping tomorrow night even still i will check to see if the note is still there #(aka did they even see it?)#and if it's taken down and yet there is still thumping. Then i will submit a noise complaint.#i dont prefer to include authority figures like this but fuck dude if direct methods arent working what else can i do?#if if were just a little bit every now and then i wouldnt even care. i didnt really care for the first two nights.#but it's just kept Going and Going and Going #starting past 10pm. some days as late as midnight. and then running as late as 2 am #and maybe later. but thats when ive been drowning it out with music out of a desperate wish to sleep #(but i also Do Not Sleep Well With Music)#just. hours. of irregular thumping in changing rhythms. never too loud but so constant it is Worming Into My Brain.#i cant handle constant repeated noises. i really cant. nothing sets my auditory sensitivity off more.#i just want to curl up into a ball and cover my ears with my fists. but that wouldnt be very conducive to sleep now would it #the 5th day of this in a row... im going to lose my mind.

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