#i could go on for hours about francis clara censordoll and not get bored

[mazoie]

Francis Clara Censordoll is my fav character idec anymore

I'm gonna be so honest; I love Ms. Censordoll. I've been thinking about this ever since I watched s3e3 "Alone", and she seems like such an interesting character to analyze and interpret. I want to see how she came to be so religiously corrupt, and how that affects her mentally. I've heard that it's because her mother herself was a r@pe victim, and thought that Ms. Censordoll was going to be the next god, and that was why she had her daughter's ovaries and reproductive system removed, which does make sense. She lost her own choice to become a mother, and turned down a road of corruptivity and dragged down everybody with her because it was what she thought the right thing to do was. Though, I've also heard a theory that she was amab (assigned male at birth) and had her eggs removed because of that reason? Like the doctors hadn't seen any breasts developing since she was an infant, her mom decided to raise her as a boy and the next god. Which makes a bit less sense, but still a credible headcanon/fanon theory that I find fascinating. If the show hadn't been canceled, I feel like we would've gotten so many more answers, and I'm honestly sad that the show and is creators never got to bring other characters' stories in that episode like Nurse Bendy and Ms. Sculptham to full fruition, and we lost that opportunity to Adult Swim and time. Either way, I feel so captivated to her character for many more reasons. How did she find out her eggs were removed? Did her mother tell her? Does her mom feel guilty because of it? Is that why she's so overprotective? And Ms. Censordoll's obsession with eggs makes me feel so bad for her. She yearns for something she knows she doesn't and will never have, wishing she could've stopped her mom somehow and had her own decisions and been able to live her life like she wanted to. She had that taken away from her, and she still can't grasp it, eating nothing but eggs and praying that it'll somehow restore her own. I wonder if she truly feels the way she acts. If she has a god complex because of her mom, then is there still a piece of her who breaks down in the middle of the night because she's so tired of lying to herself and becoming a worse and worse person with every breath she takes, but goes on because she's simply too far gone? How does she feel mentally and physically about her body and her relationship with her mother? The few seconds that she had in that last episode where she just took an egg and placed it near where hers should've been and lied down on her bed in her likely one-room apartment hurt me and impacted me the most during her bit in the episode.

Her character breaks my heart, and I really wish we could've seen more of her.