#i don't think her being cute and silly is enough to warrant her favour in sh.en ji.u's books

[yingyings]

see there’s such a careful balance between n.yy being Aware of what she’s doing, bc a majority of it she wasn’t? she didn’t quite understand, though as she grew up she did start to have more of an idea yknow, and her being Unaware. like i definitely think she’s more emotionally in tune with herself and others than s.qq is, but being as naive as she is, someone who hasn’t gone through the same hardships that l.bh or s.qq (either sy or sj bc theyve both gone thru their own problems, though sy less so definitely) she definitely doesn’t Super get her actions have consequences.

it’s also largely due to a faith in her shizun and likely bc asking questions wouldn’t have gotten her anything more than a fierce scolding and chores. she’s kind of the epitome of childhood hopes, the fragility of it all, but i just HMMM I ALSO THINK she’s cognizant enough to pick up that something IS her fault, even if she doesn’t Quite Get how she’s hurting l.bh (even tho it isnt really her fault to be specific bc she thinks she’s helping but in turn is warranting free punishment from the jealous disciples & s.j who just Doesnt Like Him)

AND YUEAH IDK IT’S A CAREFUL BALANCE IDK IF ANY OF THIS MAKES SENSE LMAOO (im trying to make sense of my own thoughts Myself) but i’m probably gonna make her more canon divergent here just in lieu of character depth bc we don’t get to see much of it in either version and i think it’s fair to say that she does have like... a strong intuition, suspicion of what’s going on, but u know. 

also u will all have to bear with me as i find her voice flips hair