#i dont even have a diagnosis for whatevers goin on w me but some type of way | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

honexjams · 1 year

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everyone who's disabled one way or another and simply has to keep going to work no matter how devistating it is on your body and/or mind, I see you and I love you. that shit is so rough and you're an absolute trooper for keepin it pushin

#talkin.555 #disability #cfs #i tell myself this every day #i dont even have a diagnosis for whatevers goin on w me but some type of way #my legs bad my heart bad my anxiety is present which it never rlly was as a teen n shit so like #something #def is going on #my personal theory is cfs but goddamn do i not have the energy to schedule a dr appt #and i brought it up to my pcp and he was like #first of all u ducked out on the last 3 appts so bringing up a whole xtra thing is like not sumn im equipped to address #which is understandable #but also he was like nah ur prolly fine just get more sleep #like dawg #ive tried every sleep schedule feasably possible for weeks at a time each to self test if i can manage anything better that way #and Now that ive exhausted my personal efforts to self doctor i am coming to you and u just say #nah prolly not #like mf i am livid #i cant stand for more than 10 mins without limping and i have a series of quitting jobs i liked because i couldnt handle the physical strain #of standing up for 8 hrs #im always groggy my brain foggy my hearing slow and i cant move like a 21 yo usually does like #there is something wrong and he didnt even give me time of day #like sorry i gave u an extra hour off a few times the past few months but like i am miserable and wanna know #Any way to at least help #lotta tags #sorry abt the rant im just #a commie and dont think a 40 hr work week is good anyway #and ive been progressively getting worse with my Exertion Tolerance for bout 3 years now #like i would love at least a finger in the right direction #from a med professional

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