#i dont gotta make it to anytging anymore. terrifying but somewhat a relief or something
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been having more bad days than not but its fine long as im dissociated sleep or busy
#longest streak in a while i think. and maybe i should be proud of it in some way? i dunno.#been living for weeks with an emotional hair trigger and its so fuckin tiring. tbh#but im still kicking and thats what really matters doesnt it#i dont gotta make it to anytging anymore. terrifying but somewhat a relief or something#maybe when i land that extra job ill shut it and be happier. money makes the world go round#i dunno. scratcges head. at this point theres few people i more than dont mind talking to and despite my family telling me i need physical#people i dunno i think ive always liked being alone when the curtains close. its one of those things that were always meant to happen.#ive been spoiled in a way since graduating high school that i forgot that i wasnt Made for certain things. and there are certain#irrefutable things that i am that ive tried to forget.#no crying over kicked sandcastles. at least people dont know this time#ah whatever. honk shoo#obscurus.txt#acd would get it
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