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[lesbianraskolnikov]

Crime and Punishment 2007 Epilogue Live Reaction

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HYBRID AU PART TWO!

alright so I’m gonna do a time skip beings it will mainly be the same as what happens in the deep story and like i dont wanna write that plus my brain is more fried than disgusting American food (i myself am American i just find american food to be disgusting lmao.) so yeah ill go in depth though.

warning it gets angsty

Mc lies in the bed unsure how to feel after these last couple of days. these people have all been so nice but was that just because she hasn't told them what she truly is? The only one that knows about what seven and Mc are would be jumin but if to normal humans they don’t like that. Mc has considered that maybe they would be accepting of her because they are accepting of jumin but when she truly thought about it she remembers that time she witnessed a public demonstration of what humans to to hybrids. it was a raven-human hybrid and it was a young boy. he looked no older than eight.he had been trying to get food for his sick mother when one of his friends scared him and he revealed his wings. screams sounded. some were in anger others fear. there was a mix of emotions. you would think that being shunned as a young child was punishment enough but no. humans hated hybrids, specifically raven-human hybrids, with a passion. they grabbed this boy and snapped his wings. he let out a cry of agony and fear and it broke Mc’s heart she went to go save the boy when jumin came out of no where and stopped her. he had explained to her quietly, away from the crowd, that she cant give away her identity no matter how unfair it seems. she didn't say anything and saw them do worse things to this boy resulting in his death and jumin comforted mc as she cried and brought her back to his penthouse. he called seven up telling him that the humans found a young raven and mc witnessed what they do to ravens. seven thought about risking work to help mc and decided to go after a long period of hesitation. jumin had given mc some wine and allowed her to spend time with Elizabeth the third.by the time seven had gotten there mc was just starring at nothing. she was in shock. she had just witnessed an innocent boy get violently killed because of who he is. what if he never killed anyone. mc knew the boys soul mate was killed somewhere else. this was planned. the friend that scared the boy was never his friend. he was trying to kill his friend. he knew. mc felt anger rising and it became harder and harder to hide her identity. seven recognized this and went over to her taking the wine away just in case. 

“mc you have to talk about it the feelings will fester and you will have an outburst in public and end up like that  bo-”

“what if that’s better! what if that’s better than hiding! and anyways they wont kill me! i have no soul mate,” that last part was chilling. it was obvious that she’d given up.

“mc you cant say that!you have to stay hidden and alive dont let them take you!”

“they are hurting him because I’m gone...” seven stops in his tracks knowing who she is talking about. ‘ he told me to leave because my father was gonna keep trying to kill me and he knows how now. maybe sae- he knows this and is staying far away from me so i don’t have to die...hes been torturing him a lot. every time i feel it. if i go back if i let him have me he will stop hurting hi-”

“stop.”

“what?”

“stop saying these things! the minute you give up and go back you are failing him! the minute you give up you are letting him die. if you give up on him i will never forgive you and make the rest of your life hell,” seven says very seriously and mc looks down and sighs shakily. 

“they-they knew about the boy and had already harmed his soulmate but beings he couldn't see it means they killed the mate. this means it was not a hybrid because the bond can happen with anyone but humans granting the raven an immortal life until the human dies. we are not safe that boy was from the apartment. i am in danger leading the rest of the rfa to danger maybe the party is a bad idea,” mc said hanging her head low tears stinging her eyes replaying what happened to that boy in her head.

“I understand your worry but you are safe no need to cancel,” mc didn't feel like arguing on the matter.

 days later zen had invited her to meet secretly because he wanted to talk to her about some things. he gives her a location and she accepts. the location is a secluded spot in the mountains. when she arrives he wraps her in a giant hug. all the stress and sadness she had been holding back released and she cried into his shoulder. he whispers that he knows all about what happened and that he will always be there for her. she was shocked that a human was so kind to her especially when he knew what she is they just hugged for a long time. he knew he didnt have a chance with her but he hoped desperatly that he did. he was fine with being her closest friend at least. she developed hiccups from the sudden release of emotions.  they had many meetups where they both vented and hung out. it really helped mc cope. they became very close friends after this. ouch friend zoned. 

when she met jaehee it was over coffee when another hybrid riot went down and she saw mcs extreme discomfort having flashbacks and shaking uncontrollably. jaehee put two and two together. she had heard a lot about mc in passing when jumin had meetings with seven about it. jaehee knew the true danger mc was in and was very against the party but didnt argue or she would lose her job.she gives mc earbuds and plays soothing music and sounds helping mc to calm down. jaehee tried to set up an mp3 player with soothing sounds, music, and mediation tracks. she wanted to help mc get better beings she couldn't exactly get professional help due to her species. that would get mc in loads of trouble. mc is very thankful to have jaehees friendship and realizes not all humans are evil.

when mc met yoosung it was by accident. she had been grocery shopping and spotted the blonde in the pet isle looking at dog stuff. she walks up to him and taps his shoulder. 

“hi there you look like my friend yoosung could you by any chance be him?” when he turns around surprised you smile. he is such a puppy sometimes. mc thinks back to when seven said he is not sure if yoosung is normal, it gets gears turning in her head. could he be like abbie? is he a dog-human hybrid? after talking a while you realize he is not hybrid but he came from a hybrid family so dog toys are an odd form of comfort. he gets really embarrassed to admit this. he continues telling mc that his mother got offered to got to this hybrid organization that helps save hybrids. he tells mc that a man named Eros invited his mother and rika was there to support him. it was only this year his mother decided to join. mc begins to panic at the name Eros which worries yoosung alot. he asks her many questions to figure it out but mc tells him its nothing and he believes it.

now Mc lies in the bed wearing the shirt Saeran gave her and cries. these days have been stressful. she cries trying to calm down by using Jaehee’s music. she was about to vent to zen when she noticed her window rattling and a shadow. there is a large shadow and she practically collapses when she sees the face of who just crashed in her window.

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