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i-deserve-to-bite · 2 months

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Sigh I deserve to hold someone so very close dig my fingers into their shoulders and mush my face into their Chest or Neck I deserve to Hurt Them and Make Them Uncomfortable. Siigh. I would want to be hurt, but Hrm. Vows, sort of, alongside ?? Either way, I couldn't hurt anyone and I would feel Awful if I did. I don't trust myself with that considering how I've hurt people in the past not realizing The Damage I was doing [It May Have Been In Sixth Grade But Yuck I Was Awful Terrible Bad And I Don't Have Many Memories Around That Time]

I think I'd trust others to hurt me rather than I hurt them.

#miette does a tad of rambling hes tired #and also. sigh. how i Crave to atleast keep someone close try my hardest to keep them safe #the world is so dangerous and i need those around me to live long lives the only way to do that is Clearly to keep them close and restrained #i love ribbons and ruin and sadly hes taken the associating of ribbons so Phooey #siigh ribbons would be Nice to tie someone up with i think #just small parts like the arms #i wish i could do pretty little ribbons #maybe i could learn that... comma comma comma #ehhehee #i dont want anyone around me tonbe hurt sigh. as much hate lingers with me awfully and love pushes too far into dangerous territory #i wish i could judt hold people close and make sure theyre never hurt again but thats too dangerous #i Cannot be trusted with those sorts of things #im too dangerous of a person mentally and im not good with Stuff Involving Peoples Safety last i checked #i like rambling my thoughts like this #nobody will see and if they do they dont know me or wont bring it up #sigh :-)#im tired #a friend will be visiting tommorow #i need to clean up but im sleepy

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