#i feel bad i dont know much abt sanrio

[c6tc6ntcontempl6te]

Who is cat!?! :3

just realized i've been on here for a little over a year and never did an about me post. oopsies.

*basic cat stuff*

hi im cat and i dont know what words to say (or type) right now. im sitting in my bed eating animal crackers as i type this. stauffer's to be exact because they are the best. anywho..

☆ im 8teen. 06 baby and im an aries

☆ i go by any/all pronouns

☆ im queer/pan. i love everybody

☆ im jamaican american

ill add more stuff later when i remember

*more about cat*

i like a lot of things so this is the hardest part. keep in mind these lists are shortened quite a bit.

★ I like hello kitty, sanrio, coryxkenshin, thrifting, the 2000s (other decades too), wondering if im neurodivergent (joking but im so serious) stuffed animals, dreaming, crocheting, anime, dancing, vintage stuff, reading, music, drawing, attempting to use my sewing machine, learning guitar, rollerskating, asl, junk journaling, talking, conspiracy theories and hmmm other things

★ favorite films - Fantastic Planet, Water Lilies, Bones and All, Leon The Professional, My Girl, Edward Scissorhands, The Addams Family, Slums Of Beverly HIlls, Home Alone like all the Chucky and Alvin and The Chipmunks movies...AND SO MUCH MORE

★ favorite shows - The Brady Bunch, Pretty Little Liars, PEN15, We Are Who We Are, My Babysitters A Vampire, Sharp Objects, Community, Sailor Moon, The Secret Life Of An American Teenager, Regular Show, Adventure Time, SpongeBob SquarePants, The Amazing World of Gumball, JJBA and more

★ favorite songs/artists - this might be the worst section. i listen to so many genres and artists. id feel so bad not naming every single person and song. off the top of my head id like to mention lady gaga and lana del rey are two artists i listen to quite a bit. gosh darn i might just link my apple music or spotify or something

welp..that looks like thats about it. feel free to ask questions if you want to know more abt me. id love some mutuals on here <3

[zhuhongs]

something abt graduating from uni with all the regrets i have has made me think about the past. i feel like the regrets i have abt uni are not new, theyre just a fresher version of all the regrets ive had from my school years finally phasing themselves out. ive become less burdened ofc. my regrets much amaller and ive made peace but still. i really think about those long gone forgotten days that made me. i remember the playground of my elementary school and the trees where we explored and played faires and pokemon and sanrio. the field where i taught myself a cartwheel and the concrete bench my friends sat on and gossiped abt our classmates. i remember my middle school and the field we ran the mile on and the tennis courts, and the area outside the choir room and the art room i spent many lunches in and the bench i always sat at. and the upstairs of the science building, and the walk home where i spent many afternoons. i remember the burgundy haired librarian that knew me by name. i remember so many exchanges, so many bad faith questions, so many emotions, so many memories. i remember the social webs i shut myself out of in hs. and the back of the band room where my friends vaped, and the art room, and the locker room and where i stole peoples money. and so much. so much. i remember the upperclassmen i thought were cool when i was 12 and they looked so much older. i remember all the little mind games i used to play and the people i tired to impress. i remember things my teachers taught me that went over my head. i remember the cafeteria and so. so much yet also. nothing at all. so many details and so many blurs. i regret none of it and yet so much. is it really possible to live a life without regrets? i dont know. all i know is i dont miss it. i know nostalgia is a liar, my family situation sucked prior to turning 18, but i wish i could remember it more clearly. i wish i could be a fly on the wall and view myself at that time and remember how it felt to be that age so i can treasure the present a little more. idk who i thought i was gonna be but i know I'd be proud of myself regardless.

[babysizedfics]

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vee shows michael her pacis

vote from this concept voting post!

so its the first time michael has visited the house since vee told him about her regression. he was super supportive and understanding - honestly it made a lot of sense given what he had seen of her behaviour

and michael reassured her that he was okay with it all and that she can regress with him if she wants to. so before michael visits, vee purposefully doesnt hide any of the little items around her room as she had done every time he visited previously

and when michael comes in he sees the sanrio and winnie the pooh colouring books on her bed. he just smiles and asks if she was doing colouring before he got there

vee gets a bit shy because its so much more real to have him actually talk abt it openly, and she just shakes her head, blushes and starts to chew her nail

michael obviously notices her nervousness so he doesnt push anythinf and they just sit down on the bed to watch a cartoon - michael isnt into kids shows rlly but hes been watching steven universe with vee recently

and eventually vee notices michaels gaze has wandered during the show and hes looking at the bedside table - she looks and goes rlly red because she FORGOT that she left out a couple of pacis,

she looks up at michael kindve scared that hes gonna think its weird but he just gives her a soft little look and whispers "do you wanna show me them?"

vee squeaks and quickly hides her head behind his shoulder and he giggles "its okay we dont have to" and goes back to watching the screen

but vee is chewing her lip and fidgeting with michaels sleeve and then after some internal debate and a lot of nervousness she tugs his sleeve

so michael looks down at vee and she just,, points to the pacis silently

michael nods "yeah kitty, i saw the pacifiers. did you wanna show me them?"

and hes sounds kind, michael is always so kind, that she nods rly shy but clings to his arm tighter, not moving to pick the pacis up.

so michael reaches over and picks both of them up and puts them gently in her lap,

her fingers go to the lilac sparkly one instanty and turn it over in her hand and michael prompts "is that your favourite one? its definitely your favourite colour"

and vee just smiles and feels less shy and "um yea.. i think so.... but- but um i like all of them really..."

and she tells mimi abt all the different colours she has and how nice they feel in her mouth and she even mentions that she uses them when big sometimes for anxiety - she flips the dark blue one over to show him the clear teat and explains that one is better for chewing. thats why she has two next to her all the time so if shes little she goes for the softer cloudy teat and if shes big and anxious she uses the firmer clear one and it helps her breathe slowly

michael is actually super impressed and curious about that "oh! oh like oral stimming! like the chewy necklaces!" and vee smiles "yeah!"

then the convo abt the pacis goes quiet and vee is leaning against him and fiddling with the lilac paci in her lap, smiling softly down at it

then suddenly michael asks, sounding almost shy "kitty? can i maybe... ask you something?"

vee feels her heart stutter. she gets rlly nervos and her eyes tear up in a second because oh no hes uncomfortable he thinks its weird he's gonna ask me to never show him little stuff again oh no

she rlly quiet goes "mhm" and braces herself

then mimi asks rlly sweetly "can i maybe see you with it in? its okay if not i just kinda wanna see..."

vees cheeks quickly go hot and she pulls back a little to look up at him and check his facial expression

he's smiling a little shyly. "i promise its not because i wanna laugh or anything i just... i dunno i just wanna see, i think itll be cute" and hes a bit blushy

vee is completely thrown off by michael actually wanting to see her use her paci but,,, she hesitates then RLLY quickly puts the paci in her mouth and hurriedly covers her face with both hands

mimi giggles and says "aww vee, its ok! but i cant see you" and he rlly gently puts his hands on top of vees and she doesnt react badly so he pulls them away from her face and chuckles "hello kitty!"

at the nickname she slowly looks up at him and is sucking the paci noticeably now to help with the nerves. its bobbing in her mouth and shes blushing and her eyes are wide and michaels face instantly lights up and he coos "AWWW KITTY 💖" really gushing and adoring

vee breaks into a big big smile behind her paci and she squeaks and buries her head on michaels shoulder again as he tells her "vee oh my gosh, you look even cuter than I thought!"

"nooo mo mo" vee giggles embarrassed, itching to crawl into mimis lap but theyve never done that before so she just settles for wiggling her butt on the bed and pulling her skirt down to make sure mimi can't see her pullup

"yes yes! youre so pretty kitty~" michael says really baby talky and pokes her cheek softly (he knows she loves being called that) (she squeals a little)

michael doesnt draw too much attention to vee after that, after the little blushy giggle fit he asks her if she is regressed and she takes her paci out to say she isnt, if she was regressed she wouldnt be able to talk or really sit up on her own

so michael asks more about how she uses the pacis as a grownup for anxiety. and after talking about it they both simultaneously pause then go...

"do you think you might wanna try?"

"do you think it would make me calm?"

and then they both giggle and vee hands the dark blue paci to michael smiling rlly big and her chest is bubbly with excitement because mimi is making this feel so NORMAL and fun!

and thats why when patton walks into vee's room twenty minutes later with snacks and appl mango juice, he is greeted with the image of vee sucking her sparkly lilac paci and having fallen asleep on michaels shoulder, and michael just scrolling on his phone and spinning the blue paci in his mouth

patton actually immediately whisper apologizes, he thought that michael would be embarrassed and that it was meant to be a secret

but michael isnt embarrassed at all, he asks through the paci "oh hi pap! are bose cookiebs?"

pat nods and places the snacks on vee's desk then quietly asks if michael regresses too (he was totally ready to adopt btw lol)

but michael just laughs and takes the paci out and is like "nah i just wanted to see what it feels like but i dont think theyre for me. kitty sure looks cute with them though"

then he looks down and smiles at sleepy vee whos just blinking awake and she asks rlly quiet and high pitched "wh- mimi?" through her paci

michael giggles and looks rlly softly down at vee as he pokes her nose "im still here, kitty. you fell asleep"

and vee sighs and buries her face against his arm and suckles on her paci more

michael laughs and wiggles his arm to get her to stop faling asleep "vee no cmon your dad brought snacks! i wanna eat, get off"

and of course that makes vee cheeky and she wraps both arms tightly around mimis arm and closes her eyes as if she's asleep but shes smiling mischievously behind her paci

"nooo im hungry" "im theepy!" "no youre not sleepy you were already sleeping!" "till theepy" "youre not, youre hungry" "nop hungy" "YOU ARE im speaking it into existence your so hungry right now" "nooo thtop it!" "no i wont stop you are LITERALLY starving you want a cookie so so bad right now, you want a chewy sweet cookie and nice cold apple mango juice" .... "arrghhh now i wan cookieth and juith!" "hahahha"

and patton just watches on with the softest smile because hes so happy vee found such a wonderful supportive friend