#i feel like myself again n listening to songs like. don't think twice. kh my childhood uwahh i feel like myself again yhyh
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🥺 thinking about ffxiv again hehe
#🌙.rambles#[ ffxiv. ]#I PROMISE ILL RAMBLE ABT OTHER STUFF ANOTHER TIME BUT#oh my god this hyperfixation wait#haurchefant with the. 'thoughts unspoken'#I LOVE THAT SO MUCH STILL#idk but ffxiv n fiction in general has always really given me comfort n strength#i love rereading the tales from the _ stories in lodestone so much#i really really love reading more about these little moments n scenarios n extra lore outside moments in-game?#i've always loved reading!!!! imagining is such a beautiful experience. you can go to a whole different world#the sight you see is unique only to you. imagination is so special#& then i also really love the beauty of playing through video games bcs it has. physical engagement#tbf my imagination is well enough that i can really see the worlds in my head around me if i really wanted to or smth#but yeah#i'm going a bit off-topic but growing up w a lot of exposure to both of ^^#i want to create something that. sigh :')#i feel like myself again n listening to songs like. don't think twice. kh my childhood uwahh i feel like myself again yhyh#for my own original story i often used to imagine it like. a video game. playing through it#ahh there's so much possibilities to imagine and think of and it fills me with so much life#eventually i really want to create my own video game someday. with the stories and characters n music n everything#i have a lot of dreams and it's unrealistic to achieve many of them but i really do want to. i'll try my best. for myself.#i'll be happy n content n satisfied n at peace enough with that. even if i may be mostly alone#i'll always have my family at least. my parents till they're gone and apollo from the very start to the end#n other ppl too. it's hard to get rid of doubt but if i'm not the only one then. yeah c:#i always ramble so much i will make a spam account fr i wna manage this better 😭#i write a lot for myself but i don't mind being open about it online. even offline imo as long as it doesn't damage anything#bcs i'm very comfortable just being myself like that. a lot more to improve on still but knowing myself i know i'll succeed greatly#yeah! c:#in time..
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