#i hate being awake i hate having things constantly looming overhead and waking up every day and dreading everything i have to do
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so it turns out I'm fucking stupid
#i stopped taking my antidepressants for pmdd because i hated how drowsy it was making me when i needed to be studying for finals#and now guess what my pmdd is kicking in BADLY and i'm too overwhelmed and upset to study for finals anyway#my final is like my midterm and it took me a whole week to study for that one and now I have one fucking day left i'm gonna fail#i hate this i hate feeling so out of control of my own emotions and them changing at the drop of a hat#i hate not being able to accurately remember what things feel like and make good decisions accordingly#i hate being awake i hate having things constantly looming overhead and waking up every day and dreading everything i have to do#i hate mental illness i hate being lightheaded for no reason i hate BEING SICK FUCKING AGAIN most of all#i just want things to be easy#pmdd#negativity#mental illness#medication tw
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