#i have 2 cigarette burn scars on me from my ex best friend whom i miss dearly and i just. i think abt it a lot.

[slutdge]

gay ppl love to put out cigarettes on eachother as a sign of affection <3

[decent-human-being]

If you have time, wanna do all those "talk about" asks?

1: Talk about the first time you watched your favorite movie.Scott pilgrim vs the world, saw it in theaters with a friend of mine before he moved out of state2: Talk about your first kiss.We were both about to start 8th grade, it was a couple days left of the summer and we had spent the whole summer together. It sort of came up neither of us had kissed anyone so we went for it under a tree by the lake3: Talk about the person you've had the most intense romantic feelings for.Oof, my last girlfriend. I really though I was going to marry this girl but things don’t happen as planned sometimes4: Talk about the thing you regret most so far.Probably being a horny asshole in highschool and driving nice people away5: Talk about the best birthday you've had.My 18th was really cool, me and my two closest friends at the time just ducked around town and went to a lookout and did graffiti and smoked a whole pack of cigarettes 6: Talk about the worst birthday you've had.Most aren’t super memorable, I think my 14th I diddnt have any friends and I’ve never been big on the whole spending time with family thing anyway7: Talk about your biggest insecurity.I think my general appearanceperomed8: Talk about the thing you are most proud of.Getting accepted into a culinary program at the college is my latest accomplishment9: Talk about little things on your body that you like the most.My arms are pretty scarred and burned but they’re heavy and solid, strong and good looking I think10: Talk about the biggest fight you've ever had.Like fistfight? With my dad. Verbal fight probably with someone who used to be a friend because they drove several of my other friends while he the driver was intoxicated11: Talk about the best dream you've ever had.I have really buck wild dreams sometimes, my coolest one is a post apocalyptic scenario that im a wandering hero in12: Talk about the worst dream you've ever had.Ones were I’m bringing hunted and loosing, the feeling of powerlessness dreams13: Talk about the first time you had sex/how you imagine your first time.It was the second day of a two day festival with Social Distortion playing on stage while we did it behind a taco truck14: Talk about a vacation.I went to San Francisco two winters ago for a week and saw everything it was a ton of fun I want to go back 15: Talk about the time you were most content in life.Back when I was in a good relationship and had a job that paid well enough to get me by, simple but nice 16: Talk about the best party you've ever been to.It was a party at a strangers house to me, friend of a friend. I blacked out with a bottle in my hand and woke up in a different city with a girl I’ve never seen before17: Talk about someone you want to be friends with.Half my mutuals tbh you’re all cool kids18: Talk about something that happened in elementary school.I got suspended for fighting in 4th grade on my moms birthday and she was furious but it had to be done19: Talk about something that happened in middle school.My first relationship was the biggest part of middle school we were together for a year and a half20: Talk about something that happened in high school.Joining the theater department and having a blast and discovering I love theater21: Talk about a time you had to turn someone down.When a friend though they were gay and wanted to have sex with me to find out for sure but it would have made things weird if we did22: Talk about your worst fear.Not having control, choking or burning or something 23: Talk about a time someone turned you down.The end of 8th grade I wrote a song for someone and performed it with a guitar at the spring dance before graduation and asked them out and they laughed at me24: Talk about something someone told you that meant a lot.When a friend told me I was the only person the listens to her and the reason she was still alive25: Talk about an ex-best friend.I’ve had a few people I purposely cut out my life for good reasons, they weren’t growing up to be better than they were in middle school or doing genuinely bad shit. It sucks but it’s life26: Talk about things you do when you're sick.I like to get a ton of aloe vera juice and sleep all day and eat dollar store ramen27: Talk about your favorite part of someone else's body.Eyes, lips, hips. Shit I just like people 28: Talk about your fetishes.Being dominant, more so having someone submit to me29: Talk about what turns you on.Intimacy 30: Talk about what turns you off.Bad taste in music31: Talk about what you think death is like.Like sleep but more permanent 32: Talk about a place you remember from your childhood.My neighbors house who was a year older than me and we spent every day together as kids33: Talk about what you do when you are sad.I’m sad every damn day of my life b, I guess listen to sad music and draw when it gets real bad34: Talk about the worst physical pain you've endured.Breaking my leg or throwing out my back probably, both on trampolines35: Talk about things you wish you could stop doing.Being so annoying, and not accepting the love I’m given36: Talk about your guilty pleasures.Those reality dating shows when everyone involved is garbage 37: Talk about someone you thought you were in love with.There’s been three, all of whom I still am in love with but they’re gone. I spent so much time pining after one and she left me without saying goodbye38: Talk about songs that remind you of certain people.Riptide by Vance Joy, Devil in my bloodstream by the wonder years, and anything by Fitz and the tantrums all have very specific people attacked to them39: Talk about things you wish you'd known earlier.Who is worth the time and effort and who isn’t40: Talk about the end of something in your life.I’m sure I’m not the only one with a past full of bitter endings that are hard to talk about but what am I going to do but move right along