#i have 5 siblings why is it my eldest sis and her bf were the only ones to have a proper convo with me the entire day | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

moonlightfilly · 10 months

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I think I need to stop waiting to have a close relationship with my siblings. All it ends up doing is make me sad every time I get home from a get-together. I think about the ones that didn't talk to me, the ones that only relate to me through their kids, the ones that only know things from 15+ years ago, I just need to let it all go.

#i have 5 siblings why is it my eldest sis and her bf were the only ones to have a proper convo with me the entire day #also i was talking about how i had to clean the blood off my mom after she had a nasty fall recently and i learned something too-#apparently they all think i faint at the sight of blood bc of something that happened 18??? years ago??? they all started laughing #even tho the fainting then was bc i'm iron deficient and didn't know it then - i couldn't stay conscious from all the blood i lost #it seems like such a petty thing to get snagged on but these misconceptions just remind me that they don't bother to know anything about me #it just swirls around and around in my head and i need to stop they're not thinking about it i need to stop too #tumblring by moonlight #personal #it's selfish i wish my little brother didn't break up with his gf we're friends i could've talked to her at least... i hope she's doing ok #5 siblings but sometimes i feel like an only child

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