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[mane--attraction]

A/N: I wrote this at 3am don't look at me

MINORS DNI

Murdock has a habit.

There are times, when he is particularly...frustrated by you, or the thought of you, he'll take out his phone and make a recording. So that way, maybe one day, you'll hear, and you'll see just how badly he craves you.

There are dozens upon dozens of these recordings.

Most audio, some video, hidden away in the corners of the file manager. At home or fresh from a kill…very fresh from a kill. Most of the videos are him in his car, growling and snarling for you, desperate to release the remainder of his animalistic urges.

Other videos, he has a certain apparatus to help him pretend it's you helping him. It's never enough, never as good as you will be. There is, of course, some overlap sometimes, but he is too harried in the first category to get it out.

Of course, it's a clear fleshlight; all the better to see just what he's going to do, how he's going to stretch you so perfectly. And he doesn't skimp on the sounds, no not all: he needs the reminder of just how wet he imagines you to be, needs you to be turned on from the sound, the idea that he's going to work you up that badly.

All the while, no matter audio or visual, no matter the situation, he growls your name and pet name(s), what he wants to do to you, how badly he wants you…but also he literally growls, exactly like a predator raring to get loose. To be set free onto that which it needs to devour. Until, with what is often a roar, he spills over his hand, or into the toy, shuddering bodily, huffing and puffing and groaning with more growling as he comes down from his high.

"Fuck…what a waste." He sighs, running his clean hand through his hair. "If only you were here to take it all, Sweetheart…just like the good kitten I know you can be for me." Sometimes, if it's video, it's high enough to capture his face; regardless, he fixes it with a burning stare all the same. "Such a pretty little mess I'd make of you." He laughs, breathless and hungry for more. Mostly to himself, he mutters, "All in due time."

End of recording.