#i have like. actual agoraphobia i think like it’s genuinely sooooo debilitating and i Have to work i can’t not work i can’t have no money i
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i was gonna say someday in my life i will wake up before work and not feel like throwing up but then i remembered it’s an anxiety thing and it most likely will not stop so long as i have a job
#oh well it was worth the thought !#i’ve been working for five straight years at this job and everyday i still wake up gagging and trying not to get sick bc i’m so anxious abt#leaving my house and walking to work bc i always always think someone’s going to jump or kill me no matter how hard i’ve tried to work on it#i have like. actual agoraphobia i think like it’s genuinely sooooo debilitating and i Have to work i can’t not work i can’t have no money i#already have barely enough to keep up with bills and not having money for bills makes me so anxious it’s crazy too like i literally Can’t Wi#win*#anyway i am going to hit my bong a lil bit before i get ready to go bc i have forty mins before i leave#or roughly forty anyways……#weed is the only thing that gets me calm enough in the morning to stop Literally gagging every ten minutes bc i’m so anxious#so shout out to weed babeeeeey#oh also sleeping fixed my headache and nausea from last night!!!!! so that’s good !!!!#also me almost throwing up every morning isn’t even a nausea feeling it’s literally like i’m fine but i just kEEP GAGGING SO AGGRESSIVELY#ITS HONESTLY KIND OF FUNNY HOW DRAMATIC IT IS SOME MORNINGS#IM JUST LIKE O K A Y WE GET IT BITCH!!!!!
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