#i haven’t eaten anything except two leftover airport biscuits so i could take my meds and have only drank a tea
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#dont read this. save yourself the time.#cw self sabotage#{opie} but tmi#……………………………………………………………………………………………………………………#does that hit the read more mark? idk#maybe this does#anyways#i feel the need to be incessantly productive#i haven’t eaten anything except two leftover airport biscuits so i could take my meds and have only drank a tea#i have so much i still have to do but my brain feels like a pool of muck and the switch to my motivation is on the other side for me to-#wade through and flip on#i have no motivation to do literally anything. not to play games or write or draw or create or do anything i moderately enjoy#it’s the fucked up ‘i don’t deserve x’ mindset that I’ve been trying to get rid of for five fucking years#with the addition of ‘these people have it worse than you. how dare you think your inconveniences compare to their suffering.’ kind of-#bullshit too. instead i resort to this— blubbering my woes in the tags of a post with a shitty emote.
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