#i know the durge stuff is SO GOOD w an astarion romance but i simply cannot bc i have already given him The Ideal Partner | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

bosspigeon · 11 months

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Did not mean to craft Literally The Perfect Man for Astarion I just made a demisexual dude with a complex relationship with sex and intimacy due to trauma bc it is my God-Given Right to cram my own issues into an oc and then the vampire twink just happened to have issues to match and anyway what was i talking about

#pidge babbles #oc: pyre #i just saw the fruity little vampire man and fell in love and then THE TRAUMA SHOWED UP and thats it that was the end for me #i know the durge stuff is SO GOOD w an astarion romance but i simply cannot bc i have already given him The Ideal Partner #there is something so v special to me about slowly coming to learn that the person youve latched onto for survival #understands you in a way you've never allowed anyone to understand you #simply by virtue of them being the same kind of broken you are #its about finding where your broken edges fit with theirs to make something new and beautiful #and learning to trust and to heal hand in hand with someone else #because you see your pain mirrored in them and you want to ease theirs the same way theyve eased yours #im fine im normal im grrttjjgrrbark bsrkfjfj

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