#i love creating ocs on accident and getting hyperfixated

[moonhowler]

Hello! Welcome to my page!

About me:

I'm an adult in my mid 20's. Even with that fact, I feel like a confused child struggling to keep up in life. Most of the time I have no idea what I'm doing, but that's ok!

I freaking love cartoons! My current hyperfixation is Hazbin Hotel. I recently created a Hazbin regressor oc.

I have both ADHD and autism.

I love reading and drawing agere content. I had a really tough start in life so this community gives me comfort.

Even though I would love to regress, I don't feel like I'm in a safe space to try it, so I think the term age dreamer suits me better right now. I really wish I could feel safe enough to regress though.

My first language is spanish. If there are any hispanic people around here, siéntete libre de hablarme en español.

Maya

Maya is my Hazbin Hotel oc. She died in her early 20's and her soul went to hell, her demon form having both wolf and sheep traits.

She has adhd, autism, ocd, and severe anxiety. She was never diagnosed in life and found out in hell.

She started regressing after dying. It was completely involuntary and it scared horribly because she had no idea what was going on. Her headspace being so young didn't help either. Charlie had to explain to her what age regression was after finding her hiding inside a box in an alley, she was crying and obviously regressed.

She was really embarrassed at first. She wasn't used to people taking care of her, but everyone was encouraging her to regress often to deal with her trauma.

Her little age is 0-3, so she sometimes struggles with walking and talking. She also needs protection, something she hates when is in the older range of her headspace. When she is younger she doesn't seem to care.

She is normally a very calm regressor. She likes to color, watch cartoons, and cuddle with her caregivers while being read to.

Her favorite caregivers are Vaggie and Husk, since they seem to understand her better than anyone else. She loves being with all the hotel staff though...except Alastor. He creeps her out and may end up bursting into tears if she is left alone with him.

Background:

Maya comes from a broken family. Her mom was cold, distant, and had severe mental issues that made her agressive. Maya, being the eldest of 5 siblings, had to basically raise herself and her little siblings all on her own when she was still a small child. She never met her father. He was arrested soon after she was born. He was charged with murder.

The town she lived in was small and word spread fast. Everyone was aware of her living situation and her father's sins, so she was mercilessly bullied throughout her life. She was always in emotional and physical pain. Kids were cruel, and were always trying to get a reaction out of her. To prove that behind her shy, scared and harmless appearance, there was a monster hiding inside of her. Like a wolf ready to pounce.

As she turned into an adult people her age stopped bothering her so much, just giving her nasty looks from time to time or completely ignoring her.

Maya was never a bad person. She was a loving sister, was always kind, and tried to keep a positive attitude even when people where awful to her. She was constantly smiling and trying to help others, even when her intrusive thoughts were always screaming that she was a monster and no matter how hard she tried or how guilty she felt, she would always be a horrible person.

Her life ended in a traffic accident. She was heading home after college when a reckless driver hit her. She didn't even flinch, she was convinced that she deserved death. The reason she went to hell and not heaven was because she deeply believes she doesn't deserve paradise.

She now currently lives in the Hazbin Hotel, where Charlie and all the original residents are trying to help her to go to heaven.

[artsartblog]

In honor of the new year I’ll be posting the last art pieces I did of last year plus an art summary for the year.

First the art summary of 2023 because I felt like just giving an overview of what all I’ve made plus what I will be adding to this post. The first two are of my persona, her main art and her as a Fairy Pokémon Gym Leader (which was made for a discord server I’m in). March is of my Welcome Home oc that I haven’t made much art of, but I do have a piece I’m still working on since I’m not as hyperfixated on WH but still enjoy seeing art of it. April is of an AU version of my Marvel oc Molly (I know what I said in the og post with that art, but I’m considering it an AU version of Molly to just add to the different version I have of her). May is art of my TWEWY oc Kotone after she becomes a reaper. June is art of my FNaF oc Kelly in her new daycare uniform. July is art I made for my SU art blog, which is art of an AU I’m occasionally working on because I have too many ideas to ever commit to one thing lol. August is a redesign of my RC9GN oc Clarissa. September is art I made for a friend. October is art of my TADC oc Odette, who I’ve never posted on tumblr because I keep forget to lol. November is actually the outlier of everything on here because I technically started it years ago, but only finished it November 2023, so we’re just going to accept it into the bunch. December is art of an old oc that used to belong to a friend of mine, but she’s given him up to me since she doesn’t do art anymore and I couldn’t just separate him from his girlfriend (my oc Lucy). Plus he’s apart of the first ever oc universe I ever created (with my friend).

Now onto my latest unposted art!

First we have is Annalei! She is a character I made based on my friend. Originally it was a trio thing, but now it’s just a duo (because of drama I won’t get into on here since it’s the new year and we don’t need that drama again). Anyways, she is an angel who acts as the guardian angel of my character (who I haven’t drawn yet) Nikki. The two actually live together as roommates with Annalei trying to help guide Nikki down a path of good. I made this piece for my friend for Christmas because I thought she’d like it (she loved it). I don’t have a lot developed for this universe because of reasons, but I’ll eventually get around to developing it more.

Next we have Odette. She is my The Amazing Digital Circus oc I made after falling in love with the pilot of tadc. She is based off a ballerina music box I have that belonged to my mom, plus my childhood love of ballet, and ball jointed dolls (since tadc gives off a whole toy-box vibe). She named herself Odette because it was the one thing she could remember from the real world. Ironically, she is living her worst fear because she feared being forgotten by loved ones and everyone she ever cared about. She hates that she can’t remember anything about herself and tries her best to find a way out, but doesn’t think too hard on escaping since she doesn’t want to abstract. She actually tends to stay hidden from the others, Caine doesn’t actually know she’s there, but is aware of her room. The others know of her room, but Jax was the only one to ever meet her until Pomni arrived. The other few things she does remember is how to dance, draw and sing (mostly through muscle memory). Odette has a weird friendship with Jax, but she doesn’t mind. Especially since she has social anxiety and making new friends is really difficult for her (even more so now that she has no idea who she is). This helps her with becoming friends with Pomni since they’re both filled with anxiety and the desire to leave. Though Odette does her best to help Pomni out whenever she can, hoping that one of them could leave at the least. When she does first meet Pomni it was by accident on Pomni’s part. Odette had been dancing around in a place far enough away from the others, but close enough to still be able to see whatever adventure Caine has them all doing. The music playing drowned out any sound of someone approaching that Odette didn’t notice Pomni until the song ended and Pomni clapped at the performance, which caused Odette to freeze up and panic. Especially when she saw that it wasn’t Jax that found her. Luckily for the two of them this led to a friendship (one where Odette would do her best to protect Pomni from Jax’s pranks).

Next is of my Miraculous oc Dani. Maskerade (a play on mask and masquerade) is of akumatized Dani. The only reason for her getting akumatized is stress from her mother and everyone expecting her to be someone she’s not. Despite being a miraculous holder she would struggle with being akumatized because she knows that she’s just stressed out and there are ways to fix what she’s dealing with, but as a teenager trying to get her mother to just listen and understand her is difficult. Sometimes turning into a villain helps with getting the point across. Vespbee is Dani if she was the holder of the bee miraculous. I honestly went a little overboard with her hair, but I love it so much. Not much to say on it because it’s just a literal what if situation. Dark Swan is if Swanette got akumatized. It’s less likely to happen compared to Maskerade, but still possible because even as Swanette Dani has her doubts as a hero. Especially when she hears all the comments on how she’ll never be better than Ladybug and Cat Noir, not that she really cares but it hurts to be compared to other heroes. She’d be pretty dangerous because she’d be able to break away from Hawkmoth’s control and be an independent villain of her own control, which wouldn’t seem that bad but with her unlimited use of her abilities is not good. Especially because her miraculous ability is using her feathers to normally just brings out the best of person (like a trait or ability/talent), but an akumatized version of that brings out the worst in people and can bring out an animalistic/monstrous version of the person (practically turning them into a monstrous creature). Since she doesn’t have any goal other than proving that “yeah I’ll never be like Ladybug and Cat Noir”, which makes it even more difficult for Ladybug and Cat Noir to stop her. (She’s basically an eviler version of Hawkmoth)

Next we have is an AU idea I had for my DC oc Grace Kyle/Wayne (aka Catgirl).

This AU idea started out as “What if Catgirl died trying to become a vigilante like Batman to get closer to him in hopes of being able to tell him that they’re related?”, then turned into Grace swapping places with Jason and being the one to die instead. I plan of drawing what she looks like after being brought back to life as Crimson Cat (a name she gave herself) that has been trained under Talia al Ghul since Grace didn’t have any proper training to be a vigilante in the first place. Now alive she works on tracking down who killed her and getting revenge. It’s still a wip of an idea, but I think it’d be fun because of messing around with the personalities of characters. Plus angst for both Bruce and Selina.

Next we have the designs for my TMNT universe turtles. It’s a mix of 2012!turtles and rise!turtles, but with different turtles. Idk what else to say about them since I’m still working on that whole universe.

I’m adding this purely because I really love this design. This is Ozul Nightingale, otherwise known as the Boogeyman or Shadow Man, in his shadow/monster form. He’s the villain of my universe called Different Paths. He has the abilities to cause people to experience nightmares, slowly corrupting people into beings called shadow monsters, and brining out the true darkness in people. He was sealed away by The Council to save others from his powers. When he was sealed away he was put into an eternal sleep that could be broken by the blood of a pure-blooded shadow witch (a witch who is descended from Ozul that can perform shadow magic). To keep watch over him and prevent anyone from waking him a powerful witch, his wife, was placed as his guard, but over time she slowly became corrupted and became known as the Shadow Witch (who is the baddie for the most part of Different Paths). I haven’t drawn his human form yet, but I plan on doing it eventually. (Along with redesigning the main characters)

Next we have Barry and Aria. They’re just fun characters I made that are children of tumblr sexymen/women (Dr. Drakken and Shego). No, they are not related, but they do act like cousins to each other and we’re raised together by Drakken and Shego.

Lastly is my love Digger. He is being reworked because I’m basing him off of memory, but making him more my own. He is a ghoul demon creature that works in a graveyard. He’s a pretty chill guy and dating my oc Lucy (who is the long lost vampire princess). His family is a royal demon family that has constantly been at war with the royal vampire family because of things that happened in the past. However, Digger honestly doesn’t care about all of that and enjoys spending time working in the graveyard. He especially doesn’t react negatively like other demons (that aren’t in his immediate family) would expect him to react when finding out that his girlfriend is the long lost vampire princess (especially since it’s a big change for Lucy, who group up believing she was a weird witch girl that just was better with certain dark magic compared than other witches). He loves his girlfriend so much that her being from the “rival” family (it’s more the vampires that hate the demons) just means that they’ll be together forever. (Also he lets her paint his nails because it’s the only reminder of her that he’s willing to get dirty while he’s working). I do eventually plan of the two getting married, but that’s a future me thing to deal with.

That concludes all the art from 2023!!!! I hopefully will get around to posting more art on here than I normally do. I hope you look forward to it! Anyways, I hope you all have a wonderful year! Remember stay creative!

[fairypaw]

rb if you wish gay ppl were real

older doodles of em under da cut

[magmalaz]

I just created a Hi-Fi Rush AU!(along with a friend who has enabled my hyperfixation) :D Presenting...

The Swapped!AU (or the HiFiSwapped!AU, for tagging purposes)

This Au changes the main team, loosely like this:

Chai is Chai, he is eternal 

Peppermint gets replaced by Kale

808 gets replaced by a new character, 373 the doggo bot

Macaron gets replaced by Zanzo 

Korsica gets replaced by Rekka 

and Roquefort is there

On top of that, Peppermint replaces Kale as the CEO (And Macaron replaces Zanzo, but yeah)

I also replaced Roquefort with a brainwashed Roxanne as the Head of Finance because i really wanted to keep it down with the ocs.

Ok! Now i show you my designs and explain more (cut here because this is a long post)

First of:

AU!Peppermint

I based most of her redesign on her costumes.

In this AU, she felt ignored by her family due to Kale being the favored child and, after a few years of planning, took over Vandelay Technologies.

She usurped the company from Roxanne simularly to Kale, using a program/AU!Spectra to control Roxanne to step down and become the Head of Finance instead.

She is a hands on type of person, so she is more prominent than Kale was canonically.

AU!Kale

His and Peppermints ages are closer together in this Au.

Kale is pretty simular to his canon self. He was used to other people doing most of the work for him and is very bossy at the start. He left home because he felt like he wasn't his own person(and because he thought his mother was too overbearing).

He was, like Peppermint, very skeptical of Chai in the beginning, but he was glad to not have to do all the dirty work anymore.

He can overcharge doors and vents, but he can't break the shields of the enemies. Due to this, they don't get introduced until the R&D tracks. Oh and Zanzo takes this over once he gets around.

This counts as an oc i think. 373 (Now known as Subw00fr!) My baby boy!

He was named after a synthesizer

373 is Kales version of 808! He is based on a golden retriever. Nothing more to say here this is the best one

AU!Roquefort

This version of him starts as a human, suffering from a chronic illness. He was a family friend of the Vandelays and stuck around with Kale as a father figure.

As the story progresses, he will eventually look like his canon version. This lets him do the same things Korsica canonically does.

AU!Rekka

Rekka starts as the Head of Production like in canon. She is a lot less overbearing and more reasonable (She is still the strict Boss we love tho-) and she is very skeptical of Peppermint, as in this AU she was the Head of Production under Roxanne as well.

After the canon fight, instead of exploding she joins the gang instead (due to Roquefort convincing her. Neither Kale nor Chai would manage that at this point)

Due to her strength, she can break Z-Shielding, which gets introduced earlier in this AU. And she replaces Korsica in the Hideout.

AU!Zanzo

Zanzo was the Head of R&D under Roxanne instead of Macaron. His money spending habits were not canon-level bad in this AU because otherwise this would not work-

He was subsequently thrown out as Peppermint took over and from then on hid in R&D. Alone.

In this AU he was also the one that build Kales robot body after an accident. This is so I can write drama because they now know eachother.

Zanzo replaces Macaron in the Hideout and can overload regular shielding(with his swords like the anime character he is) . He also constantly tests new stuff on Chai, under the guise of 'Training'.

Sooo

I will be writing a fanfiction on this AU and i will link it here once i get it going!

Hope you enjoyed my chaos!

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hi @captain-catcat I deleted the oc ask on accident long post incoming 🖤

How do they respond to having a song stuck in their head? Does that happen to them often?

This happens very often with Aphys’s brain. It’s unavoidable and sometimes exacerbated by the fact that she took the mantle of sheogorath.

How do they feel about confronting their friends when issues arise? 

Aphys will be very blunt and very clear and if they don’t get it the first time, well, fuck them.

When speaking to themselves in their mind, how do they refer to themselves?

Mantling Sheogorath means unwanted input quite often. Every conversation in her head is often a two person convo

Do they enjoy wearing socks/stockings when they aren’t wearing shoes?

Absolutely, she likes being warm

Do they have any unappealing habits (ex: picking their nose, hawking loogies)?

Making noises with her mouth without noticing and annoying everyone in the room

How do they cope with losing a game?

Sulking for a while before ruminating on another possible strategy and then going back

How do they cope with losing an argument?

Not well. The yelling is overwhelming and abrasive enough and the disrespect would mean she has to leave for a while and sulk

How do they cope with losing a friend?

Friends are few and valuable to her, it’d be like losing a finger. She’d never forget about it and would often still wonder if she could every remedy the situation. She may grow and move on but there will always be a lasting imprint in the back of her mind.

How do they cope with losing a lover?

Very similar to losing a friend. The relationships blur and it’s often just “special” to “most special” in her mind. Losing two lovers in a short span of time pushed her to go into the shivering isles to fuck with Daedra so she doesn’t take it well at all

Do they enjoy sitting on countertops?

Likes to be tall

How expressive is their face? Are they easy to read?

Aphys is often blank and monotone, but the facial expressions that are involuntary reactions to what she’s hearing are VERY telling on what she’s thinking

How do they deal with experiencing physical pain?

Try not to cry and buck up, essentially

Are they easily insulted?

Absolutely easily insulted and holds grudges

Would they prefer to act or react?

Aphys needs time to sit and plan for the best possible outcome, she doesn’t make brash reactions.

How would they respond to performing on stage?

Panic and try to save face

Would they ever wear perfume or cologne? When? What would the scent be?

The constant strong scent might be an annoying sensory thing to her, but if she could pick anything it would be the smell of her home in Valenwood right after it rains

Could their personality or interests be considered “flighty?” Do they change their mind/interests often?

She loses interests relatively quickly if something newer and cooler is introduced to her but is prone to obsessive hyperfixations

Do they daydream? Of what?

Aphys is constantly lost in her own fantasy world of what’s happened, what could be, idealized versions of events currently happening, whatever is happening in the Shivering isles,

What is the most inappropriate thing they have ever done in public?

She’s so obsessed with appearances that the worst would be public intoxication and whatever that entails

What was their favorite toy as a child?

She still carries around a small stuffed frog from her childhood! It’s everything to her!

What was their favorite way to play as a child (ex: playing pretend, playing games with rules like tag,)?

Hide and seek because she could fit into closed off small spaces and doze off until she’s found, and of course elaborate role plays

How do the sneeze (ex: loudly, quietly, openly, into their elbow, hold the sneeze in)?

Pretty loudly for someone so small but always concealed into an elbow or a sleeve or something

When engaged in an irritating conversation, how to they conduct themselves?

Increasingly agitated movements like rocking, tapping, unable to focus for more than few seconds

What words make them cringe?

🤔 probably something pronounced in a way that would annoy her

How do they feel in large crowds?

Overwhelmed! But sometimes the noise can dissolve into a droning buzz to help her stay focused on the task at hand

Would they ever spend an afternoon in a library? What section would they spend the most time in?

Oh absolutely. Probably the horror or fantasy fiction section

Do they find it difficult to try new foods?

YES. Routine is everything

If a friend asked them to taste something and it turned out to be unpleasant, how would they handle it?

Lots of tortured facial expressions but would still say it’s good for the sake of being nice

Do they wear underwear?

Aphys wears so many layers that she’s basically created her own chasity belt

Can they pee in front of other people?

Absolutely not unless she’s drunk and this is a conversation that NEEDS to be continued with someone very close to her

What story gave them nightmares as a child?

Being told about the Wild Hunt and the Ooze

How would they respond to being handed an infant?

Panic internally but make sure she’s holding the infant as carefully and comfortably as possible

How would they respond to being asked to watch over a child for an afternoon?

She enjoys kids and their input about the world around them! She doesn’t like the responsibility and she’s quite stiff and awkward but she wouldn’t adamantly refuse

Do they enjoy climbing trees?

As a kid in Valenwood, all you did was climb trees

In which of their own skill sets do they have the most confidence? Why?

Archery! In Valenwood, she would be considered average, nothing special. But in Skyrim, her methods of archery are completely different to the Nords and their stiff hunting bows so she feels like the top dog

Do they enjoy receiving compliments? How do they respond to it?

Flustered! She LIVES with praise, can’t cope without it. Not very good at receiving it though

How often are they the one to initiate physical contact?

Words are hard for her, finding the right words for certain specific situations is even harder. Sometimes direct touching is the best way to communicate

Do they prefer salty or sweet things?

Salty and sour

Do they get the urge to jump from high places?

Absolutely not, what if she twists an ankle or lands wrong

Have they every written a dirty letter and actually sent it?

She often keeps Those thoughts to herself to ruminate on for a while

How would they describe their love life?

A dumpster fire of mixed emotions and pining and torture and nothing seems to work out ever

How would they describe their sex life?

Active and fun with complicated and twisted emotions lying underneath

Do they hide objects? What and where?

She’s been conditioned to hide the things she collects (like shells or certain rocks) out of fear of it being taken and used as leverage. It’s become a habit to quickly stick something into a hidden pocket and arrange it behind a shelf later

What are their reasons for getting up in the morning (outside of achieving their main goal)?

A garden, her newfound family

Who is their greatest confidant? Who confides in them?

Lucien’s ghost will always be a go-to because she can stomp him back into the void if he gets mouthy. He was always a source of guidance since he seemed to have his shit together, and he’s had 300 years in the Void to be mature about things

What is something they’ve always wanted to do, but know they shouldn’t?

Rob a house for the fuck of it

Is there someone whose laugh makes them laugh as well?

Probably Farkas. I feel like he just has ~ infectious laughter ~

How festive are they on holidays?

She HATES it and will do the bare minimum for everyone else to enjoy

How would they respond to their ears ringing for an extended period of time?

Slowly get angrier and snappier

How likely is it that they would be the first to point out a full moon or a beautiful sunset?

Always the first! She’s the most observant!