#i might add another rb to this with more pics

[solidssnakeass]

I didn't want to have to do this, because I hoped it would stop if I resolved it internally, but as of today (Oct 29th) it's been going on for a full week, and is showing no signs of letting up. CW for online harassment.

This is a "callout post" for @spaghetti-doodle413 AKA sMolBean413 AKA autiecon (and POTENTIALLY otacOnxmiku69 on AO3). This person changes their name any chance they get, and I have no doubt that they have more accounts than just this (on AO3 or otherwise). I've banned multiple accounts from them and they changed two of them shortly after.

For months, this person has been harassing people on AO3, and it appeared to be specifically targeted at the inhabitants of my otasune discord server. They were saying things like "If I ran the otasune discord, I wouldn't let you put out garbage like this" and offering (incredibly hostile, passive-aggressive) "constructive criticism" on fics. I had several members of my server come forward and tell me what was going on, and I banned them without confronting them directly.

The morning after that, I got this comment on my own fic. It was enough proof for me; who else would recall a conversation that happened back in June aside from the people involved?

After the ban, I naïvely believed that this whole issue would be put to rest, but I woke up to a TON of comments on my AO3 fics asking for me to DM them on discord and let them back in the server.

I obviously didn't let them back into the server, but I eventually did DM them, giving them an earful and showing the proof that I had gathered directly to them. I was then harassed by several of their friends on twitter, who, despite the plethora of evidence I had to prove it was them harassing people in my server, refused to believe me and instead accused ME of creating a fake AO3 account to harass myself on fics that are several years old and for a different fandom. They also messaged people I regularly interact with in the Yakuza fandom in an attempt to "dig up" proof that I would do something like this.

Now, aside from the fact that this is absolutely fucking ridiculous, I was streaming Persona 4 on my YouTube channel for 10 hours, while ALSO on discord voice chat with 5 of my friends. I was pinged by a mod in the middle of my stream about the issue, but didn't ban them until my mod Raz (Fred Beefurst) who I was on VC with mentioned it to me. You can see that reflected by the timestamps.

Fast forward a few days, and they ended up making several new accounts to rejoin my server. The first two screenshots were taken yesterday, but in the time between the whole thing happening and the time I took the rest of the screenshots today, they changed their name and pfp – you can see evidence of this in the first two pictures I gave).

Due to the fast-paced nature of the chat and everyone speaking at once, I have trimmed down the messages to focus on their reaponses (and mine, "Huey's Dead Body"). I've left the edges raw so that you can see where I merged them.

After this, someone in my otasune server who also shares another mutual server with the original "smolbean" discord account (#8379) privately DMed them, where they essentially 100% confirmed it was them. I take particular offense to them using the R slur, as I am autistic myself (smolbean also claims that they are autistic, but I believe that they are using this as an excuse for their toxic behavior, which was their excuse to ME when I called them out for this harassment).

Please be wary of this person, they are a manipulative liar, have harassed many of my friends over AO3, and don't appear to be stopping any time soon. If you receive a comment from them on your fics, DO NOT engage with them, delete it. They're looking for people to bully.

[dont-reblog--i-moved]

So I've been thinking lots abt making a softer sideblog recently but today I realized I wanna do a lot more than that.

[This post is long and rambly af lol sry.]

I wanna make a whole new acct for this blog and have it be like my nsfw one where I only post n rb my own content. But instead of being horny posting it'll be blabby posts n cuter/cleaner pics. Then I wanna make a sideblog to get back to a softer, brighter aesthetic, cuz looking back on that stuff is my fave way to calm down when I'm stressed.

Then I wanna make a sideblog on my nsfw acct so I can follow n rb sex workers n horny stuff from other ppl. (I might do an aes theme for that one but I'm not sure yet.)

It seems like it'd be lotsa work but I've been good abt not pressuring myself to post on my nsfw blog when I'm not in the mood, so I think I'd be ok if I just stay patient w myself.

I don't want this blog to be here anymore but I'm proud of several posts so I'll be reposting them there, along w my art n little pages. It'll be work but I want so much for a clean start since I only made this blog in the first place to get away from SW Twitter stress lol. it's changed a lot in good and bad ways for the past couple years, but it holds connections to some rly tough times and I hate that.

I'll have the same url and just add "-moved" to this one. I'll let y'all know when I'm ready to receive followers so I can get my Smoochuals back. Some of you may only get followed back by my nsfw acct but that only means I don't want more nsfw stuff and darker aes themes to fill up what I want to be a bright and cleaner dash for my softer side.

Idk when I'll be doing this but I want it to be soon. Maybe next week after mine n Daddy's anniversary. (Y'all know I'll be updating you every step of the way so ya lol.) I'm rly hoping compartmentalizing stuff this way will help me not get overwhelmed by one head space or another like I have been lately.

[foreverxdaydreaming]

2. 18. 20.

2.) Who’s your bias and what do you like the most about them? 

ㅡ Chan! I've always been a sucker for main vocals and good dancers, but apart from that... he just seems so warm and happy? Like he varies from wild hyper energy and making others laugh to getting all emotional or supportive of his members (whether it be a.c.e or unb). He's just such a sunshine that radiates positive chaotic energy. I really do love all of the members, but.. he somehow just caught my eye a little more along the way I guess~

18.) If the A.C.E members were active on tumblr, what kind of blog would they each run? 

ㅡ Oh boy, this is gonna be a fun one to answer. 😂 and I apologize ahead of time if my headcanons don't live up to anyone else's, but this is just speculation anyway

Jun: I picture Jun with one of those blogs that has a lot of pretty pictures of nature and maybe some dog pics, tons of inspirational quotes and he'd share some dance videos and probably vlog about how to self care or do some guided meditation posts. (I just see him as a caring person, so I feel like he'd like to help others as well?? Best bet his sideblogs would be a mess though lmfao) Might be into sharing pretty gifsets and odd street fashion he finds endearing. Probably uses lots of emoticons when answering asks and stuff.

Donghun: I feel like Donghun would share a lot more sappy stuff, in a way? He'd either be hyping up his online friends or be venting about his day OR roast the shit out of anyone who tries to troll him. Might share pretty pics and photos/gifd of people cuddling (bc he's always clinging onto someone). Might also post ootds or share fashion posts in general as well. See him as the type to maybe just share whatever he likes/is on his mind at the moment; shares weekly singing covers and sometimes takes follower requests.

Wow: Hm, as for Wow... I think he would have more of an artsy style blog? He'd share his art and reblog others he likes as well. Might dabble into fashion or diy, might also share some workout or dance stuff, might shitpost every so often as well, who knows? I do see him sharing cool choreographies he comes across and such. Would probably post pics of his sweaters and be like "I miss you buddy" bc Eunseo (his sister) stole his clothes again lol. The type to show off his "secret" soft side on his blog, especially late night thoughts or outfits he made (perhaps sometimes matching sets with his sister too).

Byeongkwan: Idk why but I get the feeling that Byeongkwan would have like a gamer/anime kind of blog. Shares his profiles and streams, or shares stuff he's created in-game or his best records. Would share like "top 10 anime betrayals" lists but it would actually just be stuff his friends have done to him he's still salry about pfftt. Might be another one to rb pics of hand holding or something bc he's another clingy lil bud. He'll have his nights where he's drank too much and starts typing/streaming while absolutely smashed and everyone can't help but laugh bc he's all over the place. Might share videos of freestyle dancing or choreos he's worked on and then expecting just like....whoa. (...my nerd ass had way too much fun writing that one, I apologize,,)

Chan: I see Chan with a sort of comfy modern yet hipster aesthetic kind of blog. He'll post his favorite music/artists/musicals, talks to his followers like old time friends, probably sound like a tour guide trying to sell you on a trip with how much he gushes about his homeland (Jeju). Dumb selfies with friends and fanboying over favorite artists' new music, tons of memes, imitating famous pics or characters, shitposter half the time, very friendly/bubbly and probably has a lot of mutuals (also real crackhead hours whenever he's hyper). Shares some clips of new music he's been working on or covers of songs he's really into.

(there was no yellow for Chan rip,,, 😔👊)

20.) Which A.C.E blogs are your favourites? Compliment them!

ㅡ So so many amazing Choices on here! I'll get back to this one bc I'm on mobile rn so I wanna be able to look em all up and add em (...but I can't save this answer as a draft fml😭)

@byeonqkwan @byeong-kwan-you-not @sehyoons @acestatic @ace7edits @ace-meme @ace-kingdom

》 brb bc there's certainly more than just these, I love you all and appreciate your content/blogs so much!! thank you for everything!! 💕💕