#i miss regan when she sleeps and dread the transistion of evening into bed time
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The night time dread is so severe rn;;;
#im slipping into a habit of insomnia i fear#and that what i dread??? i dont know!!!!#nightmares usually but its like. everything. fear of continuing. fear of ending#i miss regan when she sleeps and dread the transistion of evening into bed time#ive been trying to artificially run from it more lately like#trying to cook stuff at night#i have my drawing supplies like im gonna draw in the dark#its just. im sick rn still and maybe. its like. the feeling bad?#idk ive always had a hatred to bed time. i think its bc my parents used to force me to sleep really early and i resented that#idk tho#id ask regan but shes asleep#what good is a dr girlwife if she sleeps#i wish neither of us ever had to sleep again#fuck thetes something wrong with me fr#anyway.....hope youre doing ok if you read all this. feel free to message me if u wanna talk haha#the night is so long and so quiet and so full of dread i wish it would end and i also fear the sunrise#its like im a tortured vampire or smth
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