#i mostly have sketches but im tryna do more colouring

[illdragyoudownwithme]

pretty pink princess

[giamee]

𝐂𝐈𝐆𝐀𝐑𝐄𝐓𝐓𝐄𝐒 𝐎𝐔𝐓 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐖𝐈𝐍𝐃𝐎𝐖!

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even though you don't talk, they'll still find a way to listen

› 〉 📂 .ೃ | mute reader, jus some fluff really, bit on the short side

requested by @/anon

╰─➤ 💌 ₍₁₎ ok i should nawtttt have used this colour scheme im squinting like a rat at my screen tryna see what i'm saying. the title is 'cigarettes out the window' (shoutout tv girl) if u couldnt read it which i do not hold against u

ᯓ ᡣ𐭩 GEPARD.

it's simply in his nature to look out for others, to ensure that everyone is alright. and when he meets you, he's thrown for a loop a little. because you are fine.

the first time he sees you is in serval's workshop- you're just leaving, and something compels him to make sure that he speaks to you, even if it's for a few fleeting moments before you leave and he most likely never sees you again.

it's a simple question of how your day is, but you simply offer him a small smile before ducking past him, scurrying out of the door that he held open.

he's puzzled at first- maybe it's something to do with him? did you not want to talk to him? but then his sister explains that you're mute, and now he feels like a fool.

and thus begins his attempts to talk to you.

he writes you little notes to begin with. luckily for him, you're a regular at serval's shop, always seemingly having some device or another broken and in need of repairing. serval rolls her eyes at the pair of you- at gepard for being an idiot (you can still hear, you don't need notes), and at you for your attempts to run into her brother as often as possible (those machines weren't really broken).

despite this, it was somewhat amusing to watch the pair of you attempt to flirt with each other. and somewhat cute when your attempts worked.

you kept each and every one of gepard's notes to you, as redundant as they were. his handwriting was a little scruffy, and if you looked at them hard enough you could spot the little tremors where he tried to make the lettering neat.

a special treat was when he decided to add little doodles to them. it was anyone's guess as to what they were supposed to be- you were pretty sure that one of them was supposed to be you- and your heart warmed amidst the chicken scratch and stick figures.

you decide to write your own note back to him. in the top right corner is a little sketch of him, on a similar level to his own creations, that you hope he'll appreciate alongside the note.

you give it to him along with your best smile, mentally capturing the look of joy on gepard's fave at your little gift to him. you were gone by then, shyness overtaking your urge to stay, so you could only imagined his face when he realised that what you had written to him was a formal request to take him out on a date.

ᯓ ᡣ𐭩 DAN HENG.

for dan heng to open up to someone new, several criteria have to be met.

for starters, he had to be at least a little bit comfortable around you. receptive, but not too probing or overbearing. rational, but not judgmental. open, but not too much.

in many ways, he was like a cat. you had to let him come to you.

and luckily for you, you seemed to fulfil those criteria.

as one of the newest additions to the astral express, you were in some sort of in-between phase of being one of them and a stranger. you communicated in your own ways, but you found yourself withdrawing to your room. it was overwhelming, this new environment.

it was only natural that you felt more drawn to dan heng more than anyone else. he had similar qualities to you- more introverted, tended to keep to himself. and, as you later found out, you both had a tendency to burn the midnight oil.

it became almost routine to run into him when you're both up late, wandering the astral express for some peace of mind. brief encounters with little nods sent your direction gradually evolved into longer moments spent basking in each other's presence, mostly in silence. but not always.

you both had your reasons to be up late- on the nights where dan heng looked more frazzled, a certain look in his eye, is when you began to piece him together.

he'd lend you some information of his own volition occasionally, telling you about the nightmare he had, recurring or not. there was just this certain quality to you, a look in your eye that made him feel like you truly did listen to him.

and he wouldn't trade your late-night rendevous for the world.

𝜗𝜚 honkai star rail masterlist

[otherkingwolfie]

im probably going to be hated for this, for absolutely no reason, but-

i looked at lavendertownes redesigns of the hazbin hotel character's, and in my mind, i fought "damn, these look ugly", but i also shouldn't think that, because lavendertowne hasnt done proper research, and hasn't fully watched the show, before she redrew them (well i think those, because i haven't seen her video on redesigning the hazbin hotel character's, and i only know about this, from the commentery (cant spell properly.) side of youtube.

i also drew these mostly, because i was bored, and not to exactly hate on lavendertownes designs, even tho i did just type in, that i think some of her redesigns look abit ugly (especially angel dust's redesign she did.) and because i just felt like doing this for fun. (i feel the twitter users are going to hate me for this, or probably think im lying, when im not. also please dont come after me twitter, im just an artest, thats just doing what she loves doing. wich is drawing.)

well anyways, i randomly desided to redesign her redesigns, while still tryna keep in parts of lavendertownes redesigns in.

i was actually going to try and do these redesigns in the poses lavendertown drew them in, for all of them, but then i decided not to, when sketching niffty.

anyways- i wanted to try and keep in the fact that her redesign of alastor was more of yellow, while still keeping it fully red, but because orange exists, it kinda looked strange, so i didn't do it. again, since i didn't watch her video, i dont know what she was going for, where i put the white part, of the design, that was near his tie. other than all of that, alastor in this, just looks like alastor with a weird ear design, and in a different outfit. i also changed alastors hair abit, to match lavendertownes hair design, while still keeping in the deer parts. also another thing, was that i was to lazy to give alastor shoes, so i just drew hooves, instead.

next up i drew niffty. i desided to keep in the horns, and change it up alittle. i also kinda colored in the horns, kinda like how female hellborn imps horns look like, in vivzipops version of hell. for the hair, i dont know what i was doing, when i was drawing the part of pink hair, that is around nifftys cheek, but i couldn't get myself, to get rid of it, so its just- there. another detail with the hair, is that i made a pink and yellow pattern at the back, and i made a part of her hair a darkish pinkish redish color because i kinda liked the idea. and i also kept the white pupil, and changed some of the pink on her outfit, to black. basically i drew niffty in that way, to be a mix of her actual design, and lavendertownes.

oh yeah, i also kept in the splotches from nifftys cannon design, in.

anyways, for vaggie, i feel like i coulda done better (mostly her hairstyle.) but other than that, i desided to use the dark blue, lavendertowne used when she was shading vaggies hair, and i also kept the design of how she drew in the sleeves. also instead of making the outfit white, like how she did, i made it the vivzipop reddish pink colour, and i made the buttons on the outfit, the dark bluish grayish colour, because i fought that the buttons being two separate colours would be intresting. other then those, i made her socks (i think thats what they are.) pink, white and that darkish blueish gray colour, because i felt like it.

also i should say that, vaggie is not finished, since i still need to add in the highlights, that ive added onto the other ones.

anyways, i woulda done all of em, but im not gonna do them all in one go.

also, i have no idea if im going to beable to mix angel dusts cannon design, with lavendertownes redesign, but when i get to him, ill try to.

anyways, im not gonna tag this, so have fun finding this, you insane hazbin hotel fans, and insane twitter users. (if you do find this. again, please dont hate me, for doing this.)

[isaacathom]

the issue is that toilet symbols have a style thats really goddamn restrictive so it’s difficult to convey like, hiding in a toilet stall waiting for others to leave so you can leave w/o being seen, or deliberately changing your gender presentation (even if it makes you less comfortable) in order to get safe passage into a toilet. its difficult to convey that nuance.

tho she did suggest making the person symbol coloured in (perhaps with the flag, which means id probably have to use the GQ flag if its on a black bg, but could use the nb if its on blue) which would allow me greater freedom to design the specific character (even if that character is literally just me, you fuck). idk. i did have a sketch of me hiding in the mens toilets in fear but bc of the style, it ends up looking almost voyeuristic. like instead of an nb person checking to see if anyones in the toilets before entering, they’re deliberaely tryna scope some dick. which is. the opposite of me, in every way.

i might take a second crack at that one because w/ the colour elemet i THINK i could convey me hiding in a toilet stall while like. idk a male figure yells outside. i think i could take a stab at that. how to convey the femme one is the issue though, because im... mostly comfortable in the ladies. just cause ive been there my whole life. if i get to pick i pick that one, right, i dont need urinals. could just replace the symbols w like. smth showing that are no urinals, maybe?????? i dont know. its really tough to convey the way i interact with womens toilets in a social way since im closeted and cis passing to fuck, right, like p much everyone thinks im a girl, much as that blows. i dont really pretty myself up to get in... its more of like.... a deep discontent. the nagging fear that someone will know im not supposed to be there. that someone will notice the way i carry myself and the way i talk and go ‘you arent a woman!’. even if i doubt that would happen (just like how i doubt a man would actually try to assault me in the university toilet in broad ass daylight) its still there, thats how anxiety is, just nagging away about shit you know wont happen but do you really know if it wont happen, can you be sure, no you cant!!! so i guess i could just do a repeat of the above male one and have it still be me hiding in the stall while a female figure yells at the door. emphasise the feeling of disconnect from both areas.

i guess??? i dont know??? i dont want to do what the teacher is asking me to do because it doesnt reflect my experience of taking a fucking piss. i want to do my own thing. thats what art is. this is about how i perceive the world as a result of my position. my person. my identity, etc, etc. hhhh