#i need to brush up on this point bc i learned it in convo lol

[snonkerdoodledreams]

massive vent post about personal shit

bruh my parents got into an argument tonight and i asked em to stop...kept going...tried standing up for my dad and stopping the name calling and put in my own two cents in the argument. apparently my mom isn't going to close on our other property (that we've already spent like 50k on at this point) because of what i said

like she apparently wasn't able to understand my analogy about how she is being hurtful to him by poking fun at things he couldn't do due to circumstances out of his control. i likened that to an instance where i could very easily make fun of her physical state due to circumstances out of her control. And do you know what that bitch got out of that? She said, and I quote, "comparing an apple to an orange. Comparing finances and health" like...what the fuck? How do you not see what I am trying to make an analogy of and instead see...that?!

She then starts spouting some shit about focussing on fact, not emotions. And I'm like, "then why are you taunting him and saying things to rile him up?"

And then the back and forth happened. At this point I have the iPad in my hands and I'm taking it to my dad to get out of guided access so I can record this convo (one party consent state lmao whoop whoop I was taking part in the convo). And she still doesn't get my point. She starts laughing at my points until I yell "MORO AAKHI RE LUHA ACCHI!!" (THERE ARE TEARS IN MY EYES!) and then I do a smol tangent (don't remember exactly what I said) on how you can't make fun of people about circumstances out of their control.

More back and forth. Argument going round and round in circles like a cat chasing its tail. Finally everything quiets down and I go to brush my goddamn teeth.

She calls me downstairs when I'm about to put in my retainers. And that's when she gives me "the big news" -- she wouldn't buy the house we are closing on in a few days (we've spent money and time on it, lemme tell you) because I am "a little kid" who "doesn't understand her" and "doesn't know how life works". She said to cancel my extracurriculars so I could go to school, learn, and go home, and learn what life is like, bc obvi I don't understand, based on what I said to her.

Besides the fact that her own perception is skewed, she also avoided explaining her thought processes to me, saying that some things cannot be saved with certain people and "some things cannot be expressed". Bruh. Just. Big fat bruh.

Anyway, I put my aligners back in and leave the Convo...I have the recordings on the iPad and all I need to do at this point is get em off and onto my phone...there I can put em in a folder...

Gathering evidence I will do nothing with...or maybe just show people lmao

Oh! And she appears to think it's perfectly okay to make fun of people who are unlucky in life. She used that as justification to name call my dad (whose bad luck is that he's married to this bitch). Like lol. Wtf.

[potpiehead]

🧍‍♀️ so I just went back to my room and was sitting in my bed. now if you recall I mentioned there's no privacy curtain so people can see if you're in your bed. so a dude walks in and I haven't seen him before so I'm guessing he just checked in earlier today. immediately he sees me and starts talking to me and ones of the first things he says is "oh hey... different colored socks" (I'm wearing 1 blue and 1 purple sock). we started talking a little bit and it was a fine conversation but I was like "this is so awkward can I please just relax" in my head... but I didn't want to be rude so I asked him what he was travelling for and he like pauses and really awkwardly goes "I do research... for the government..." which is actually interesting but his tone was so odd like I just blew his cover or something lol. now recall I'm on the top bunk... he points to the bed below mine and says "well if you need me I'll be right here" (the beds are assigned and his shoes were already there so it has nothing to do with me. just horrible luck). we didn't talk for like 5 mins but then he starts talking again and I'm thinking dude it's like 9:45 pm I think ppl are trying to sleep... he asks me if I have a boyfriend (🚨🚨🚨🚨🚨⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️🚩🚩🚩🚩) and look I usually have the worst sense of hidden meaning and when I should lie but I have learned that that is NOT something someone asks in the first ten minutes of a convo out of nowhere unless they are trying to flirt with you so I say YES I DO HAHA. and he gives some awkward response.. he continues talking to me and it's a very one sided conversation bc I'm just giving him bare minimum answers to try to drop the hint that I want him to stop but it is NOT working. the questions he's asking me vary from like "what's your city like" "what shows do you watch" to "what truths have you discovered through your life" and "what kind of risks have you taken in life" and again I'm just trying to give the least interesting answers possible. he asks me "so this boyfriend of yours... where did you meet him? School?" (my answer was "yeah high school") he then asks "when you told your boyfriend about this trip what did he say?" Okay first of all what the hell kind of question is that. second of all this gave me the impression he's fishing for clues on my likelihood of cheating with him on this non-existent bf. third of all how obvious could you be 😭!!! there's other people here bro... fourth of all I don't think this was his intention w the question but what is the deal with men thinking we had to get the permission of other men to do stuff... like when I went on that cruise with my coworkers but no plus one of my own one of my coworkers dads was like "your dad let you go by yourself?" wow thanks for the insight of how you treat the women in your life. Jesus fucking Christ. I got up to fill my water bottle use the bathroom and brush my teeth and I came back to the bed and he was sitting on the bottom bunk and looked at me but didn't say anything and he stopped talking to me so I'm wondering if he either got the hint, got tired or if someone told him to fuck off while I was in the bathroom lol. anyway. If there weren't other people in this dorm with us I would literally leave but there's another dude and another woman here. they were both awake listening to this whole thing lmao. I was like god fucking help me...