#i never realized how close my great grandmothers and tio carlos deaths were
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#dang i saw this on my Instagram and brought back a lot of old memories#i never realized how close my great grandmothers and tio carlos deaths were#to me personally it felt like it was 5 years after it happened#but nope it wasn't#she died in the middle of high school#and the worst part is she would have been alive for much longer had it not been for her being technically killed#i STILL REMEMBER WHEN IT HAPPENED#My tia genuinely meant so much harm when she pushed her#she even told her in Spanish this is what happens when you get in my way#and tripped her#and she was in her 80s at the time so the fall was so brutal#i still remember hearing my great grandma crying in excruciating pain and then my aunt try to play it off like she didnt just push/trip her#she tried to play it off like it was an accident but i saw everything and so did another tia and mom but they never took my aunt who did it#to the police there reasoning being they didnt want to get my tia deported 🙂😪🙃 or in trouble#not like she didnt just trip her on purpose knowing what she was doing could end up killing her and it sure enough did kill her#i will never forget that day#its so crazy cause to me it happened to recently and not years ago#i was already disassociated with the fact my father figure died from liver sclerosis while living with us in his last days#then my great grandma was killed in front of me 2 years later#wow its no wonder i cared little to nothing of myself or future then. i barely did any speaking in highschool#my first year at Reagan was with my cousin and his friends but then my cousin turned into a senior the next year#and stopped talking to me and hanged with his friends more than me#so i was left without any one until i met noe#then Jacob and andres#to bad i dont talk to any of them anymore#i dont talk to noe cause i feel ashamed at the fact i never got to send my letters to him cause i believed his girl at time#when she said he didnt want to do anything with me but not knowing she was only saying that to ruin our friendship#cause they weren't even together anymore and i only found out about that 6 or 7 years into noes imprisonment#and he was going in for 8 so it had already been to long and too late#but i guess he doesnt hold it against me since he followed me on Instagram
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