#i read this book in a day so this commentary is probly not the best but whatevs

[bookish-mind]

I read blue lily, lily blue here’s my existential crisis:

*spoilers*

I am already very confused

Bro I thought Maura got taken but she rlly just up and left that’s messed up

I FINALLY GOT TO “maybe I dreamt you”

Ronan being forced to sing is my new favorite thing

Ronan instinctively holding onto blue, gansey paralyzed with fear, Ronan saying that if they die he dies this is so stressful hELP

Let Adam be happy for once challenge

The Bluesey tension tho

“I’m tired of it” “Tired of what?” “Decaying” I cant take this literally stab me in the heart it would hurt less

Oof Latin teacher is the trc equivalent of the cursed defense against the dark arts position at hogwarts lol

“he was surprised that the person was Gansey and not Ronan” ... does Ronan often visit you late at night Adam?? 👀

Gansey and adam’s friendship seems so fragile and insecure at the moment but it’s mending ! It’s mending !

Gansey said he’s gonna ask glendower for Noah’s life but why do I feel like that’s not gonna happen

Also I’ve kinda been in denial about gansey’s fated death but this book just won’t let me ignore it

Either he has to die to wake glendower or he has to die in order for Noah to live again or something bc they mentioned before that the favors are reciprocal

I even have this crack theory that gansey is.. glendower or like a vessel for glendower ? Like when he was brought back to life as a kid glendower became a part of him so in order for glendower to wake gansey has to die (idk it sounds more plausible in my head)

Even if my theory is wrong you cannot deny the parallels that are being drawn between gansey and glendower

Blue explaining how the gangsey are all so in love and obsessed and caught up in each other,, truly an unmatched found family

This book should be titled “gansey’s existential crisis”

RONAN GAVE ADAM LOTION I-

Knowing that gansey was chosen to live over Noah bc gansey would be the one to get shit done has me feelin a lot of conflicting things bc like yes but also Noah deserved better

Gansey keeps talking about death and the end and the grave and time and I just feel like he knows. Deep down he knows that he’s supposed to die

Ok I’ll admit these bluesey phone calls are cute

MuRdEr sQuAsH

Noah really be knowing everyone’s secrets huh

Adam keeps catching glances from Ronan and he’s like oh? What’s this? But he just brushes it off bc it’s Ronan,, I cannot handle this

MATTHEW IS A LITERAL DREAM

Ronan has a crush Ronan has a crush Ronan has a crush

Man I wish we were getting some of these scenes from Ronan’s pov tbh

Adam no there’s no way that gansey dying is gonna be your fault, no way

Oh damn gansey is letting blue drive the pig?? Thats how you know it’s true love

Shopping cart: 1 Adam and Ronan: 0

Adam has compared Ronan to a god and a king in the span of like two pages

Also I love how Ronan keeps showing Adam all these new sides to him and Adam is so taken aback every time

Was dream Ronan’s death really necessary??!!!!!!! stiefvater ma’am you’ll be hearing from my therapist

Cabeswater protected Adam from Robert 😭

There’s not enough Noah in this book, but I guess maybe that’s the point since he’s like.. decaying

Adam just keeps getting more and more magical and I love it

GANSEY AND RONAN SHOWED UP FOR ADAM AT COURT IM SOBBING

PERSEPHONE NO WHYYY

Damn jesse too :(

I hate that there’s only thirty pages left but so much is going on still I’m so anxious

Whatever you do don’t imagine Maura going home and realizing that Persephone is gone

ADAM WAS THE OTHER SLEEPER

“It was time to find Glendower. They all knew it” I’m not ready I’m not ready I’m not ready

Ugh neeve

There’s so much I didn’t even address like who/what is artemus and I actually grew to like mr gray this book and what the heck did neeve and piper wake up and what is gansey’s secret thing at school and I liked malory’s aura thing and how much I enjoyed reading gwenllian’s chaotic scenes

But my thoughts are so full of Adam rn bc of the growth this boy has gone through and how he’s finally finally allowing himself to be known and he’s powerful and that makes him realize his worth and my heart is just so full of Adam Adam Adam Adam and how I know he’s going to do everything in his power to save gansey in the next book and I’m scared

(As always thanks for sticking around if you made it this far!!!)

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