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#i realised it was a hallucination thankfully because i have them pretty frequently even if i don’t take medicines
fingertipsmp3 · 2 years
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Bro I straight up don’t think I should take sleeping pills.. last night I saw everything but the hat man. And I didn’t even get an uninterrupted sleep
#was thinking about taking one tonight but like…… no#last night i took one at 10pm thinking it’d take a long time to set in. i was wrong. 10:20 i had to put my book down and close my eyes#couldn’t get comfy though because it’s too hot and i don’t like my new pillows. so at 11 i’m lying there groggy#AND MY FUCKING BEDROOM WALL SMILES AT ME AND STARTS LEAKING#i realised it was a hallucination thankfully because i have them pretty frequently even if i don’t take medicines#but it lasted for like a full minute and freaked me out pretty bad#then i needed to piss so i got up and then when i went back to bed i passed out until 5 (good)#but had to get up to piss again and i nearly fell asleep on the loo (bad)#and then i passed out again until 8:30 and woke up STILL GROGGY. for what#9 hours’ sleep give or take and nytol is really still hanging out like ‘it’s not enough’#what the fuck do you want from me#anyway so i think i’m going to try the herbal version. it kind of sucks because i do need the antihistamine effect of the blue ones#but i’m way too prone to hallucinations and apparently sleeping pills are the only thing that gives me hangovers#i nearly died from k******* once and i’ve had alcohol poisoning from whiskey & felt fine in the morning but sure.#dyphenhydramine is going to give me a hangover. fantastic. why not#anyway tl;dr if anyone has any advice for dealing with allergies that doesn’t involve potentially coming face-to-face#with the hat man at 3am; i am all ears. i already take my morning antihistamine (random generic brand)#but other than that i just sort of suffer. i’m one bad night away from steaming my face again honestly#personal
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