#i rly love the idea of natsuo being like;;; a scumbag but like only has half the scum touya has

[inkykeiji]

omggg what if touya left the house,,, and y/n is like "im coming with you right?" n touya just straight up tells her NO

and its not that he doesn't want her with him. God he wants her with him more than he's willing to admit, but the fact that rei (and more than likely y/n's father) now know, he doesn't want to put her through that drama. put her more deep into his fucked up life than he already has.

and now, let's say for some reason, she gets closer to natsuo bc he reminds her so much of touya and all she wants is to be closer to him. be with him. natsuo's touches are almost identical to touya— almost. but no matter what, it isn't touya.

i think i just broke my own typing this lmaoooo

oh my god OUCH

aaah and it would really kill him to say no, he can barely stand the shocked n hurt look on ur face :((

BUT tbh with you, if this did happen, touya wouldn’t be able to keep it up for long (if at all) because he’s so fucking selfish. the only reason he’d even try would be more for his mother than anyone else. i think she’d be the one able to make him feel most guilty.

BUT (x2) let’s say, for the sake of your incredible idea, that he’s able to keep it up just long enough that you’re able to see natsuo at one of the monthly dinners they have, because touya didn’t kidnap you this time, refused to take you with him as he fucks off for the entire night. you’re hurt and upset, and natsuo can tell, spends the whole night consoling you, sitting a little too close, but you don’t care, because touya-nii’s being so mean lately and you don’t know what you did to upset him but you wish it would just stop :(

so natsuo gives you his number, of course, so you can keep in touch, so you don’t feel so lonely, and you text him every day <33 AND, because touya’s trying so hard to ignore you and is all in his own head dealing w his feelings, he really isn’t keeping a close eye on you, which makes it especially easy to sneak out n go meet natsuo, to sit in his car for hours n just talk, or he takes u to fun american style diners and u eat greasy breakfast food at 2am and it’s all just so chill and nice.

no, he isn’t touya, doesn’t smell like touya, but his lips taste like touya with a hint of sharp, icy mint thrown in, and his hands feel like touya’s would if they were just a hint gentler, and his moans sound like touya’s, just pitched a tiny bit higher <33