#i spelled his name wrong in the image 😭

[glitterbread]

Frieda!

[bambi-slxt]

🤍𝐈 𝐒𝐞𝐞 𝐄𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠🤍

𝕞𝕒𝕥𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕨 𝕤𝕥𝕦𝕣𝕟𝕚𝕠𝕝𝕠

word count: 1.5k

genres: n/a

warnings: mentions of depression medication and mental health, male masturbation

notes from bambi: here you go!

Matt did see everything. He liked to lurk in the triplet’s fandom spaces, and when his mental health was good, he even found it kinda fun, though he would never reveal this aloud. He definitely enjoyed watching those same spaces work themselves into a tizzy at his knowledge admittance–these kids were so funny. So it came as no surprise to him when the Tumblr TikTok video showed up on his feed.

Matt hadn’t had a good night. He’d tried to jerk off earlier, all to no avail. His antidepressants were helpful for his mood and overall outlook on life but goddamn did they make it hard to masturbate. With a snarl, he had pulled up his boxers and opened TikTok. That was over an hour ago, and now Matt scrolled aimlessly on his private account. He was quite proud of it actually. He disguised it as some random fanpage and had made it a personal mission that week to reblog a few videos about himself. No one would know, and he was nothing if not a Matt girl. 

The video on his Following page was formatted simply–a girl in her room, as most of them were, and he saw it was one of his favorite fan accounts. She always had good takes and the drama in her comment section kept him incredibly entertained. She was expressing her fear at his now-infamous “I see everything” line, and with a chuckle, he pressed the heart icon, preparing to scroll away. In his sleepy haze, he missed, hitting the comment bubble instead. What he saw made his head tilt.

user

   oh ik the tumblr girlies shakin rn

      user

         LMAOOOO REAL

      user

         i’m so lost 😭😭😭

      user

         tumblr can’t be worse than here

      user

         wait what’s on tumbler?

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user

   bro does NOT see everything, he’d be traumatized

     see all 12 replies៴

user

   @ user WHEN I SAW THAT I SCREAMED

user

   you guys are gonna make them quit if you keep doing ts

     see all 241 replies៴

Matt rolled his eyes at that one. He knew it was a valid concern, but he also knew that there were prices to be paid for being famous, and he would take a few weird stories in exchange for the life of his literal dreams. And besides, he reasoned to himself, they were always so off-the-mark anyway that it didn’t even feel like he was reading about himself.

But back to the matter at hand. Matt had never even heard of Tumblr, so there couldn’t be that many triplet fan accounts on there, and he figured that after everything he’d seen on Twitter, he was ready for anything.

“Well this is fucking ridiculous,” he grumbled to himself, scrolling to the end of the “headcanon”, as it was called. Matt read the name of the “blogger” (he was learning so many new terms tonight) that posted it - some strange amalgamation of letters and numbers, with, of course, “sturniolo” tacked on to the end. Matt elected to keep his thoughts on the spelling to himself. “You’re weird for that. All of it.” He swiped out of the app, fully prepared to roll over, go to sleep, and forget all about it.

…

But what else did they get wrong about him? What did the rest of them think he did when he had sex? Matt figured he should check that “sturniolo triplet” hashtag one more time. 

He sat up properly for this, sighing as he flicked on his bedside lamp. It illuminated his room, its soft light showcasing the woodsy decorations he’d furnished months ago. With a grimace, he opened the accursed app once more and began a deep dive.

It seemed the entire community centered around “smut” of him and Chris. He saw a few for Nick, a handful for Nate, all of which he scrolled past quickly, blinking them away. He wasn’t trying to dive that deep.

The first thing Matt noticed was that almost every story had a line of photos at the top, like a faux header. None of the images contained anything amiss–all were photos posted by him and his brothers throughout the years, pictures taken by fans at shows, and the like. No, the real stuff lay in the words. This was a community–he could tell that much from the amount of reposting–of very good writers. Many of their stories spanned thousands of words with multiple parts and real plots woven throughout. And there were a lot. It was dizzying. He adjusted himself. 

There were stories for almost every situation, some even making him a drug dealer (though most writers seemed to think that out of anyone, it would be Chris, which he found hilarious due to the fact that Chris couldn’t tell a convincing lie if his life depended on it), a mafia boss, a father, a mechanic, or simply just a doting boyfriend. Some wrote him as a harsh, domineering man, quick to take his bratty girlfriend to task. Some wrote him as a needy submissive individual, and the words they used made his head spin. Matt adjusted himself again. His dick didn’t normally bother him this much. Maybe he needed new boxers. 

Matt himself only had a bit of experience in the wide world of sex. He knew there were some wild kinks out there, but he found he was never much interested in watching that kind of porn, and he’d only been with a few girls his entire life, none of whom had ever asked him to perform such tasks on them, so he really didn’t know what he liked and didn’t like. As he lay in his bed, his lamp casting fuzzy shadows over his room, Matt couldn’t tear his eyes from the screen.

They think I’m capable of actually…spanking someone? Am I? If she wanted it, I guess…Apparently I’m some sort of sex god, super posessive, I have a breeding kink, whatever the fuck that means, and Chris and I fight over girls a lot. To him, that was the most unrealistic–he and Chris had wildly different types. 

The sheer amount of stories depicting him absolutely rearranging the guts of the reader or y/n (he still had no idea what that meant) made his brain short-circuit, and he tried to tap out of the one currently pulled up. But alas, Matt still had no idea how Tumblr worked–the images below every story just took him deeper, and it was one of those images that he misguidedly clicked on, an innocuous lilac purple, covered in sparkles. Seems harmless enough.

As Matt tapped around, trying to get back, he found himself on another account and thoroughly lost. An underlined word in the first post caught his attention–concepts. Subtitled below were the words, “short headcanons about the triplets! both sfw and nsfw”. He tilted his head. ‘Sfw’? What does that mean? A quick Google search quieted his questioning. Surely a “safe-for-work” headcanon would be fine to read. He tapped the link, and it directed him to a simpler page, one organized using just his name and Chris’s, each one with links below them. His thumb hovered over one near the top, its title mildly intriguing–“soft!dom!matt”.

Then he paused. Was he really doing this? His dick began to throb. He should have just left the whole thing alone, but now…well, now he had to know. 

Five words in and he was pumping his rock-hard cock in his hand. Matt’s neck strained, his left thumb shaking as he tried to scroll to read more. Such a short piece of fiction and yet…

His stomach began to tie itself into knots. The more he read, the more he panted. His whole pelvic region felt tingly and his cock was so warm in his hand, and getting warmer by the second. This was different than anything he’d ever jerked off to before–this wasn’t a video, or even a naughty selfie from a girlfriend. This was pure porn, about him bringing some unnamed girl to completion over and over again. Matt didn’t even know that was possible. The unnamed girl couldn’t even handle his cock, that’s how tight she was-

The moment he realized this fact, his nuts clenched and he spurted cum all the way up to his chest. Pumping furiously, even raising his hips into his hand, he continued his explosive orgasm, letting out breathy groans as he did so. His chest heaved with heavy breath, and Matt felt the beginnings of a headache forming behind his eyes from how hard he’d just finished. He collapsed on his bed, sheets askew, pillows rearranged, staring blankly at the ceiling.

And then Matt realized which head had been doing all his thinking for him this entire time. Letting his now-limp dick flop to the side, he let out one more gasp of air. “That was weird,” he said aloud into the empty room. “Never doing that again.”

notes from bambi: i referenced my own work because it didn’t feel right to use anyone else’s without their consent, and i wanted to put this out today, not because i think my writing is better than anyone else's or because i think matt would prefer mine over yours. remember that it’s all just fiction and we write for fun. i hope you all enjoyed!

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best interest p.sh

pairing: park sunghoon x fem! reader

warnings: smut, zestyish jokes (Jake and sunghoon are basically In love idk), cursing, unprotected sex (wrap it before u tap it!!), kinda mean? dom sunghoon, pervert sunghoon, slight choking, not proofread, lmk if I missed anything!

minors dni!!

Friday 6:10 pm

what sunghoon didn't expect was to fall in love with you, living together just made him crazy, seeing you walk around in a big tee with just panties under?? yeah. "She won't even let jay hit" sunghoon ranted to his friend on facetime, "maybe shes a virgin and she's saving it for someone special" Jake replied, placing a kiss on his girlfriends head turning off his mic. "I'm someone special!" Hoon whined throwing his phone on his bed, "I guess not to her" Jake turned his mic back on snickering. "Should I fuck her best friend to get revenge.." he started questioning his own existence, hes never been this crazy over someone. did you cast a love spell on him or something? "her best friend is haechan" Jake set up his phone on the table, showing him as he put his headphones on and turning on his console. "ok nevermind. would rather kiss you than fuck haechan" "you would kiss me?" "hell no." "then why say it you got my hopes up" "..jake shut the fuck up" Jake laughs as the light from his computer reflected on his face. "yk what you should do, try and seduce her" he proposed, "that doesn't sound that bad, how would I even do that" sunghoon replies, finally picking his phone up from the bed to walk into the kitchen. "mmm, since y'all live together try walking around like shirtless or like... loudly jerking off??" Jake bit his nails while thinking, "holy shit your gonna make me get a restraining order" sunghoon laughed out loud, hearing the door unlock he quickly hung up and texted Jake "she's home, gonna take ur advice istg if she calls the cops on me you'll never see ur stupid apex acc again."

Friday 8:56 pm

he was nervous, obviously. he wasn't nervous about how he looked, he knew he looked good. he was just nervous on how your reaction would be, he hyped himself up in his room for a bit. doing some pushups till he walked out of his room shirtless knowing your in the kitchen, "yn" he spoke out to you, making you turn around to look at him. "why are u naked" was the first thing you said to him since you got home. "gonna take a shower, u cooking anything?" "Nah, I'm ordering food I'm just in here eating chips", clearly looking unfazed, "should we order something then?" He replied. Walking into the kitchen, sweats hanging low. Showing a obvious bulge, "I'll just get pizza u go take a shower, you stink like sweat" you looked away from his piercing gaze. He chuckled, "mm, ok let me know when the food comes I'll get it" he says while walking away and into the bathroom, quickly locking it and holding his head in his hands.

sunghoon : She won't even look at me 😭😭💔💔💔💔💔😢

Jake : maybe ur js butt ugly.

sunghoon : this is not helping idiot

Jake : did u walk around shirtless 🌚

sunghoon : YES BRO. even wore my baggy jeans to show extra 🤬😡

Jake : what if she's into girls...omg sunghoon I'm cooking here

sunghoon : only thing ur cooking is that burnt ass hair.

Jake : fuck u times 10 😒

sunghoon : u wanna fuck me 🌚

Jake : my gf just saw that msg without seeing the name I hope yn never ends up liking you.

sunghoon : CHILL BRO

he took a shower while blasting music, thinking on what his next plan was. he got out of the shower, black hair dripping water as he wrapped a towel around his waist. he looked in the mirror as he thought of a idea, he picked up his phone as some random rap song played, he took a picture shirtless. Sending it to Jake to confirm if it was cute or not.

sunghoon : *image attached*

Jake : wrong person

sunghoon : u fucking airhead is it cute or not

Jake : oh LMFAOOO

Jake : it's cute, who's it for

sunghoon : baefy yn

Jake : atp send her a dick pic

sunghoon : should i

Jake : yea if u wanna get blocked

as he turned his music off he heard you yelling for him from the living room. He quickly threw on his boxers and sweats, getting out as he put his phone in his pocket. "what's wrong?" He asked standing Infront of you, once again. Wearing baggy sweats but instead of them damn near falling off they are tied with the string. "do u not have any shirts or something, also the pizzas here" you handed him the money for the tip, he grabs it and walks to the door. "thanks" he smiled at the young woman handing him the pizza who was basically drooling. "can I get your number" she sheepishly asked. You looked at them in disgust, looking at the girl as sunghoon laughed and said no. He closed the door, walking back over to you, flopping on the couch and putting the pizza on the table. "why didn't you give her your number?" You asked, "wasn't interested" he shrugged, picking up a piece of pizza. Watching whatever you put on. "Lame."

Saturday 10:43 pm

he was hard. Extremely horny. to the point where he thought he might cum at barely sliding down his shorts. he thought back to the call he had with Jake yesterday, "jerk off loudly, yeah if I wanna be seen as a perv" he scoffed and slid down his shorts and boxers in one go. thinking if he should get off to a picture of you or just some random video on pornhub, he decided on a random video on pornhub. last thing he wants to be is a pervert (even tho he already jerks off to your pictures anyways..) he whined softly as he held his dick in his hand. fuck it. He loaded in on Instagram and stalked your account as his hand slid up and down his shaft. soft moans escaping his throat while looking through your highlights till he found his favorite picture, one of you and him at the beach. bathing suit top hugging your chest so well, making sunghoon's hand go faster on his already red cock, precum dribbling out his slit. His finger accidentally slipping and liking the year old photo. Shit. Shit shit shit. just as he was freaking out his load started shooting out, landing on his black shirt and blankets. his moan was loud, extremely loud. He only realized till after calming down from his high that 1. He sounded like a porn film and 2. He liked your story. He cleaned himself off with the shirt he was wearing, taking it off and throwing it in his laundry basket. Pulling his boxers and shorts up, grabbing another shirt from his drawer. just as he put his shirt on he heard his door swing open, "why you stalking me" you smirked at sunghoon, sitting on his chair in his room. "wasnt stalking you" he side eyed you as he continued to put on his shirt, looking down to notice a cum stain on his shorts cursing to himself, "I needa change my shorts. U gonna stay or what" he asked, looking at you. you turned around in the spin chair, he quickly took off his shorts and grabbed another pair. Putting them on and laying on his bed, "you can look now" he said, picking up his phone to see who texted him. "sunghoon" you called out to him, scooting closer to the bed until you gave up and laid on the bed next to him, "hm?" He replied. Sending a quick text to Jake and going on TikTok, "you should be quieter when you jerk off. not everyone wants to hear that when they wanna call their friend" you smiled at him teasingly as he looked at you before flicking your head with the same hand he used to jerk off with. You got up from his bed and left, sunghoon closed his door with his foot , sending another text to Jake. "Your dead meat."

Thursday 12:29 am

it's been 4 days since he started trying to seduce you, key word. Trying. everytime he jerked off you would just ignore it, same with him walking around in just sweats. he's at the point where he might as well walk around naked, he let our a frustrated sigh as he stood up from his bed. going to your room to get his charger that he lent you a few hours prior, maybe god was on his side or he was just lucky as hell. He opened the door to see you fucking yourself on a dildo. He feels like he could die from happiness right now, you were quick to slide the dildo out of you and cover yourself up. "Oh. My bad" he said, grabbing his charger from your side table. Your face was red, "sunghoon" you quietly called out. "what? ur not done with the charger?" He asked, looking at you covered by your purple sheets. You shook your head, "you wanna help?" you asked, uncovering your body.

Thursday 9:12am

he really has to stop dreaming of you. He woke up hard as shit, all because of that stupid dream. Like he would walk in on your masturbating? Yeah right. He sat up from his bed and groggily walked into the kitchen, he ignored you as he grabbed a water bottle and chugged it. You were quick to notice the very obvious bulge, swallowing your spit while you looked at his back. imagining how it would look after you scratched it during sex. Or how his hands would feel on your body, how his fingers would feel inside of you. Ok yn. Enough of these lewd thoughts. That's your friend your thinking of, your really hot friend. "u wanna make breakfast?" he said, his hot breath on your neck. you felt goosebumps, how did he get behind you so quick? the hell? "not hungry right now so no" you answered, not daring to turn around. "But I'm hungry" he mumbled resting his head on your shoulder. "Make your own food loser" you quickly spoke, moving quick to your room. he smirked to himself, he finally got to you. He's definitely gonna tell Jake about this.

Thursday 5:01 pm

"yn" you hummed as you focused on your show. "Are you a virgin" he asked, you nearly choke on your spit. "What kind of question is that?" You stare at him in shock. Sunghoon shrugged, not looking away from the tv. "Are you?" He asked again. "No sunghoon. I'm not a virgin. Are you?" You spoke with a small attitude in your voice, "nope" he replied, popping the p. "Are you lesbian?" He asked another question. "no. What the hell are these questions??" You shifted your whole body towards him. "So why don't you look my way." He finally looked at you, once again. Staring with a piercing gaze. "What do you mean by that" you know exactly what he means. "Why don't you show any interest in me" the fuck? You always show interest in him, why do you think you wear just shirts around the house? "I do" doesn't seem like it. "I like you yn." He finally expressed his feelings that were making him go insane. "me too" your voice was barley heard, "you like yourself too?" He smiled and chuckled softly. "No I like you too" you smiled back, feeling shy at the sudden confessions. "You know I love you" he said, scooting closer. Holding your face as he pressed a soft kiss on your lips, "I would hope so, why are you saying it so early though" you snickered, "cause I'm about to fuck you like I don't" his smile was so innocent you almost didn't register what he said, he's gonna fuck you like he doesn't? Hell yeah.

Thursday 5:30 pm

your not sure how you ended up in sunghoon's bed, laying on your back as he slurped up your juices. Spewing random shit as he ate you out, "been waiting like...months for this moment" his chin was glistening from eating you out. Sticking two fingers inside to bring you closer to your climax, and you were quick to hit it. Gripping onto his hand that was sliding in and out of you, helping you ride your high out. "that was good huh?" He smiled up at you. giving him a tired nod, he slipped his fingers out of you and sat up. Kissing your lips before sticking his fingers in your mouth to taste yourself, he was different from any other men you've slept with. No man would do this, besides sunghoon apparently. He took his fingers out of your mouth after you sucked them clean, praising you softly as he pulled his boxers down. Slapping his dick on your pussy, "you ready?" You nodded. He entered slowly, groaning out while you pulled him down to hold onto him. Clawing on his back, when he fully bottomed out you realized he was huge. Like 6 inches huge. Sliding back out just to thrust back in, he kept his quite fast pace while you rambled about something he wasn't paying attention to. only thing he was focused on was how good you felt around him, almost too good. "fuck, gonna cum soon if you keep clenching like that" he moaned out, kissing your cheek as he whined and moaned in your ear. "sunghoon" you sighed out, "yeah baby?" he answered. Lifting himself up, keeping his hands on your tits as you rambled about how good he felt. "I know love" he hummed back, sliding out. "doggy style baby" you were quick to get into the position and he was quick to slide right back in, you felt him deeper than you did just a few seconds ago. Arms already weak, making sunghoon hold you up. He was hitting places you didn't even know he could hit, "already fucked out?" He snickered, his hand snaking up to your neck to apply pressure. you immediately felt yourself let go and cum, "i-im cumming" you whined out, holding onto his arm. "I know" He replied, letting you go to fall onto the bed. fucking you harder than he already was, "gonna cum inside n ruin you for every other man" he grunted in your ear,trying to chase his own high. "fuck, taking it so well. who fucks you the best?" He moaned, "y-you" you were extremely sensitive, you felt another climax coming. it came too fast to even warn sunghoon, all he felt was tons of juice on his abs and hips. "Holy shit you just squirted" he spoke in pure shock, still fucking you as he praises you. you were a mess, tears were streaming down your cheeks as sunghoon finally came inside, "m' cumming pretty" he sighed out as he came, rocking his hips slowly. "you did so good for me baby" he slid out and kneeled down, he was quick to latch onto your pussy to clean you up. "w-wait sunghoon" you gasped out, "I'm almost done love" he reassured you, he was right. He had fully cleaned you up and laid down beside you, holding you softly. placing kisses on your face, both of you falling asleep

Friday 10:13 am

yeah. His back does look hot with a bunch of scratch marks. "does your back hurt?" You asked, embarrassed from how many there are. "nah, even if it did I think it would be worth it" he smiled as he poured coffee for you, kissing your forehead and placing a arm around your waist. maybe Jake was right, after all his advice did get sunghoon here.

[uncannylaw]

College au w/ the they cloned Tyrone trio

Hcs!!! Black reader added bc why not, mentions of weed, edibles and alcohol!!!

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Fontaine

- I don’t think he would be the stereotypical athlete but he’d definitely be friends w/ some

- kinda is just there and some how managed to pass his classes (despite being high damn near most of the time)

- despite being friends w/ athletes he doesn’t really get out much

- most definitely prefers to stay inside his dorm or go to the hang spot y’all created

- Doesn’t speak unless spoken to (and even then that’s slim)

- does he have hoe’s……he does, w/o question (and you’re probably wondering how bc he doesn’t go out much, look at him, he fine asf)

- he’ll say he doesn’t bc his “lone wolf” image but that is bs

- he cares about the three of you despite not showing it often

Slick

- Again not an athlete, he just hangs out with them every now and again

- but he definitely is the stereotypical party goer

- he’s the plug, that’s it that’s the tweet

- like if you need weed, edibles, or alcohol , he’s the one you go to

- he’s smart when he wants to be but for the most part he’s just lazy when it comes to academics

- like if he pays attention and actually tries he can pass the class w/o problems

- he’s a smart mouth bastard

- he will get into arguments w/ teachers should they provoke him

- swears he’s smooth and can get the girls but you’ve yet to actually see him with one

- his way of showing he cares is the classic sibling banter

Yo-Yo

- I could see her being in some sort of organization, whether that be sports, school clubs, or sorority

- has good grades through and through, like you’ll never catch her lacking

- it’s funny really bc ppl assume bc she hangs out w/ Taine and Slick she doesn’t get the best of grades

- they’re wrong

- she would probably be top of the class

- she outta everyone in the friend group is the most social able

- you’ll often catch her hanging out with literally everyone, from athletes to nerds

- she’s nice until you piss her off

- quick remarks

- she, like slim, goes to parties often but she usually socializes for like 10 mins and then is up under slim or you and Taine (bc you both managed to be dragged there)

- she shows she cares by checking in + sibling banter (the national sibling check in me thinks)

I’ll leave the readers description of how you fit into the group up to you guys

The Dynamic Quad

- now this is a funny meet up

- the banter between the four of you is A1

- you bully each other but it’s outta love

- nobody knows how y’all got together or how y’all even became close but one things for sure, if you mess with one you mess with all

- Slick drags y’all to parties and y’all end up going just for the weed and alcohol😭

- he smacks his teeth and complains but complies w/o a problem (bc he loves y’all fr)

- Taine chills and gets high at the hang out spot, he’d probably call up one of y’all or everyone at some point

- Yo just appears whenever she wants to not gonna lie

- like say her name three times and she’s there

- you fit in some how some way bc whether the other three like to admit it or not, they somewhat adopted you

- when exams roll in y’all are stressing together (Taine just exists, slick swears he’s fine and he’s not😭, Yo-Yo chills and studies while yelling at slick to shut tf up)

- y’all sometimes crash at Taine’s dorm room bc y’all like bothering him, he would tell y’all to get tf out but sit begrudgingly on his bed (slick would be at his desk chair, Yo-yo would be at the end of his bed, and you’d be on the desk)

- y’all wouldn’t trade the friend group for anything, y’all are each other’s ride or dies

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Some simple hcs bc they’re good for the soul. If I made any spelling or grammar mistakes I didnt (I’m joking pls tell me). Not proof read (bc I’m lazy). Enjoy!!!

[random-human159]

Ok, to preface this, I found not even bones on webtoon, and got to about the mid of the second book, before I got the actual 1st book. So, with that in mind, I don't like Nita. I'm sorry, but it's just, especially in the book, she will talk about how Kovit (idk how to say his name) is a monster, and RIGHT after, find comfort in imaging a dicection (idk how to spell). Like girl, and she's kinda being mean 😭. Like she says Kovit doesn't need to hurt people, WHEN HE WILL DIE if he doesn't. Like girl 😭. But this could change. And correct me if I'm wrong 😃

Also when kovit's described in the it says he's shorter than Nita and that's amazing to me lol

[softtcurse]

can u please write something where Josie(sorry if I spelled her name wrong😭) where she is in high school, pls and thank you.

Years like these

“Breakfast is ready!” You called out to your entire household. It had been a long morning of trying to get two teenage boys out of bed and ready for their first day of freshman year of high school. Both of them had soccer try out, and although you had no doubt in your mind they would make their selective teams it didn’t mean the stress of trying to even get them there didn’t weigh on you.

Josie was starting her first day of senior year. Your sweet little baby was now a -7 year old lady and she was gorgeous as ever. You were too much nervous for her, she was very responsible and made sure to wake up an hour early to get herself ready as well as make sure to help you pack her brother’s lunches. You were more that capable of doing it, but she didn’t want you stressing out as you had walked into Leo and Luca’s rooms to wake them up for the 2nd time.

“Thank you mama” Josie placed a kiss on your cheeks, small amount of makeup graced her natural features and her hair was done up in a loose ponytail that she manages to style perfectly. Her outfit of choose was a simple long sleeve green shirt with and some flared jeans. Jose grabbed her plate and sat at her seat. “Where’s dad?”

“I think he’s trying to get your brothers to come down with all their things, you know how they are” You winked at her and she giggled. Jose loved her brothers dearly, but even she could admit that they were a handful, just like you always told her Urban was in your younger years.

“You excited for your first day? Last year too”

“Yeah! I already have my classes memorized so I don’t have to run all over the school”

Loud foot steps followed her words.

“Mom! Leo is being annoying again!”

“Shut the fuck up!”

“Leo!” Urban’s voiced boomed. There was silence from the bickering and then laughs followed for your twins. They came into view with their father behind them. Their duffel bags slung over their shoulders that held their cleats, and their soccer outfits to try out in.

“My babies” You cooed at them. A spitting image of their father right down to the eyes. “Look at you two being my freshmens!” They smiled at you and leaned down to place a kiss on your cheeks. They practically towered over you already and they were only 15.

“Mooom please don’t cry” Leo begged you, eyeing the food that you had made for them. They always loved your cooking. Often for sleep overs they would eat before they went to their friend’s house because they preferred your cooking.

Luca rubbed your arm and walked over to steal a piece of bacon from his plate,then grabbing it and taking his seat. Munching on the smoky apple wood treat. “I can’t help it, Urban look at all my babies” You sniffled. Urban laughed and shook his head.

“Eat up guys, moms going to want to take a picture after breakfast is over” Something you did every year, only this year it would be your last with Josie in the picture.

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“Alright boys! Have a good day at school, I’ll pick you up a quarter to 5!” Urban yelled as his twins practically ran to the school. They shouted back their goodbyes to their dad and waved. Josie was still in the passenger seat. Urban had noticed she had been quiet on the car ride there. He didn’t pry too much in front of the boys.

“You okay Posie?” Urban watched as she toyed with the strap of her backpack. That was now on her lap.

“I’m scared daddy” She looked at him. Big glossy eyes that took Urban back to the time on her first day of Girl Scouts, and how scared she had been.

“I scared” She whimpered.

“I gonna be not so good” She sniffled. You wiped her eyes and shook your head. Urban raised his eyebrows and looked at her, not in anger but more so in confidence.

“Josephine Wyatt, look at me.” Urban said, moving his sunglasses up on his head.

Josie stared at him.

“You are the most smartest and hard working little girls I know, do you hear me? You worked so so hard to make sure to give all your love and attention to this little flower right here and look at it baby! It’s so pretty just like you and your mama” That earned him a smile from her. You smiled as well, he was such a good dad. You truly couldn’t ask for a better father for her.

Josie knew that if her daddy said it, then it must be true.

“I didn’t want to tell mom because she’s already so stressed with the twins but” She sniffled, and it only added to Urban’s crack in his heart. “It’s my last year and I go to college a few months after graduation, and I’m just so scared and overwhelmed.”

“Oh Josie”Urban wasted no time unbuckling his seatbelt and wrapping his arm around his daughter. Who held on to her dad like she would never see him again.

“It’s okay to be scared, there’s been so many times where I’ve been scared, where your moms been scared. There’s nothing wrong with that. But you’re the smartest girl I know. You’re so bright baby and you have a future ahead of you that everyone can see.” Urban rubbed her back. He’d breath stabilized and Urban’s eyes filled to the brim with tears of his own. She was not so much a little girl anymore.

“You’re turning 18 in a couple of months and that scares mom and I a lot” He confessed.

“Really?” Josie asked.

“Yes, because now the world is going to have its hands on you and even if we know you can take on its poison, that doesn’t mean we still don’t look at you and want to keep you in a bubble forever” Urban poked her side, earning a smile from her.

“Promise me you and mom will visit me when is go away?”

“We promise, you’ll see us in your dorm room more than your own roommate”

“Come on Josie!” Someone shouted form behind them. Mila Harlow waving her hands. Josie’s bestfriend had a wide smile on her face. Jack’s car in the back waiting for both girls to get in the school safety, much like Urban was going to do as well.

“Hi uncle Urban!”

Urban laughed and waved at her. “Hi Angel! You excited it!”

“Hell yeah!” Mila shouted back, Josie giggling and pressing a kiss to Urban’s cheek before gathering her stuff and getting out the car.

“Mila!” Urban heard Jack scold softly.

“Love you dad!” Josie yelled and blew him a kiss, Mila’s arm grabbing Josie’s.

“Love you too Posie”

Urban watched as they both disappeared through the school doors.

Watching Jack roll down his window a little bit further down. He saw the man’s equally tear stained eyes staring back at him.

“You too huh?” Urban commented.

“Oh you have no idea man”