#i still haven't done much in seoul either so i want to do something small (like one activity) every weekend I'm here now

[tardis--dreams]

Now that one month has passed the time started racing again and i feel like I'm almost home again and have no time left here lmao

[echo-rambles]

canon compliant future au where the guys are like, in their mid 30's and while skz hasn't officially disbanded they haven't really done anything together in awhile and they all have their own careers and lives happening;

chan, han, and changbin have managed to create their own company under the 3racha label. it's still decently new, especially compared to a lot of the other labels out there, but they made enough of a name for themselves when they were full time idols that they're doing really good for themselves. chan tends to deal with a lot of international scouting, while changbin runs things at their seoul head quarters. han was originally meant to stick in seoul with changbin, but he relocated to tokyo a few years ago to help open and manage a japanese branch of 3racha entertainment.

seungmin stumbled his way into acting, and he ends up becoming a pretty big household name. after producing two solo albums, he decided to try acting for fun, and found a love for it. he still sings of course, and even provides original songs for the ost of each show he's been in. he started out cast in secondary roles, either as the second love interest or the main characters best friend. one memorable occasion he managed to land the role of a villain. it's only recently that he's venturing into lead roles, romantic or otherwise. seungmin really wants to try performing in some sort of musical at least once before the end of his career. he thinks it'd be fun.

lee know lives in japan, running a dance studio of his own. he also is the founder of an organization for re-homing stray cats or any other sort of cat in need. sometimes he'll post snippets of himself singing, on the social media account he still shares with han to this day. but dance was always his first and forever love. lee know posts mostly about the cats he's seen through his day or rare candid moments of han working in a studio.

felix, hyunjin, and jeongin have stuck with the fashion industry. it's something they all love, and possibly always will.

jeongin produced a few solo albums of his own, in various genres, and while he continues to be an ambassador for mcqueen, he's begun branching out into the world of fashion design on his own. he's always had a love for fashion and creating outfits, and now with his experience and resources, he wants to try his hand at creating his own clothing. he remembers the thrill he felt wearing clothing and jewelry that sported well known initials, and one day he hopes to instill that same feeling in someone else with his own YJ emblem.

felix has small projects of his own over the course of his career, and he sticks with louis vuitton the whole time, thankful that they allow him so much freedom in certain things. he doesn't necessarily like to be tied down to one thing, and enjoys speaking out for many organizations that hold his interest. I feel felix would be the type to travel and vlog about it when he could. living a quieter life than some of his friends but still a full and fun life. he'd settle down somewhere in europe, possibly somewhere in italy as he slowly learns the language over the years.

hyunjin has made his way from versace prince to versace king. he's at every one of the events, smiling and posing and overall being the model ambassador. there are many pictures of him arriving arm in arm with donatella herself. he is the face of versace. he absolutely has a house in italy or france, and while it might not be his permanent residence he spends a fair amount of time there. there's just something about the european seaside that keeps drawing him back in. he's excited to collab with jeongin and his up and coming fashion line, happily providing samples of his art. it's said that versace is very supportive of whatever hyunjin has planned.

[b000mbayah]

Without

Warnings: I wrote this last year when I was dumb so ignore how putrid it is :)

Word count: 2k

Snow gliding through the sky as it piles up on the concrete streets. The sky is cloudy as a mist fogs up our surroundings. Streets of Seoul full of people looking for gifts for relatives. The festive holiday is coming up and people are able to spend the day with loved ones. I used to be one of those people.

I lost my true love a month ago. It was a stupid argument over the most irrelevant thing imaginable, I was just so fuming at the time that I had no idea what I had gotten myself into. It was a trap, either way I was screwed. If I had continued the argument it would have worsened and if I had stopped earlier she still would have left me.

I could see in her eyes that she was broken due to the amount of times I've done this to her. I broke her again... I've broken her for the last time, and now she's gone.

If I had said sorry she would have left, if I begged she would have left, if I had just stopped myself from shouting in the first place. She's scared of me now, her eyes so full of fear as she trembled on the spot. I'll never forget the way she looked at me every time.

The following mornings were full of me proving to her that I loved her whether she wanted it or not. I would have done anything to make her forgive my foolish actions, couldn't do that last month though. It all seems pointless, love. I mean there are positive and negative outlooks on love.

Love can fill you with pure joy and excitement to the point that you forget the numbness that you'll feel after it's over with.

It leaves you broken as if you're a ship with treasure that crashes onto land, losing all its precious moments and times as everything inside spills out, never to be found again.

There are more negatives to love than positives and I swear that I'll never forget her, she was the one I loved most and I let go of her hand, I let her slip and now she's gone.

watching her on stage made me cry every time, hearing the news JYP sent out made me depressed... hearing that she had to have a break from her schedules made me feel guilty.

I look around my room as I retreat away from the window, empty takeaway boxes and cans all around my room. My eyes droop down to my phone on the floor.

Cautiously, I crouch down and pick the electronic up off of the ground. I bite my lip as all my notifications pop up. Multiple miss calls and text messages from all my contacts.

I tap on my messages to see hundreds upon hundreds of messages from my contacts, all of my contacts had text me, all but one. The one that had deleted my number, I refuse to delete hers though, it contains too many memories for me to simply release into a void.

I gulp as I click onto Jihyo's contacts as our last conversation over the phone comes up. All of this was just before the final argument. I was questioning where she was and when she'd get home. She was only practicing with her other members in their dance studio, I let my jealousy get the best of me, again..

I throw the phone at the wall as I got dressed and headed out, I can't say in my apartment forever. I forced myself out the door for the building and into the chilly winter breeze. I inhaled and exhaled the fresh air before taking steps towards the supermarket.

Layers of trampled snow surround the street. As I pass shops I take a simple look inside.

"Y/N!" I turn on my heel to be greeted with my best friend running up to me, a member of twice. I let out a broken smile as sana springs up to me with a massive grin and arms open.

Within seconds she gives me a bone crushing hug. ''y/n, please tell me you're okay?" sana rushes in a speed faster than chaeyoungs rapping skills.

"yeah, I'm just.... Upset about the situation" I frown as she gives me a look of sadness. She nods her head and opens her mouth, "I'm upset as well, I really liked you two together" sana smiles at her words as I gulp, she really liked us together?

"I've been trying to contact you for weeks and weeks but nothing, please may I take you to dinner? You look like you haven't been eating the correct amount of food, I need to stuff you up I time for Christmas" sana says with a worried tone

"s-sure" I stutter out as she grabs my hand and takes me through crowds of people that surround the streets and up to a fancy restaurant where richer people would dine. "w-we cat eat here, it's to expensive, I don't want to cost you that much money"

"no y/n, it's okay, it's nothing really only a few hundred. My clothes are worth more than this'' sana giggles out as she gets us a table with a view of a frozen pond. It took us what? Twenty minutes to get here for a view I'd a pond with what's most likely to be frozen fish inside. I'm not complaining but like those poor fish...

"Take your time, when you're ready to order please ring this bell" a waiter explains as she hands us the menus. We thank her before she walks away.

"what do you fancy getting?" sama asks as I scan the menu's dishes. "urm, the... Mmmm"

"steak?" sana asks me as u nod and go along with the choice. Sana hums as she also decides on what she's getting. I ring the bell as the waiter from before comes back with a pen and notepad.

"what can I get for you ladies?" they ask as sana gives him the order. He bows and leaves us. I turn my head to sana who's wearing a permanent smile right now.

"please come round to our dorm, the girls miss you" I tilt my head before nodding.

"sure but I may have to avoid jihyo" sana frowns at my words but nods her head.

Soon after the meal I ended up at the dorm. Still have no idea how I'm going to deal with this but I'm just going to have to hope for the best I guess. Sana pushes the door open silently, we take our shoes off before continuing on. As we creeped up on tzuyu, even though there was no point, I managed to make eye contact with momo who was eating the packet of cookies I had sent her months ago. She must be really far behind in her food gifts if she's only eating them now.

I place a finger to my own lips as she nods and watches with curiosity filling her eyes.

As we were practically behind Tzuyu we both leap at the same time, causing tzuyu to let out a yelp as we all tumble to the floor. I let out a giggle as tzuyu groans due to the impact. "Get off of me you pathe- y/n?" tzuyu changes the subject half way through as notices me. I smile and give her a small wave. "what are you doing here?" she questions looking at me like she's trying to read me.

oh so I'm a book now????

"I invited her-" I cut sana off, "she dragged me here, oh it was awful, she demanded it and she explained how she would burn down my house and throw me in a ditch if I didn't come" I dramatically say as sana huffs out a gush of air.

"alright then... If you say so but please get off of me, you're both killing me" tzuyu states as we stand back up, dusting ourselfs off.

We enter the living room to see everyone here, including Jihyo...

"Y/N!" everyone in the room exclaims but Sana, Tzuyu and Jihyo. I somehow become covered with six different females as they squeeze me like a teddy bear. Once they all release me, I give them a wide smile and bow as they copy my action.

"y/n, how have you been? We've been busy with-" and I couldn't hear anything dahyun was saying, I am way more focused on Jihyo. Her expression is unreadable as she gulps from time to time. her eyes dart around to find an excuse to leave but nothing comes to her mind.

As soon as she looks up we lock eye contact. I forgot how much I loved those eyes, her eyes show dedication, passion, strength, love... All the things I wish I had. I probably sound whipped for her and the truth is, I am. I would do anything for us to get back together but that wont happen.

"right y/n?" I break eye contact as I respond with a simple nod since my throat is sore from all the crying and screaming I've been doing. I really have been beating myself up over this break up.

"I said that her hair looked like a donkey on steroi-" and blank out again as I make eye contact once again with Jihyo. Only this time we break it for a few seconds before reuniting our eyes.

Without me or Jihyo noticing, Tzuyu manages to take the other members away to give us alone time. Once we realise they're gone an awkward situation is placed between us...

"how have you been?" she begins as she examines the pictures hung on the walls. "pretty bad, you?" I respond as she gulps down on air. "same, what's your reason?"

I freeze, thinking on if should I tell her the truth or not? There's nothing wrong with the truth. "if I'm honest... I've been beating myself up about the breakup, I'm deeply sorry for how I treated you Jihyo. That month I had spent alone had given me time to reflect on my behaviour and what I have done" Jihyo looks at me with an interested look but there's also something else there. "continue..."

"the way I treated you during that relationship was completely irresponsible, I had spent that entire month locked up in my apartment crying about what I had done, I was so frustrated with myself that I couldn't bring myself to forget about it and I'm sorry if I'm invading your personal space by being here but I really hope that one day you can forgive me" my voice goes shaky towards the end as tears form in the corner of my eyes. Jihyo looks me up and down, about to say something when the door opens up.

I watch as a male walks up to Jihyo, I could only see the back of his head as he's asking her questions before turning around to face me. RM? "she doesn't want to see you, please leave her alone she has me now."

My eyes widen in shock but I bow and apologise once again before rushing out crying again. I rush past the other members who share a look of concern before chase after me calling my name. I ignore them though and continue to rush my way out of that place, not wanting to be there anymore due to the once sweet but  now awful memories I have there.

[hyukmark]

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↳ A Reader X Mark swimmer!au series in which Johnny’s little sister Y/N finally moves back to Korea after graduating high school in Chicago. A written/social media fusion au!!  ↲

A/N sorry that it's been a while I've been so busy with school and homework and sis,,, I'm exhausted

-Stroni

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CHAPTER TEN

It had been around three months since Jaemin and Jeno had come out to you all, a week later they had told the whole swimming club, the girls included, that they were in fact dating. It was cute how welcoming everyone was to it, in fact Yuta had made a bet with everyone that they were together and ended up rich at the end of the day.

You and Kyungmi were best friends still, you and Hyosonn had also become closer and even Hyunjae made conversation with you. Jaehwa still was off though she put up with you more and both Eunjung and Chunhei seemed to be tolerating you too.

You had become closer with the dream team plus you, Mark and Lucas were practically inseparable now. You'd spend most of your days either at their houses or your own, being wrapped up in a quilt and surrounded by snacks as you'd sit and watch films together. You were mainly all together, the ten of you, including Kyungmi, just snuggled up either on the bed or on the floor and talking about life or how your days had gone.

"Y/N, when are you coming to our college?" Lucas had asked you once, you and Mark were sitting side by side whilst Lucas had taken up his bed with his long body.

You tutted, "Lucas I've already told you that they haven't accepted me yet! They're looking for a reference and don't really want to contact my old school in Chicago so it's taking even longer."

Mark glanced at you and smiled at your pout, "just turn up with us. They'd never know, you'd fit right in."

"Maybe..." You had trailed off, remembering what both your parents had told you.

You heard the bed shift under Lucas' weight as he flopped his head down next to yours, "a penny for your thoughts?"

You and Mark both burst out laughing, Lucas' serious tone entertaining the both of you more than it should have. "Dude!" Mark laughed, reaching over you and pulling him off of the bed with a thump, "that was so cringe."

"Ow!" He yelled, rubbing his head which he bumped on the way down, "hey Y/N looked troubled I only wanted to know why!"

"Idiots," you mumbled happily, this trio was the only thing which made you feel like you were still a kid, "it's just my parents, they don't want me going to this college just because two of my friends go there."

"But this college is like-- the best in Seoul?" Mark quizzed and he wasn't wrong, it was a super good school and you'd have wanted to go there even if you didn't know these two.

"I know, they want me to make a presentation of why I want to go there and they said if I mentioned any of you two then it's an immediate no," you flung your head back onto the bed, the stress of college was hitting you and you hadn't even gone to a single class yet.

"It's fine Y/N," Mark had whispered from beside you, "we can always help you make it, who else is better than two college students themselves?"

And that was when you first noticed your feelings for Mark Lee, that was about a month ago and he had kept to his word. He let you borrow his laptop and came round to give you quotes or photos he had taken around school. Lucas tried to help too but a majority of the time he ended up falling asleep in your bed, leaving both you and Mark to do the presentation yourselves.

Now though you were getting ready to go out to town with Mark and Lucas once again, Johnny was getting slightly suspicious of why you hung out so much but you knew secretly he was just being jealous.

"Y/N!" You heard him shout mid doing your hair, you hummed loudly in response, "where does mum keep the cereal?"

"I don't know Johnny, leave me alone I need to get ready!" You yelled back, you had gotten dressed and done minimal makeup but your hair took time and you didn't want to ruin it.

He knocked on your door, something he does to see if he's able to come in. You sighed but let him in anyway, "why are you going out again?"

You rolled your eyes, here we go again, "Johnny it's called having friends, you might not understand that concept but when you have them- you go out together."

"Ouch," he huffed, sitting on the edge of your bed, "but I mean, you never hang out with me anymore sis."

"Johnny," you finished the final touches on your hair then turned to face him, "I love you okay? You're always going to be the number one man in my life."

He looked at you skeptical, "What about dad?"

"Fine, maybe dad's a little bit more above you...you're a very close second though!" He smiled, opening his arms wide for you.

"Just stop growing up, okay Y/N?" You giggled, slapping his chest lightly.

"I'll see what I can do Johnny."

The sound of your doorbell ringing made the both of you jump, you quickly jumped out of Johnny's arms and ran to the door.

"Very close second, sure Y/N," Johnny muttered under his breath as he trailed after you.

"Y/N!" Lucas screamed pulling you into a hug, "you ready to get your shop on? You haven't eaten today right? We want to go to all those small snack bars and try something from each one!"

"Back it up buddy," Johnny deadpanned, coming up behind you.

Lucas quickly let go and hid behind Mark, everyone knew that Mark and the dream team were the only ones Johnny could tolerate being around you, Lucas would've been too if he hadn't been caught flirting with you by Johnny.

"Hey hyung, we will meet you at the club later alright?" Mark said, doing his usual hand shake with your brother.

"That's fine Mark, see you guys," Johnny hugged you one more time, "have fun Y/N, not too much fun though."

"Yh yh, see you oppa."

You closed the door behind you, giving the two boys in front of you a bright smile, "so who's driving today?"

Lucas gave Mark a light shove from behind him signalling that Mark would be your driver for today. The three of you walked down the few flights of stairs, saying anything random that came to mind and laughing about it like it was the funniest thing in the world.

***

You had gone to multiple shops already, not one of you had bought anything yet but you didn't need to, you were having enough fun chasing Lucas around the different aisles with Mark worrying behind you about being kicked out.

"I'm hungry," Lucas said out of nowhere, eying up the rows of restaurants and fast food chains.

"When aren't you?" Mark smirked, earning a punch in the arm from the taller boy.

"I'm quite hungry too," you mumbled as your stomach rumbled quietly, "should we go to that noodle bar?"

The boys followed your finger and nodded. You three walked over to the place, Lucas opened the door and immediately burst out laughing, "Jisung! LeLe! Kyungmi!" He cried, walking in further so both you and Mark could come in.

"What are you guys doing here?" Jisung groaned, Kyungmi and Chenle were sitting together opposite him. Kyungmi waved, telling you to bring a chair next to her.

Mark too a seat next to Jisung, you sat inbetween Kyungmi and Jisung and Lucas inbetween Chenle and Mark.

"How come you didn't invite anyone else?" Mark questioned, slurping up some of his noodles.

"Same reason you three didn't," Chenle teased.

"You know if you were born in 99 then you'd be able to come on our excursions too," you joked, taking a sip from your drink.

"And if you were apart of maknae line then you'd be invited with us too eonnie," Kyungmi poked you causing you to laugh at her cuteness, "What have you guys done today anyway?"

"Nearly got kicked out of a store thanks to these two idiots," Mark sighed, rolling his eyes.

"Mark getting kicked out of somewhere? That's unheard of," Jisung laughed.

"I know right? But I'm full, when you're all finished you wanna head to the club?" Lucas asked with a raised eyebrow, "I wanna race Y/N again."

"You're on pretty boy," you smirked, you weren't going to lose this time. With an extra three months training on your belt you were sure you could beat him now.

***

"On your marks," Chenle started, you slid your goggles down and made sure your hat was on tight.

"Get set," you readied up, smirking one last time at Lucas then concentrating completely on the water around you.

"Go!"

You set off with a backwards stroke. You blocked out everyone's yells and ignored the splashing of water that came your way as Lucas powerfully attacked the water. You blocked him out completely, it was just you and the water.

Not wanting to lose this time you tried to be even more in tune and to have a rhythm to your strokes. You were practically glaring at the ceiling as you sped down your lane.

You quickly flipped, using your legs to boost off of the back wall and transfered into a front crawl. This was your strong suit.

You quickly edited your rhythm in your mind, remembering to take an ample amount of air when you looked up from the water. Instead of the ceiling being the target of your vicious glare it was now the floor of the pool, and occasionally Lucas if you looked up in his direction.

Before long you hit the finish, flinging your head back out of the water you took the time to catch your breath before tuning in on everyone shouting at you.

"I can't believe I lost..." You heard Lucas pant beside you, his hand running through his hair. Wait, had you won?

"Eonnie! You stormed ahead of Lucas, that was so cool!" Kyungmi yelled as she ran across to you, almost slipping into the pool herself but Chenle steadied her from behind.

"I- I won?" You were dazed, of course you had wanted to win but you never expected that you would.

"Yes dumb dumb, did you not notice?" Chenle laughed, offering his hand to you to lift you out the water, "Lucas was so far behind you!"

"Is anyone gonna help me out?" Lucas grumbled, watching as Jisung also came to grab your other hand.

"I gotchu bro," Mark chuckled, lifting his friend out of the water, "you still raced well, I think that's your fastest time yet."

"Thanks man," he was back to his normal self now, the compliment making him less grumpy, "guess it's one to one now Y/N."

You shrugged, "we should have a decider one time, don't get hurt if I beat you again though."

Kyungmi made a series of 'ooh' noises and Chenle joined her, both finding fun in teasing the older boy.

"I think this loss means you should buy us food hyung," Jisung offered, also taking the time to bully him.

Mark doubled over laughing at Jisung's cheekiness, "he's got you there," he cackled, slapping his friends arm.

Lucas ran his hand through his hair again, his attention focused on you, "fine but you're all limited, Y/N though, you can have whatever you want babe."

"Ewwww Lucas is trying to flirt," Kyungmi scowled in disgust, standing in front of you protectively.

You glanced warily at Mark who had suddenly stopped laughing, "he always does Kyungmi, never learns even after I do this."

Lucas looked at you confused, "do what?"

You slapped the top of his head making him fall back at the sudden pain, "do that!" You howled, the smile returned to Mark's face and the younger ones started crying out of laughter.

"Now...last one to the cafe has to split the bill!" Jisung yelled, dashing towards the doors with everyone else following close behind him.

It seemed like everytime you were going to eat together, it always ended like this. You weren't going to complain though, you enjoyed it.

[sarcemia]

if there's any crystals u haven't done yet, do them now (8

abalone: what kind of situations compromise my muse emotionally

Anything that has to do with his family (mother, not really his step-father, definitely his father because it’s a sore spot). Anything that causes unneeded stress, uncertainty and paranoia.

aegerine: my muse’s opinion of the supernatural

He doesn’t believe supernatural creatures exist. They’re cool but not real to him.

agate: how my muse calms down

Fresh air and/or being alone.

fire agate: if my muse is brave or cowardly

A little bit of both but more so cowardly. He doesn’t like confrontation and he doesn’t like getting involved in things, and since he likes to avoid his problems… a lot more cowardly than brave.

moss agate: if my muse has a high or low opinion of themself

Low opinion. He doesn’t view himself highly whatsoever, because he feels like he lacks in too many areas. Even though he has many strength and he’s intelligent, 

amethyst: what my muse would most like to be able to shape-shift into

A dog. They’re so carefree and everyone loves them.

ammolite: how lucky or unlucky my use is

Depends on the day, he’s not really lucky or unlucky. But if I had to choose, I’d say he has a lot of bad luck given his past and what he’s gone through.

angel aura quartz: my muse’s opinion of LGBT+ issues

I don’t know if he really has one or not. He does believe people should be able to love who they want and be who they are most comfortable as, however he was raised on homosexuality being a sin so when it comes to himself, he thinks it’s wrong and he feels ashamed of himself for being attracted to both men and women.

apache tears: a sadness headcanon

He never shows it, or at least he tries not to. He doesn’t like to appear as though he’s weak and all his life, from the influence of his step-father, he saw showing emotions as a bad thing. His step-father didn’t even like it when his mother would show negative emotions like that and even Jiwon cried as a child he would be told to stop and to “man up”, though his mother did comfort him when they were alone. So he keeps everything to himself. Only cries in solitude but never a lot, he still holds back. 

apatite: a headcanon about my muse’s intuition

He does things based on intuition. He always listens to his instincts in nearly all situations, something he found handy while in medical school. If something feels wrong, he won’t do it. If something feels right, he goes with it.

apophyllite: my muse’s religious/spiritual beliefs

Technically Christian but he doesn’t practice anymore and his beliefs are wavering greatly these days.

aquamarine: where my muse feels most calm/relaxed

At home, alone and surrounded with nature, or under the sun, by the sea.

calcite: my muse’s social tendencies (introverted vs extroverted, parties vs one-on-one conversations, etc.)

Introverted tendencies. Prefers one-on-one conversations. But he can talk in front of several people/groups if need be. When it comes to friends he also prefers hanging out with them individually.

carnelian: an art-related headcanon

He appreciates art very much, but he has never tried his hand at it. He doesn’t think he would be any good, especially since the closest thing to “art” he’s done was coloring as a toddler, so he doesn’t bother with it. But that’s just it. He would rather look at it than create it.

chalcedony: the saddest my muse has ever been

After he realized that he must have been the cause of the death in the hospital he was doing his residency. It was the only possibility and to this day he can’t live with himself because of it. He hates himself for leaving his future career behind. Leaving his family. Leaving the friends he made. Leaving his life. It broke him apart.

chalcopyrite: how my muse deals with ending relationships

It’s not a big deal to him. He has both broken up with someone and been broken up with, but he never made a big deal over it. He was sad for a few days, a week at most, but he moved on each time.

charoite: who my muse looks up to

Hardworking people who get far in their life. Many of his classmates during med school were some of the smartest people he’s ever met and he knows some of them went on to study in America to get their credentials and work there. Many of his professors throughout university too. Animals shelter owners that go out of there way to save every animals that they can and get them adopted.

chrysocolla: a money-making headcanon

Long hours. Sometimes spanning over several days. He does both group and private tours. He occasionally goes on ones outside of Seoul that go across the country, but it’s rare since he doesn’t like to leave Haru alone or have anyone else watch her often. He’ll occasionally do jobs on the side if he’s strapped on cash for the month, like pet sitting for other people in his building, delivery orders, helping people with tasks they might need done.

diamond: a sex headcanon

Dominant. Both gentle and rough. Not too experienced but experienced enough. Doesn’t really view it as anything special, and he doesn’t tie it to dating or being in love. He never saw it as a big deal either, he only sees it as something that happens when two people are physically attracted to one another and as something that feels good.

dolomite: a sleep headcanon

Generally he sleeps naked, especially in the summer, but when it’s winter and if it’s too cold he’ll wear a sweater and sweatpants. He sleeps on his side/stomach. Haru sleeps with him a lot too and he tends to cuddle her when she does. Otherwise he tends to hug a pillow against his chest, or part of his blankets.

emerald: how my muse tells someone they love them without words

Through tiny gestures, or he’ll at least try to. Sometimes you can express love through intimacy, which he might try to do, but seeing how he doesn’t connect sex and the like to love generally, he would do it otherwise. Like surprising them with meals, taking them out, helping them with anything they need…

fluorite: what my muse’s room looks like

Clean and mostly minimal. A full sized bed sits in the middle of the room, three pillows, two blankets. Bedside table with a lamp, alarm clock, usually a glass of water too. Occasionally he has other things there. He has a small shelf full of both books and textbooks, as well as important documents. There’s some knick-knacks that sit on the shelves. His desk is by the window with a lamp and a laptop sitting on it. He also has some papers on it, mostly research notes. No clothing on the floor, all tucked away in his closet or if they’re dirty, they’re in the laundry hamper. He keeps an extra pair of slippers tucked under the bed. Haru’s bed sits near the shelf.

hematite: how squeamish my muse is

Not very squeamish. He can handle blood and guts well.

hiddenite: how much of an “inner child” my muse has

Hard to say. There is a childish side to him when he’s comfortable, and he’s growing to have childish interest like video games, comics, anime/manhwa, etc., since he never got to He laughs at immature jokes. But he tries to portray himself as being as mature as possible.

iolite: my muse’s drinking habits

He doesn’t like alcohol much due to lack of experience with it and he avoids drinking, however he will drink in social situations if everyone else is drinking.

jade: if my muse would ever cheat on a partner

Never.

jasper: what my muse would be like as a parent

The opposite of his mother. While he loves her and is grateful she raised him well, he doesn’t want his child to be sheltered or restricted. He wants his child to be able to do whatever they wish to do with their life. He wants them to grow up loved and adored, with lots of friends and to have a real childhood and to everything the other kids do. He would be kind and caring, but strict and stern when he needs to be. He doesn’t want his kid to feel the way he does.

kyanite: an anger headcanon

He doesn’t get angry often, in fact it takes a lot to anger him. He’s patient but his patience has its limits. He doesn’t like being around anyone when he’s angry because he’ll take his anger/frustration out on them in words, even if they aren’t at fault. So he prefers to be alone and calm down.

lodestone: what kind of people gravitate towards my muse

Jiwon’s met all kinds of people but the ones who seem to stick to him the most are just like him, a little awkward, quiet, “nerdy” interests. He finds it easiest to get along with people like that.

malachite: what my muse as a child thought they would be when they grew up

A surgeon.

mica: what my muse views as their worst personality trait

How private he is. Because of this people tend to take it as Jiwon not letting them in/not wanting to open up ever and instead pushing them away. He doesn’t mean to but it happens a lot without noticing.

moonstone: my muse’s opinions on outer space

He thinks it’s pretty and nice to look at, but he doesn’t think it should be explored. Planets should be admired from far away, not up close. He doesn’t think scientists should try to inhabit other planets either.

mother of pearl: if my muse tends to lift people up or bring them down

He tries his absolute best to lift people up, always. He doesn’t like seeing people sad or down, or angry. He likes to cheer them up and help them in every way that he can. Sometimes though, since he’s not the best with words, he does get misunderstood.

nebula stone: how good my muse’s memory is

Good enough. He’s good at remembering faces and people, and their little quirks if he is around them enough. He’s good at remembering information which really helped him in school. He’s not good at remembering names though and he never has been, the only time he is good at it is if the person has had a large impact on his life.

opal: how creative my muse is

He likes to think that he is in terms of things to do. Artistically and musically, he’s never tried his hand at either.

pearl: a mental health headcanon

Not great but not terrible. He tries to keep positive outlooks on everything in his life but there’s a lot of factors that don’t allow him to. Some days he doesn’t and can’t face people so he keeps himself inside. He often feels paranoid if people stare at him for too long, as if they know something’s off about him. Other days he can take on the world just fine without too much worry.

petalite: what my muse would do if they found a wallet on the street

Try and find out who lost it, check for an ID. Try his best to return it if he can. He believes in good karma.

pyrite: a physical health headcanon

He’s in good health, or at least he thinks he is. He eats healthy (with the occasional unhealthy cheat days) and he works out regularly. He doesn’t go to the doctor for check ups though he knows that he should, but he’s a little too paranoid as he doesn’t want to have any blood work done, out of fear of what might be found and what the doctors might say.

quartz: how my muse thinks other people see them

Good looking and tall to strangers. He’s not really sure how people who knows him see him, but he hopes it’s nothing bad. He wants to be thought of fondly by friends.

rubellite: if my muse has any ‘triggers’ that inspire painful memories

Not really… But maybe seeing two parents with an infant or toddler might make him feel sad, and maybe bitter too. He does his best to repress everything else. Some things just can’t be forgotten though.

ruby: a happiness headcanon

Ulsan. Semi-deserted beach. Sand between his toes. Sun shining down on his skin. The humidity of summer, storm clouds off in the distance. Jellyfish sitting upon the shore. The shouts and laughter of kids off in the distance, mothers running after them to get them out of the water. It’s home, and it’s happiness.

sapphire: if everyone my muse knew was hanging off a cliff and they could only choose three to save, the rest certainly dying, who they would choose

His mother.

silver: if my muse prefers masculinity or femininity

For himself, masculinity. For other’s it really doesn’t matter. Both are nice.

tsavorite: if my muse believes in destiny or fate

No, because he’s in denial about his own destiny and fate. He wants to believe that his fate is not a grim as it’s turning out to be. He wants to believe that he’s destined to do more and be more.

verdite: my muse’s ethnicity/family history

His mother’s side is completely Korean, though there could be Chinese or Japanese in there (with the way history went and all). Father would technically be Greek, so he would technically be Greek-Korean. However he views himself as 100% Korean and so does his (mother’s) family.

zebra stone: what gets my muse excited

Similar interests. Dogs. Nice weather with the sun shining and clear skies. People actually interested in the places he takes them on tours. His mom’s cooking.

zoisite: does my muse believe everything’s going to work out for them in the end or not?

He really wants to believe so, but nothing has really worked out for him so far. He’s hoping that Seoul works out for him though and that nothing else happens. He wants to feel safe, and normal, and secure.