#i try to study for the upcoming assesment(still no sched) and exams (2-3 months later)
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Thinking about how i won't be able to get other foreigners after summer abby or clytie it's making me sad already
#like.... the.. the academy i applied unto forbid phones#specifically internet and games#my gacha lifw is gonna fall apart from then /hj#but my life's gonna get 'fixed'#i. applied to this means that i wanted itt right?#well yeah i'll gain allowance but like. that's not going to me.#that's gonna go tto my family first and foremost i need them to complete their needs first before my wants#so if there's money left for *me* i'll go to college next and take arts and designs because that's where i want to improve#i don't have any significantt skills other than drawingg and i'm lacking in it so bad because i barely draw. i don't.#i don't have that much motivations#i try to study for the upcoming assesment(still no sched) and exams (2-3 months later)#WHY am i still slacking.#why am i so slow at reading comprehension while reviewing. i thought i'm good at that shit.#english subject is the only subjectt i'm confident on why do i still suck at it.#hey google how to be better?#let go of my games? yeah sure.#how not to be bored tho lol#oh wait there's yt#oh speaking of yt there's also holotempus!!!!!!! stars en!!! i've seen clips and they're fun#they might pull me back to holostars#i think... holostars and nijien then kaheru sometimes and a trash podcast#if i'm not in the mood for hearing people talk tthen music!#i justt need something while studying#but hm. it may become way too distracting. i think i need to uh familliarize? practice? myself in not listening to something while studying#raemblings#sylhea talks vtubers#raemi talks fgo#to think i planned and know what i'll do 2 years in the future when it comes to fgo but not my personal life#i need to balance my life i reallyy need to get it together for fuck's sake why won't i#i still haven't reach ar 16 in genshin my friends's getting angry lmao it's been 3 months
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