#i want them to be happy actuallyyyyyy

[judasisgayriot]

I wanna hold your hand.

[dreamersville]

an? i know this was posted on anoher blog. that was me!! i moved it from my nsfw to my sfw blog. request are open

pairings? kurro x reader, suna x reader, bokuto x reader, atsumu x reader

tw? slight angst undertone, fluff

kuroo• you were supposed to be waiting for him outside the gym so y'all could walk home together per usual, but you weren't here today. he was about to walk around the corner until he heard you and your friend (?) talking in hushed voices. "i just don't think he would like me much less wanna date me, i already burden him too much." whos he? and why would he think your a burden, was it that person from the other day he knew they wasn't no go- kuroos thought were cut off when he heard his name " i mean lets be forreal here why would kuroo ever want me" and before he could stop his self he turned the corner to be face to face with you. he didnt know what to do this wasnt even in his plans on how he wanted to confess to you but he guess it was now or never type of thing, so he looked around to try to make it seem like he just wandered over there "oh hey (  ) didnt see you there whatcha doing over here" you knew he was watching hes a terrible liar. you cast a glance at your friend and they get the hint to leave. "ik your lying tetsurou." you let out a deep sign closing your arms over your chest "how much did you hear. and dont try to lie" his smirk dropped w came closer to you "i heard eveything .. but i want you to know  youre not a burden to me actuallyyyyyy youre .."he seemed hesitant .. nervous? maybe that was the word but he took a deep breath and said "youre the HCL to my NaOH. With our sweet love we could make a ocean together. " there was a few moments of silence before you two doubled over from laughing. when the two of you calmed down kuroo gently grabbed your face wiping the tears that was forming in the corner of your eyes. " so what do you say will you be the HCL to my NaOH (  )" you looked him in his eyes before you answered. "lets go make an ocean together"

suna • suna came to the mall to get some new phone cases and you had to pick up some manga so, y'all were going to meet up in the food court and accompany each other. apparently you had got their earlier than him cause you already have some food and was sitting at a table, talking on the phone. as he got closer be could hear your conversation his face turned up in scowl. " i just. i just dont think im enough for him. suna deserve so much better and i- i dont think that i could give it to him" when that last sentence left your mouth he was making quick strides over to your table. taking your phone out your hand and hanging it up the turning towards you. "what you mean "SuNa DeSeRvEs BeTtEr" what if you are better. what if i want you. i mean i DO want you" you sat there stuck to your seat because you didnt think or want him to hear that and be basically just confessed to you? before you could question him about it his phone was in your face. it was a photo album of you ?? some of the pictures in there you sent to him, others looked like he fallen off a chair to get them, as they were slightly blurry and as he swiping through the pictures he was saying everything he liked about you. and when he was finished he looked you in your eyes "your not a burden to me ( )" he hit your hand with his had affectionately "and i don't wanna here you say it again, so come on" he grabbed you hand helping you gather your food before he started dragging you away from the food court "wait suna. slow down, why are you walking so fast, and where ate we going anyway" "to go get our matching phone cases .. i hope you know your mines now, i mean i didn't do all that embarrassing shit for nothing you gotta be mines now." successfully shutting you up. and if you looked closely you might have seen the slightess hint of a blush coming up his neck.

bokuto• bokuto had invited you to his one of his games and you were happy cause there has been some mutual flirtation going on and you thought he was going to confess that was until the game started and you seen all these pretty people cheering for him and realized that he could have anyone of them if he wanted. i mean why wouldn't he. they were obviously better than you in multiple ways, these thoughts bringing your mood down. and while you were in your head about how these other people were 'better' than you, you missed the way bokuto's lit up when he caught sight r you in the stands. when the game ended, you rushed to the exit wanting to get to your room as fast as possible, but just as you was almost at the door, when a hand on your elbow stopped you "hey hey hey ( ), did you see that cross spike i di-, oh no you look sad what happened?" you meet his eyes for a second seeing the concern in his eyes. "i- ummm *que fake coughing* i dont feel good so i was just gonna home" he seemed to perk back up at your statement "ok well wit right here ill go get my b-" "by myself bokuto, i dont wanna burden you anymore than i already have." his smiled dropped at your words, and you would be lying if you said you wasnt feeling a little guilty. but this was for the best, he would find somebody better eventually, somebody that was worthy of his love, and unfortunately that somebody wasnt you. and you were okay with it. (no you were)  but bokuto wasn't gonna let you go that easy. he brought to the side, to a slightly more private area away from the public eye "whats wrong ( ), and why do you think your a burden to me? youre like really fun to be around, i like the bento boxes you always make me too, and youre headpats are heaven sent and i reallyy reallyy really like you- i- i wasnt supposed to tell you that yet-" you stood there happy and confused, because 1. bokuto just said he liked you.. omg bokuto said he liked you. BOKUTO SAID HE LIKED YOU. and he complimented you multiple times might i add. well now you gotta say something back genius. "i-i umm .. i like you too .." you look up to see his reaction to your confession, but you was only met with the sight of bokuto running away with an exctied "HEY HEY HEY" before he stopped, turned around, ran back to you grabbed your hand and ran off again. apparently he just had to go tell the team the good news that just happened.

atsumu• you've been kinda avoiding him lately and lets just say he didnt like it. at all. so today was the day he was going to confront you and ask what he did to you for you to be avoiding him likes this, but every time he tried to talk to you or would get close enough to try you would slip in between his fingers and by time he knew it, it was time for practice. but he was most definitely going to get you before he went home and that was a promise. so like he said (to himself) he was looking for you after practice when he found you with your knees to your chest in a empty hallway he didnt know why you was like that but he ken that he hated seeing you like that. so he approached you slowly, he crouching down so he was eye level with you and slowly prived your arms from around your face to see your teard stained cheeks and immediately pull you into his chest asking you whats wrong. once you tell him that you were thinking about how your burdening him, he pulls back and grabs your face "i dont think yer. a burden, i actually like ta having you 'round cause ya always take my side when 'm arguing with 'samu and your funny and i really really like you .. wait i wasn't supposed ta say that last part but its true, i had a whole plan to confess ta ya too, 'samu said i was a sap and you wasn't gonna reject me but i knew you wasn't .. right" during his rant y'all had moved so he was on the side of you with his back against the wall and as he was finishing his last sentence he turned to make eye contact with you as you let out a quite "right" before he scooped you up in his arm, running to tell 'samu about his new s/o.

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