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diabolicjoy · 2 years

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i need a sweet kind hearted older lady to adopt me as her granddaughter so badly. i need someone who’s lived such a full & intense life but is still here loving & caring & who wouldn’t mind having tea with me & teaching me knitting tricks & chatting about life. i’d tell her all about the girl i like & she wouldn’t mind a bit. we’d get each other’s christmas presents & birthday cakes & learn from each other & honestly we’d be the coolest pair of besties

#i miss my grandma so much it hurts #i was only 18 when she passed & some ppl might think that that’s a lot of time but tbh i feel like she missed a big important chunk of what #i am & what i’ve become #she doesn’t know that i learned to knit & that i make ceramic now & that i paint too #& that i’m taking piano lessons finally #she was always my biggest supporter in everything i tried & she did it without questioning #too bad our last years together i was so depressed but in a teenage way where i only went to school sometimes & did nothing just nothing #i’d make so many ceramic vases & she’d go to all my rehearsals & would buy all the yarn i need #make her*#& for some reason i feel this urgency to let her know i’m a lesbian like she needs to know this how can i get in contact with her right NOW

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