#i’m experiencing withdrawal
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the big finish website saga
(i don’t support them anymore)
gang my big finish is not loading. i need to download rhys and iantos excellent barbecue before i implode.
please help, the website won’t load on any browser. is this just me :(
edit: OKAY I FOUND THEIR TWITTER AND IT IS A UNIVERSAL THING THAT THEY ARE FIXING.
edit again: OKAY OML IVE BEEN CHECKING LIKE EVERY HOUR AND THEY SAID IT HAS BEEN FIXED BUT IT MIGHT BE A FEW HOURS I DONT KNOW HOW LONG I CAN LAST
final edit: OMG YAY IT WORKD OML TIME TO SPEND ALL OF MH MONEG YAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYYAYAYATAATATAYAYAYTATA
i liéd another edit: i think i broke it :( it won’t work anymore
edited yet again: YESSS OMG IT WORKS NVM YAY IM SK HAPPY
#i’m experiencing withdrawal symptoms#please help me#big finish#torchwood#doctor who#technology#riverharkness
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I’m going to reblog so much stuff (I’m sorry)
#trying really hard to fight my instinct to withdraw and delete everything#but I’m also trying to get back to being shown to people who follow me#so I guess I’m in my reblog everything era#also I am fighting some depression which I haven’t really experienced since 2021 so this feels very bad rn#so I can’t help but start to think that my followers only want the reblogs since that’s all people reblog fm me#not stuff I have been creating#just stuff I find from other people#you know what maybe I will delete everything hahah#don’t mind me
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I miss digital art everyone do digital art for me 😔
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the first thing i’m doing when i get wifi is watching ratatouille
#i’m experiencing ratatouille withdrawal sorry seeing remy n my loser big nosed king linguini makes me feel better#.txt
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GERARD
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It’s weird that Scythe Faraday casually entered Citra’s house just to eat in the beginning of the first book but honestly it’s just really funny.
Like everyone in the house is just nervous and confused while he’s just sitting there and enjoying that baked ziti like it’s nothing.
I mean his victim wasn’t home yet and he smelled that baked ziti and decided, “Oh yeah, let me just take a quick break and eat at a stranger’s house.” Which I can see why it might be weird but like I would do that too.
Like come on, what am I supposed to do if one of my victims isn’t home yet? Am I supposed to just keep on going with my day or what, play Subway Surfers on my phone while I wait for them to come home?
Honestly, this might be one of my reasons why he’s my favorite character. He’s a pretty great old man who just needs a nice simple break like any elderly man.
And also, I need coffee and send me any god damn questions for me to answer while I wait for my impending doom. Ignore that or not.
#arc of a scythe#aoas#pre lobotomy thought#im so bored#scythe faraday#he’s just like me for real#the hyperfixation is insane#maybe i’m experiencing withdrawal symptoms#no im not on drugs#im trying to battle this caffeine addiction#someone save me#i don’t wanna get a lobotomy
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everything can be a fight club reference if you delude yourself hard enough.
the buzz cut i gave myself cause i had a slight psychotic break? fight club reference
the trip to ikea where i bought myself a nice hemnes dresser? fight club reference
me being terribly gay and delusional about my relationships? fight club reference
#living like i’m in 1999 🫡#fight club#need to rewatch the film. i am unwell#has been a week since i last saw it and i’m already experiencing withdrawals
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feeling a little better today (got to take my meds)
#ive been rationing them to fucking hell while i wait to get on insurance#literally splitting my normal 40mg dose into 3 bc less is better than none when it comes to paxil#worst withdrawals i have ever experienced in my fucking life. literally worse than my migraines#it’s like a migraine but with added anger so huge you cannot control it#so naturally ive been terrified to run out before i get insurance bc i cannot afford the shit out of pocket#tried to just skip a couple days to prolong the time i have and uh yeah. big mistake i think#but i’m okay now. for today
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Do any of yall also ever feel the urge to totally shred yourself to pieces any time you accidentally snap at someone you love
#I usually have anger issues and today it’s bad bc I’m unmedicated and experiencing some fun withdrawal#and even then#just. pissed off over nothing#I want to tear myself apartttttt why am I like this#Quasimodo speaks#delete later
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In what may be good news though: my new doc is trying switching me from an ssri to a ndri and um??? My pussy is so fucking sensitive after getting off of the ssri?? I’ve literally made myself cum accidentally a few times in the past couple of days😵💫
#I didn’t think SSRIs were even causing me an issue there#BUT SHIT MAYBE THEY WERE#which is great cause I’m also experiencing SSRI withdrawals rn which is not fun at all#so it’s nice to have a positive development
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Im gong to get a palm tattoo that says YOU ARE EXPERIENCING WITHDRAWAL SYMPTOMS so I can stop pretending I don’t know why I feel like shit every other week
Remember to take your meds friends
#it’s always#ugh I feel kinda dizzy and nauseous today idk what’s happening#ugh I feel like I’m going to burst into tears at minute for now reason with#ugh I’ve had a twitch in my eye for a couple days what’s up with that#ugh even with 9 hours of sleep im still exhausted#ugh why do I feel like lying on my bed and staring at the ceiling instead of doing literally anything else#you are experiencing withdrawal symptoms#dumbass
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love going on the “hi yeah I haven’t even looked at my inbox/messages for months sorry sorry sorry it’s nothing personal my life’s just been in shambles and I’m starting to pick it back up even though I know I’m gonna drop all the pieces at least 3 more times before the year’s over” shame tour I’mma make t-shirts later for it
#starlight personal#gonna be actually answering the questions in my inbox#planning to post the notes for tmagr since I’m probs never gonna finish it#and I’m making 0 promises to have any kind of consistent online presence#b/c I’ve learned it’s best for my mental health to delete these apps when I’m approaching crisis mode#so I’ll just be like the fun uncle who shows up to holidays with a six pack of nonalcoholic beer;#chats about whatever#slides you a $20#and disappears for the next 2 years#tbf 2023 was a horrible year okay it was so bad#some of it included; I almost got a grippy sock vacation twice#i tried a few new meds and they all sucked and i went through Literal Drug Withdrawal to the point i was sick for a month and lost 30lbs#i started ketamine treatment and experienced ego death twice!!!! horrifying!!!!!#i got my manager fired#i got my coworker fired#everyone else on the team quit and j was the last one left#my cat died and it was the worst thing that ever happened and it still hurts so bad#the person i thought would be a forever best friend was just. not there for me. and b/c i was struggling and not putting in 150% effort#the friendship just. died. and we live 5 min away from each other yet she’s out of my life forever#it’s for the best but that’s a different kinda grief man#ANYWAY I HAD A TERRIBLE YEAR#2024 is off to a somewhat better start but I’m keeping expectations low#first ketamine appt of the year was. brutal. and tough. and it’s been over a week and I still feel raw#everyone who knows about ketamine: it helps you process emotions and trauma and brings those things to the surface so u can work on them#me when it brings trauma to the surface and makes me feel my feelings: this is HORRIBLE what the FUCK my entire innards are exposed and raw#I forgot how easy it is to babble in the tags like this it doesn’t feel real since I doubt anyone will read all of this lmao#god I’d kill for some weed rn BUT HAHA YEAH ANKTJER SHITTY PART LF 2023 I GOTTA CUT BACK ON WEED#can’t even have one bad coping skill like come on
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also im on pristiq now cuz i got backed into a corner where big psychiatry is holding hostage the mitigating plan w alternative drugs for me to come off xanax until im 4-6 weeks on pristiq but oh my god the migraines…….do the pristiq migraines ever stop wtfffffff this on top of xanax withdrawals is too much
every time i look at a screen or any artificial light it’s like my head fills up w blood like a fatass tick and is abt to burst thru my SKULL
exercise plus some manual labor outdoors helps but i’ve had to cut my screen time. which is good i guess but um i have women to talk to hello
#i’m not looking forward to coming off of this one#my sister evidently came off of it cold turkey and described it as the worst thing she’s ever experienced lmfao#but i will take that over xanax withdrawal atp#GOD I JUST WANNA STOP W THE DRUGS LIKE GET ME OFF EVERYTHING PLS
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i’ve been so ia gahhhh i hate having responsibilities
#haven’t actually played gta in so long…..#i’m experiencing withdrawals#once i have free time im gonna go berserk#text
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The British dorm in Twst has so many characters for no fucking reason like you could delete Trey and the social media guy and everything would be the same
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Oh my god I’m experiencing symptoms of stuff
#random post#ouuuuuhh I’m like. ough#one I think I’m just like. sick or smth#and two. momma is having surgery stuff so everyone in this household is having mom withdrawals lol#and also I didn’t sleep good (see previous points) and also I’m hungry and thirsty#and the blood is on the horizon. yea I’m. experiencing the symptoms (tm)
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