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#i’m starting to worry that i misread things though. solid chance it’s just the GAD + period speaking but. :s
number-1-crush · 2 years
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i am so attracted to her it is insane
#a mutual friend said she saw her reading a wlw love story book so ‘i had a chance’#which like. i mean i read her backpack pins very easily but the confirmation is nice#but just GODDD she’s so pretty and kind to her friends#was getting tired in animation today (sleeby) n the teacher’s chill so i put my head down for a bit#and i heard her a couple seats down talking with her friend#and her voice is just so so pretty. she’s soft-spoken but confident and her voice is very gentle overall#and i literally just like. oh my GODDDDD#i didn’t do anything weird or anything i couldn’t even hear what exactly she was saying#but i just sat there like. ‘pretty voice’ and was content#i’m starting to worry that i misread things though. solid chance it’s just the GAD + period speaking but. :s#maybe i’m looking for an excuse to not give her that note. i should just write it and give it to her say fuck it#mkay. i’ll write it over the weekend ig#and then sometime next week i will give it to her#maybe in the hallway. we pass each other now#i got jumpscared so hard the first time it happened. like visibly startled#thankfully if she did see me she hid it well#i gotta show interest better. gotta do the note thing#….shit did i get jealous of her friend is that why i’m suddenly worried abt a lack of interest#funniest part is i get a gay vibe from that dude#ah yeah i totally got jealous huh. i got nervous bc she laughed at some joke he made#and i thought ‘what if she laughs like that around people she likes’#shit. menstrual cycles cloud judgement so goddamn bad it’s irritating#worst part is i know it’s probably overthinking like my friends regularly leave me in stitches#but :( what if i’m not being paranoid :(#<- is 100% being paranoid#ok. gonna find a way to give her the note. gonna do that . yes
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