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perihel1on · 7 years

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sometimes when im feeling shitty and have the urge to listen to depressing music im like ‘dude no that’ll only make it worse’ but actually pretty much every time it helps bc like...... idk it gives a direction to my bad feelings and lets me process them sorta, otherwise theyre just There, like...... its Cleansing? the playlist gets over n i kinda feel like i let it out, like that refreshed after-cry feeling except for the crying part is (usually) optional

#aphelion.txt #i process a lot of my emotions through music i think #if i go through a period where i don't listen to much music i start feeling more... unreal #and a lot of the ways i know to make sense of feelings come from songs #like lyrics that really resonated #i find the words and then they just become a part of me? my emotional repertoire?#idk #thats why 8tracks (and now playmoss lmao) was such an important coping mechanism #on bad days i'd listen for literally probably.... 5 hours out of the day #'2 hours a week' lmao #but... yeah #im so glad and thankful to all the new bands and music i encountered in 2016 #i'm working on an 18th birthday mix for us actually... heh #Gotta Get My Feelings In Order About This #(ill stop whisper-ranting in the tags now ok hah)#lee blogging

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