#i've gotten more flak for skipping class for one day because my uterus was kliling me and i wanted to die
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im so tired these days. i feel like everything is starting to grind to a halt. but it's ok. i will keep trying
#everywhere i go i keep seeing systems that are not flawed but corrupted by design and i'm so tired of it#i don't want to be a part of any of it#i want to break free of it all and live without shame#i'm tired of fighting#this is about so many many things lol#recently i have given up on my family and i don't want to talk to any of them anymore#fun fact! my brother got arrested#and my family is still defending him and enabling his actions#i've gotten more flak for skipping class for one day because my uterus was kliling me and i wanted to die#than he has for literally getting arrested#which is insane#like i don't want to be a part of this anymore#i'm so disappointed#my therapist says i need to let it all go and start working hard for myself#and not to prove any points#so i'm trying to let it all go#but i'm so tired#it's infuriating to wake up and see him at the computer all day and then go home and see him at the computer all night#and then getting yelled at because i forgot to wash the dishes after coming home from working a shift at school or from an exam#im just venting here because this blog ties me to nothing irl lmao#all i want is a friend and even that i have found is getting muddled up in school#who can i trust?#why are you all so hellbent on some strange popularity contest we aren't in high school anymore#is it so bad to be a little bit kinder and friendlier to someone who's struggling jsut as much as you are#im not even angry i'm just disappointed#i feel like i am constantly being let down#how's that for emotional awareness malar...#oh she used my session as a model session for a training therapist#does this mean i am a Good Patient (thing that is reasonable to want)#she also says that something that sets me apart from her other patients is my resilience
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