#i've slept at around 6 am for the past two weeks n idk why
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i love lucilius
#🌙.rambles#[ gbf. ]#he's that one specific type of character i really like#and relate with to an extent :>#anyways listening to angry songs always makes me feel better for some reason#villain era yo#i'm so tired of everything i just want to feel nothing rn#too stressed by the future that i can't properly process the present#time doesn't wait. it keeps on going on#and i'm left behind. i can't understand the past now and i can't make any sense of the present#T_T i don't want it to seem like i'm ignoring others but#fuck i seriously don't have anymore energy for words.#i think i'm pushing everyone away again#from my family to friends to acquaintances to strangers#aaaargh i wna feel like i'm 'dead' but not with the actual end#i want to just disappear for a while or smth. or stop time#that's not possible tho :') n then i think for more than a year now i've been taking shit care of myself#i look like a skeleton ig my eyes look so tired n i have 2 cavities#n then most things that give me comfort or happiness are always so short-lived#i've slept at around 6 am for the past two weeks n idk why#i'm not even doing anything productive. i only called w ppl once. the rest of the days i'm just. existing#i'm actually so fucking tired#i'm sick of everything leave me tf alone i don't want to exist rn kinda tired#tbf it's 4 am n i woke up at basically 6 pm earlier so this dramaticness from me is normal#maybe i'm like this bcs i'm bored. whenever boredom hits me it's always destructive#i feel like i've been doing nothing for the whole august so far#when did time pass so fast?#i hate everything. i wish everything would just shut the fuck up.
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