#id tell you to move out and move abroad but im afraid of the reaction
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It is ~sad anxiety hours~ however this, like all other horrors, shall pass!
#days when i want to just move away erase all contact with family#even though its the petty childish action that will hurt us both#and yet the urge! is there!#days when you cant say the right thing#and its like your tongue is lead and your eyes water for no reason!#and its stupid! very stupid!#days when they tell you that helping you makes them feel bad and i get it! i do! but i just#wish i didnt have to do this alone going forward when its something youre supposed to be supported by#im not the only person that lives in this house!#sometimes it feels that way though#i guess they feel the same about me#like im sorry mom that you hate living here!#im sorry you hate your life!#but its not my fault it never was my fault#id tell you to move out and move abroad but im afraid of the reaction#and thats the saddest part of all that at some level ill always be afraid of speaking with you
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