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flintstill · 2 months

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I'm going through my drafts and adding posts from there to my queue, and ive come across a bunch of like diary entries recounting/memory hoarding events re bench boy, and i'm sitting here with sore cheeks from smiling and am audibly laughing to myself at some of our playful banter and antics

#my heart is so full #such happy memories #but now my eyes are glossy #things were so good once but i was so scared and so anxious #idk how much being poisoned by mold all those years affected things or may have doomed things later had the moment been seized #but i've honestly never been happier than those times we were being playful with each other #through school and that spring break our last school year #to live inside that week *sigh*#especially that night we ended up washing dishes at the sink next to each other which turned into a play fight of splashing water #(some ACCIDENTALLY slid off the cookie sheet i was washing onto his arm--cue affronted gasp)#that ended with me chasing him out of the kitchen and across the living room with a wet twisted dish towel #as if the 5 people sat at the table in the middle didn't exist lol #God #I pray I heal and we find our way back to each other #anyway #mah life #bench boy #sighhhhh

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