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[cocoabeean]

stream doodles from a couple days ago, i love this boy genius and their cringe dad

[yeeqn-blog]

━ ♡  hi ! it’s me again ,lacie , bringing back an old muse back aka yeeun, an actual soft and precious bean and not even 1% as mean as rosie is.  if you want to plot please give this a LIKE and i’ll shoot you a message and leave some love ! i will list some wanted connections in my intro but i also have a mini plot page HERE and a connection page HERE

nam yeeun looks just like ha sooyoung (yves), don’t you think? she is twenty-two years old, is a local at itaewon, and has been staying here for twenty-one years. i hear they work as anactress and is known to be softhearted, humble, idealistic and indecisive. i am yet to find out if it is true or not that they try to hide their family background but really who knows? we’ll have to wait and see. more about yeeun under the cut

- since the tender age of seven, yeeun dreamed about becoming an actress. of course most people thought that she’d change her opinion and grow out of it but even then she didn’t change her mind

-yeeun had always been a very soft around the edges, more than other people perhaps. while she could be social she actually enjoyed being alone so she could draw and just appreciate everything beautiful. ( yes she was that kid that would come up to random people and tell them how pretty they are). but she also grew up quite spoiled. there was rarely anything her parents wouldn’t give to her and somehow that also added to the little world she created for herself, where everything was just perfect. 

- of course everything about it would be okay but the truth is that her family actually consists of criminals, they have this whole shady business that just isn’t ... legal (lol). and having their daughter wanting to be an actress perhaps isn’t that good if you actually want to do things in secret.

-truth to be told, as she grew older she knew about her family doings and yet she decided to ignore that. she just kept pretending that she was a normal child despite of her knowledge. she knew that she couldn’t do anything about it and letting go off her comfortable was also difficult for her so for a while she just said nothing.

- as she grew older and slowly started to realize her dream she also became more distant to her family. she still loved them because they were her family but she just couldn’t live on with the guilt and suddenly her family became an obstacle for her dream instead the people who supported her.

- one day she just snapped (idk like one year ago ?? ), everything became too much for her and she chose to leave her family behind and cut off any contact with them. the decision was of course difficult for her and she still sometimes wonder if it was right but she can’t return either...

- shortly after that she also got a role after years of failing auditions and only playing roles with one minute screen time. she got the role of our typical second lead b*tch and not only that the drama was really popular. so for a while everything was fine and people even recognized her. she was slowly getting more popular and things couldn’t get better.

-but because i’m dramatic and want to make her life difficult one day she noticed someone following her. at first she just thought she was being paranoid but she wasn’t. she was receiving weird messages and all that and there was really someone who was following her.

-these messages didn’t stop and she also didn’t go to the police because she didn’t want to stir up some gossip and was afraid that the police would also dig into her family’s business.

- so yeeun being yeeun and hating any kind of confrontation, in her panic she just decided to leave the country for a year hoping that it’d stop.

- so after a year she returned and she’s now here still trying to get her career going. and while she gained some popularity it would’ve been easier for her if she didn’t leave but yeah. also she is still kind of paranoid not only of her family background being exposed but also she still doesn’t know who the person was who was leaving her these messages and all that.

personality

- as mentioned before, yeeun is really soft. not only in terms of being soft-hearted but she’s that person who’ll cry at kdramas when just some sad ost is playing in the background. she’s also really affectionate and despite being an actress an open book. it’s not difficult to read her feelings but she also isn’t afraid of showing them. she likes to show people that she appreciates them and she’ll probably tell them that she loves them all the time. she means everything she says but the problem is that she also thinks others do so. she’s really gullible and trusts people way too easily, that’s why she gets attached so quickly  ( she’s that person who says “what we aren’t friends? but we talked once). she’ll give everyone 1000x chances even when they don’t deserve them but if you’ve fucked up really bad she’ll cut you out her life and continue being passive-agressive because just the way she is.

-also please don’t let her decide things, she can’t even decide on what to wear because she’s so indecisive, she will be like “whatever you prefer” because a) she doesn’t want to come off as selfish and b) she hates deciding for others. she’s basically a pushover ( and i hate her for it). sometimes (or everytime) she likes to force her ideals on people, she has the tendency to over-romanticize things and ignore everything that might not fit into her image BUT she can’t ignore anyone criticizing her. she’ll take it to heart and cry about it a week (tbh) because in reality she is a little insecure, she always questions her actions or her talent in acting and if someone says anything about it or just gives some useful criticism she’ll be lowkey offended and just overthink everything. 

- also she loves the art, the ocean, drawing and just pretty things in general. she loves staring at everything that is beautiful whether it’s a thing or a person. she’ll probably come up to random people and ask them if she can draw them. 

-TBH i could write more this is just a really rough description of her personality but i’m getting lazy so here are some wanted plots (some might already listed in the plot page)

- anti-fans/enemies : i just want some people who don’t like her for whatever reason and wrote mean comments about her online because i like seeing my baby hurt and desperately trying to change their opinion 

- a manager: it doesn’t even have to be a ‘real’ manager but someone who has stick around with her since the beginning of her career and did all the driving to the auditions

- someone she might’ve accused of being the person who has followed her or she thinks it’s that person

- an one-sided love on her because she hates hurting people so i want her to put her in a difficult spot :’)))

- someone who just befriended her for the sake of popularity or to take advantage of her wealth

- a fan or even her first fan ???

-  a bad influence on her , someone please fuck her up

- a muse, someone she will always bother just she can draw them

- best friends !!!!! (1/2) 

- also just friends in general 

-people who try to sabotage her career

-someone who blackmails her bcs they know about her background