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#idk if i can say no if he asks me to come on thirsday
gardenlilgnome Β· 10 months
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mmmmm im so exhausted.
#it's me seeing the ppl that I've helped not helping me back at work#its me stressed bc nothing ever goes right#its me not being able to say no to my boss bc i dont wanna let him down and bc i need the money#he called me a good worker bc of how helpful and available i always am#but i am so tired#idk if i can say no if he asks me to come on thirsday#its me always getting complains from somewhere#they can never talk to me normally#why can't they just point out what i did wrong instead of yelling at me. like dam. im sorry.#i cried at work today#i felt so stressed#and i just. didnt have anyone who was willing to help.#i asked a colleague if she could call the other colleague bc i only needed to ask her something and i had already been walking back and#forth and i didnt feel like climbing any more stairs.#and she just. said yes. β€œgo upstairs and go talk to her”#like. 😭.#i just said okay and went away bc 😭#and after talking to the other colleague i just burst into tears in the staircase 😭😭#bc that shit really hurt me. idky.#and when i came back to my post i had the nurse assistants and patients all complaining the food was cold 😭😭😭😭#i offered to heat it up and no one wanted it so 😭😭😭 WHY WERE U COMPLAINING ANYWAY JUST STFU#THEY WERE COMPLAINING HOW HOT IT WAS ON LUNCHTIME IM CRYING#and i was cleaning up trying to held back the tears thinking of just how useless me being kind to others has been.#i needed help. i really needed someone to tell me where it was best to go so i wouldn't waste time and make my post wait too much.#and i was just. by myself. stressed and not knowing what or where i should go.
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