#idk it just kinda sucks to know you're not going to have ANY dialogue whatsoever when you're posting something on a public platform | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

marshmellowtea · 2 years

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honestly confession, both my dhmis and markiplier extended universe hyperfixations are being lovingly edged out in intensity by who's lila, i just haven't been posting about that game because 1) there's less fan content to reblog in general (though i have been meaning to go through the tag), 2) i don't. think many or any of you have really heard of it and i kinda dread posting things that i know won't really get a response of any kind and 3) i am deeply petrified of being kicked out by the like. three still active people in this fandom by being too weird so idk really ajdgkljdsklg

#and like. like. it's not that i don't know i post niche stuff and am not used to not getting much attention #but at the same time there's still like. an audience here that's guaranteed in these slightly bigger fandoms. and that's nice to have #because as much as i love posting what i want to a crowd of like three people i still know that at least three people are enjoying it #idk it just kinda sucks to know you're not going to have ANY dialogue whatsoever when you're posting something on a public platform #screaming into the void tends not to be very fun especially not with my fragile ass mental state rn lol #anyway there's also the secret fourth and fifth reason of i've been wanting to rewatch a playthrough of the game to refresh myself on it #and gain greater understanding of stuff i was confused by the first time around #and also the ever present problem of head full but no coherency to my thoughts whatsoever. which is always sooooo cool and fun #idk maybe eventually i'll post something more coherent than just frothing at the mouth at william clarke's mere existence ghlkdsjflkaf #he's just. god. guys. it's like he was designed to be catnip to ME specifically #i am UNWELL about him #marshy speaks

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