#idk man it's kinda crazy to realize like. just how fucking manipulative and mean-spirited he was. all the time. | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

ikyw-t · 3 years

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y'know most days i feel ive moved on from my hs bf but every once in a while i'll remember some random thing he did and only now, a full three years later, realize how fucked up or just straight up mean it was. & and realize that three years of dating the wrong person rly set me back like. years. emotionally and mentally. most days it's fine and i don't even think about it tho lmao

#im normal but actually yknow what i can directly trace back many of my problems. directly to this one asshole #i just remembered yesterday while i was taking off my shoes apropos of absolutely nothing at all like out of Nowhere #i remembered how around when we first started dating he'd joke to me all the time #asking me if i was actually real or trying to make me seem like i wasnt real?? like as a joke??#which ig isn't all that deep or whatever #but good god like he would literally make up tall tales all the time and for weeks i believed them #like i realized that all his stories were bullshit and called it out and he was like oh that? im just embellishing #or something but he would literally tell ppl stories all the time and when i would ask more questions #like thsre was always some element that was exaggerated or just made up entirely #like just lying all the time ?? for no reason?? and then trying to convince me im not even real. like #idk man it's kinda crazy to realize like. just how fucking manipulative and mean-spirited he was. all the time.#but anyway that's neither here nor there lmaooo im doing my tax returns today! so hopefully ill get back some money :)#also the thing that makes me most mad/annoyed or most just straight up pissed off #is how after we finally fucking broke up he sent me several long rambling emails #telling me life updates?? like i gave a single fuck??#literally just the most emotionally manipulative email telling me all sorts of stupid shit #and then at the end he had the audacity to tell me his cat was on his deathbed and i should say goodbye.#literally that cat is alive and well today and he was never even close to death.#that's just the kind of person he was lmao!#anyway im normal and mostly fine blah blah blah i rly don't think about him often at all #like whatever im just glad it's over more than anything lmaoo 😂#p

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