#if anyone wants to read it hmu and I'll send you the link

[thatgayoctopus]

Otto lines that I'm normal about

- "My entire life I have always considered my accomplishments great, worthy of people's admiration, but time and time again I was denied, laughed at, Bullied! I tried not to care. I persevered. But even at Horizon, it was still never enough!" (S2 ep18, cloak and dagger)

- "I don't need my hand held." (S1 ep17, the Rise of Doc Ock - part 2) (I love this one bc this is the literal moment he starts his villain arc and it sets up the theme of his motives)

- "I have not allowed myself to cry in years...!" (S2 ep15, my own worst enemy)

- "thank you, Norman. And while I know that I am brilliant, I am only nineteen years old." (S1 ep17, the Rise of Doc Ock - part 2)

- (explaining why he goes by "the Octopus") "it is an expression of wry humor; playing off the first syllable of my last name and referencing the number of limbs I now possess." (S1 ep16, the Rise of Doc Ock - part 1)

- (after Spidey called him a genius) "...why do people always say that with such surprise in their voices...?" (S1 ep16, the Rise of Doc Ock - part 1)

- "um... It is my understanding that this kind of social situation requires me to say... 'You are welcome.'" (S2 ep15, My Own Worst Enemy)

- (after flash tackled him with a hug and noogie) "While I find your masculine bonding ceremonies barbaric, I nonetheless have come to appreciate the sentiment they brutishly represent." (S2 ep19, Superior)

- "your lack of injuries give me comfort. I mean-- I am glad you were not hurt." (S2 ep19, Superior)

- (with a smile) "ugh... Save your adulation for later." (S2 ep21, the Cellar)

- "Love is for Starry-eyed dreamers, Mr. Parker. It has nothing to do with science." *Falls head over heels for Anna-Maria in S2* (S1 ep5, a day in the life)

- "because I wa- *massive wince and sigh* ... I myself was incarcerated there last summer... I am afraid there is much you do not know about me." (S2 ep21, The Cellar)(man feels remorse for the first time /hj)

- "I also found that being a hero was not as glamorous or respectable as I had imagined. And yet... It was still strangely worth it." *Clears throat and changes subjects* (S2 ep22, the Road to the Goblin War)

- "the world needs Spider-Man more than it needs me." *Dies* (S2 ep26, Goblin War: Part 4) (this is actually pretty conclusive to his journey BUT I HATE THAT THEY KILLED HIM RAHHHH)

[bonearenaofmyskull]

https://www.tumblr.com/fannibalcascade/738162389788311552/listen-dude-i-dont-know-who-you-think-you-are

https://www.tumblr.com/fannibalcascade/737874603392811008/she-could-be-the-person-to-free-will-from

Um, is this true? I am a person who holds a very neutral viewpoint. I always thought the Hannibal fandom had similar perspectives, but now this blog is presenting very different views. I can't help but think that maybe sometimes they are correct😶‍🌫️

I'm going to hold off on addressing any specific things related to this blog's posts for a while. I realize that people may have legitimate questions that derive from there, but I'm also balancing at least one person that I think is trying to goad me into a confrontation/full-on-ship-war that I frankly am just not interested in, by sending me multiple anon asks using different emotional tactics. Maybe I'm wrong, but right now it just seems manipulative and tbh, kind of naggy.

So if in a few months people want to ask specific questions that derive from these analyses, then send them again, preferably withOUT a link to this blog, and I'll consider answering them. I'm far more likely under any circumstances to respond to more specific questions regardless--like, I'm not sure what someone wants me to do with more than one post referenced in an ask and a general statement asking if I agree or disagree with a whole blog full of opinions. Like...narrow the topic, yo.

A good format for me would be something like, "I have read an analysis that says specifically this: ______________. I personally think this: _______________, but then I got to wondering about ___________. What do you think about _______________? Do you think ________________?"

This kind of thing gives me context, understanding of your thought process, identification of what you think the problem is, and two different ways to articulate a question as specifically as possible, so I know what I'm supposed to do. And it hopefully won't cause unnecessary drama.

If anyone has sent me other asks citing the other blog, just be aware I'm deleting those for the time being. Don't take it personally, just give it some time and space for a while, and then if you still want to come back with a clear question, hmu.

[indolamine]

hey y'all 🤍 here's a link for INFO on jiyeon, but i'll include some bullet points here with all you need to know. in case anything here sparks ideas for your muse and you'd like to work on a plot, hmu. i do prefer dscrd, so don't hesitate to ask. oh and i'd appreciate it if you could shoot me a dm first so my account doesn't get banned trying to touch base with the likes (say literally anything, hit me with a send it to me rachel if you'd be so kind). still, if you'd rather just hit like it's fine, i'll reach out once tumblr allows me!

jiyeon is what you'd call an Interesting Girl. someone you don't call or arrange schedules with, just happen upon. someone who never calls you but can be your best friend between 11pm and 3am. a fun girl, you just don't look too long.

both her parents are dead for all intents and purposes, which's proven to be a very character defining event in her life. one of her fathers passed away before she was even code, and the other chose to virtually die to work as a doctor for terrascape when she turned 18.

as single beneficiary to both her fathers, jiyeon found herself young, alone and newly rich. she's not particularly self destructive, but choices were made. luckily? for the most part, she was too stunned by grief and anger to blow away her fortune, which now affords her a cushy life she doesn't dwell too hard on.

she's emotionally stunted, still reliving the loss of her parents somewhere in her mind at every moment. she knows a lot of people, calls them friends but struggles to connect with them, blinking in and out of their lives. death is a constant thought, not quite a morbid fascination but more of a haunting. she knows, poor little rich girl.

she writes -- tries to, anyway. she's got some essays published, wrote for a column for a hot minute, it's her definitive trade of choice. but, and not to get too meta, the thing about writing is that you do have to write. that's the tricky part. merits were a good incentive, though once they're no longer an issue, she finds herself ignoring deadlines and putting off work on the novel she's been writing for the past 4 years. she instead "gathers experiences". she has many talents that she has no interest in seriously exploring, so she entertains herself while the high lasts.

between her writing and her party girl fame, at some point along the way she amassed a following on social media that she hesitates to cut loose. they make her more interesting than she, merely human, could ever hope to be, and she doesn't know how to kill the part of her that answers to their call. it's a lie when she says she doesn't look at what they say.

adult life for her breezes by in parties with half-friends and long bouts of reclusion. she wants to be a little of everything. she enjoys reading, skiing, playing silly little meta indie games about living in hyper realities. she doesn't commit to romantic relationships, yet enjoys the hunt anyway. she takes her time, and it never seems to align with anyone else's.

& here's a rolling list of canons that could also serve as potential connections for anyone interested, will add more as they come to me:

she once got involved with a couple for some brief months and it didn't end well

one of the few things she gets competitive about is skiing

she's fucked someone's significant other purely out of spite

she has a writing group whose meetings she misses often but she isn't the only one so she feels like it's a safe space

the person she plays a random weird rpg with incognito is maybe the most consistent relationship in her life, their chats can get very personal and strange and they can go weeks on no contact but go right back to where they left off

the events surrounding gyuok pique her interest because it's the first time terra residents could potentially be hearing from a virtually deceased and because he's essentially a virtual ghost which she thinks is neat

one of her published essays focuses on a celebrity she knows personally and doesn't portray them in the best light, which soured their relationship

[sopebubbles]

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Synopsis: 15 year old Kim Yn has her fair share of poor choices and bad days. She used to get through them with her brother, Namjoon, and their friends, Yoongi and Hobi. When they dismiss her dream, she's determined to make her voice heard and prove her resilience. Luckily she meets a few new friends a long the way that help her become bulletproof.

Genre: social media au with written parts mixed in, high school au, heavy angst, a teensy bit of fake dating

Kim Yn × ?????

Themes: coming of age, girl power, unrequited love, underground rap line vs. punk band vocal line, toxic relationships

Warnings: mentions of past self harm, mentions of sex (no depictions of sex since all characters are minors), depitctions of anxiety/panic attacks, under age use of drugs and alcohol, just an enormous amount of angst.

Status: complete

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Look below the cut for more author notes than anyone ever asked for.

Bulletproof Heart

❣ teaser

🎤 Intros: D-Town Boyz + Yn

🎸 Intros: Bulletproof

Arc I

❣one: yn has left the chat

❣two: anti account

❣three: look it up babyboy

❣four: I was born this way

❣five: the feeling is mutual

❣six: potato tomato

❣seven: aww but you love it

❣eight: what's the truth Tae?

❣nine: have fun

❣ten: war of hormone ✏

❣eleven: what am I forgetting

❣twelve: making her moves

❣thirteen: a tough one

❣fourteen: bulletproof yn

❣fifteen: a thing?

❣sixteen: don't bother

❣seventeen: I'm with you ✏

❣eighteen: THE LINK YN

❣nineteen: don't be nervous

❣twenty: give it to me ✏

❣bonus: bulletproof birthday

Arc II

❣twenty-one: three conditions

❣twenty-two: I remember +✏

❣twenty-three: kool kids

❣twenty-four: a date +✏

❣twenty-five: friends for now

❣twenty-six: watch his back

❣twenty-seven: your bf jimin?

❣twenty-eight: collaboration +✏

❣twenty-nine: no party +✏

❣thirty: a deal +✏

❣thirty-one: better for him

❣thirty-two: a regular thing

❣thirty-three: I love you ❤

❣thirty-four: we're not waiting +✏

❣thirty-five: everything is fine +✏

❣Bonus: School Yard by JHope and Heart

❣thirty-six: mental health day

❣thirty-seven: follow your heart

❣thirty-eight: a fourth option ✏

Arc III

❣thirty-nine: called it

❣forty: good kisser

❣forty-one: gonna regret it +✏

❣forty-two: crashing your date

❣forty-three: you're totally 🥵 +✏

❣forty-four: Neanderthal brain +✏

❣forty-five: guilty

❣forty-six: left out

❣forty-seven: get back here!!!

❣forty-eight: it's what I want

❣forty-nine: MY hope

❣fifty: where you belong ✏

❣fifty-one: producer Yn

❣fifty-two: something new

❣fifty-three: 👀👀👀

❣fifty-four: we need therapy

❣fifty-five: let's be Bulletproof

❣fifty-six: the end +✏

❣bonus: one year

🎄 Bulletproof Christmas Special

Author notes:

Yn's theme song is:

Itzy's Yeji is used as a face claim for Yn simply for aesthetic purposes. Some other random pictures may be used for outfits etc. The character of Yn and her musical style are in no way related to the idol and no other members of itzy will appear

Photos of OT7 from 2013-15 approximately will also be featured bc that's closest to the age they are in the story

Everyone is a musician but I don't consider this to be "idolverse" at least not for now

Members of NTC will appear in name only bc I get tired of coming up with names and that's like 57 names for the taking.

This story takes place in Daegu but it's mostly American teen culture 🤷🏻‍♀️

I love yoongi so much and I'm so sorry idk why he has to be such an ass but if you need some fluffy Yoongi go read The Sea Without You lmao. I promise next au I'll make him more likeable. 🤪

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