#if bnha isn't already horror enough

[shehsart]

I saw this panel again and what clicked was that Garaki has definitely done something worse to Touya than just giving him skin grafts. Similar to how nomus are created with dead people dabi has body parts from dead children at the orphanage he later wakes up at. It's being hinted that he went through atleast some part of the nomu procedure too.

Sooo I'm thinking what if? The fact that he has those dead body parts makes him crazier? Unlike nomus who's minds are gone his mind is still his own but that knowledge makes him see himself as a walking corpse even more? He isn't completely Touya anymore. Sort of like not seeing your body as your own anymore. And he's 16 at the time mentally only 13 since he's been in a coma for 3 years. He tries going back home convincing himself this isn't true but seeing his own altar probably confirms that he's dead. I AM UNWELL.

But but but this isn't completely an angst post. The hope of seeing his family again stopped him from becoming a nomu. Thinking they didn't love him made him suicidal. The former is something positive atleast. They said the body would disintegrate in a few months but he's 24 and still alive LOL the spite. It gives me some hope about his story atleast.