#if i tell you calmly that i struggle with social interactions or physically standing upright i dont want to hear SHIT about | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

bloodyke · 5 months

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idk im just generally very pissed off that most people in my life dismiss and ignore my disabilities even when i bring it up like i do struggle every day and its frustrating that im only taken seriously when i reach my breaking point and start sobbing in front of them

#zenith.txt #like. knowing the only reason my parents stopped thinking about things Like That was bc i got pissed off and started sobbing #about how i physically could not get out of bed most days and how hard it is for me #like i shouldnt have to break down in sobs for you to believe me when i say i struggle with xyz issues im not lying about my memory #im not lying about my physical disabilites im not lying about my mental disabilites im not exaggerating or being negative #i struggle with a lot of things im just good at masking and it annoys me when people who dont live my reality deny it #if i tell you calmly that i struggle with social interactions or physically standing upright i dont want to hear SHIT about #how you dont believe i struggle with it bc im so good at doing it and i dont LOOK like im having a problem to you #why must i have to humiliate myself in front of you for you to deign to maybe perhaps begin to consider that im struggling #this is not about my friends on here btw yall are very lovely and supportive and im glad to have you <33333 its just. irl is another story

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