#if something was a guitar or a piano i actually rly rly rly rly dont wanna get into it okay.

[nomaishuttle]

sometimes u put yr playlist on shuffle a song comes up and you have to put another song in the queue immediately as soon as it comes on bc it makes you think of that song

[videostak]

kraftwerk 2 is such a cool album like aside from just being dope i think its so cool u have the songs with bass and guitar not just cause its bass and guitar but like u can hear that ralf and florian still gravitate toward similar playing styles on instruments that they dont seem to be as familiar with compared to their normal instruments. like ralf still pursues rhythmic stuff like he did on the electric organ/electric piano and florian still does like echo-y things and just more expansive spacial sounds like he would on flute but they dont seem as like able to conjure relaxing moods liek they were able to with the keyboard flute combo and instead all the guitar bass stuff sounds more moody. like its intereesting cause  i think theyre really great at the keyboards and flute respectively like florian was able to rly do great terry riley type stuff and ralf was able to improvise in a way that still contributed to the rhythm and deep end of the music while also sprinkling in the lil melodies that kraftwerk would eventually become defined by. but like with them on bass and guitar ralf would still do rhythm stuff but instead on bass and idk if florian was using like an echo still or was just letting the guitar naturally reverb or smthn but like its rly cool that theres still that formula but simply changing the instruments changed the music entirely. idk tho kraftwerk 2 may also be seen as an underwhelming album to some ppl so like its an album that invites being read and analyzed compared to like the psychedelic instrumentals of their first album or the more consistently mood pieces of ralf und florian. tho i do think kraftwerk 2 is a rly great album like i dont actually think its underwhelming at all its just one of those great albums that gets better with each listen and like def feels like compared to their firsst album they were actually trying to set out to make something rly just disciplined unlike the more dicking around type stuff of their first album. i like a lot of their first album too tho i think all their albums are great lol tho their first is probably the most like idk stuff that kinda feels aimless. ppl always say experimental stockhausen stuff in rock/krautrock stuff is aimless and i hate that cause i once saw some1 say taht augmn from tago mago was filler and on the same level as sondarangebot from neu’s debut and that made me want to ring their neck lol like smthn like augmn is def one of cans greatest achievements ANYWAYS ya like in the case of kraftwerks first album a good amount of the spacey stuff kinda feels more like idk just aimless and more just them playing with gadgets in the typical rock fashion than anything with a real weight but also at the same time i like the mix of stockhausen sounds with liek free improvisation sounds like its a cool mix. I REALLY FUCKING LOVE machine gun by peter brotzmann and brotzmann’s work in general cause i lovethat mix of john cage or stockhausen grupen type stuff with free jazz like its rly great conceptually and musically mixing the two with such straightforward success. i mean european free improvisation as a whole is like that and that makes it rly great imo. ANYWAYS i do feel like kraftwerk 1 as a whole is definitely uneven even tho its a great fun listen. like theres things ‘wrong’ with it that isnt in their other work stuff that dates it more but also its still a great fun album for sure. ruckzuck will always be a essential kraftwerk track for sure kinda sucks they disowned their earlier albums cause a song like that rly is an essential part of their history. like its ruckzuck -> kling klang -> tanzmusik -> autobahn -> radio activity -> trans europe express -> the model -> the entirety of computer world -> tour de france etc if you wanna chart their growth and changes as a band solely on a song to song basis. like those ARE the defining songs of their career. I FORGOT WHAT THIS POST WAS ABOUT AND LET MY MIND WANDER AIMLESSLY

[itsmyroadroller]

hiiiiiii I wuz tagged by @mausoleumdoorz to do these 30 questions abt me!!! thanx dude

name: mostly brody, but also keys and rzr

gender: something androgyne/bigender but the girl part is more he/him than the dude part but the dude part is more prevalent. both want to look like 2005 william beckett.

sign: aquarius sun/scorpio moon/capricorn venus

height: like 5'4.5

time: 647pm

bday: feb 19

fav bands: the academy is..., cobra starship, the hush sound, also a lot more but esp those ^~^

fav solo artists: mostly pop queens like kesha, tswift, n carly rae jepsen :D

song stuck in my head: swing swing by aar

last movie I watched: uhhhhh idk :( i watch tv shows more than movies. maybe the clockwork orange??? i didnt like that movie

last show I watched: either rick and morty or spn. ur allowed to judge me

when I made this blog: early 2018 when I got my first phone!! i was 12 :) dont make a tumblr if ur 12/13 I beg of you. leave now.

what I post: bands and absolute bullshit

last thing I googled: reaction images

any sideblogs: the only one I actually use is @rzrskttlz and also a bunch of hoarded urls

do I get asks much: not rly xP

why I chose this url: look at him. cmon.

following: 4492 blogs and I bet most of them are inactive and from my theatre phase

followers: 1038 and I bet most of them are inactive and from my theatre phase

avg hours of sleep: who the fuck knows

lucky number: 19

do I play any instruments: mostly bass and piano, also guitar and alto sax, and im learning drums

what im wearing: skinny black tripp jeans that are built for someone way taller and and with wider hips, a tapestry belt from disneyworld (ew ik), and a shirt from this annual halloween parade (the 2018 one tho, I obv didnt go this year)

dreamjob: singer and/or bassist of a band <3 if I get good enough I wanna write lyrics too

dream trip: idk xP maybe japan or nyc

fav food: this weird spaghetti my mom makes a couple times a month and its basically a perfect meal (like with the nutrition in it). its spaghetti, butter, parmesan, olive oil, onions and red peppers, chicken, and artichoke hearts and its fucking awesome

nationality: southeast american (I like the waffle houses here I have to specify)

last book I read: lily and dunkin

fav song: it changes every 2 business days but uhhhh paparazzi by lady gaga

fav fictional universe: the a little less sixteen candles a little more touch me mv

tagging uhhh @mikeyraygun @stupidblue @themadgearandkobrakid @itswarmerinthebasement if yall wanna

[bloomyfairy]

ooo alright i've got a few so get ready! maple -- there's a lot that i've always wanted to try but i never did, like learning a language or an instrument. i've always wanted to learn to play the piano. it's such a beautiful instrument and i love to hear people play versions of my favorite songs on the piano. i've also wanted to pick up knitting or embroidery these days but haven't found the courage. orchard -- something that changes my word view, in a good way. in a way that makes me happier.

hiiii🥺🥺

maple - is there a hobby / skill that you’ve always wanted to try but never did?

my answer is literally the same although most of them i Tried but never went too far with it so ill comment on them

first, i love!!! learning languages ive started learning at least 4 and i have like 7 that i rly wanna learn n if i manage to do that ill definitely learn more

on instruments i also want to learn so many!! ive only actually tried 2 tho

i had some guitar lessons once when i was like 11, i dont rly remember a lot now but i still have my guitar so some day i wanna get back to it. i am (!!) learning the piano atm but unfortunately very slowly bc im teaching myself n im rly busy w college (also how do u say that n not expect me to desperately want to learn ur favorite songs on the piano) (tell me what they are and ill learn them Right Now)

i also rllly wanna learn how to knit i recently saw this mushroom bag on tiktok and i 🥺🥺🥺 wanna make one, also hats

and embroidery, last year i saw some pictures of embroidered jeans n decided to try, i made some koi fish on the pocket of the pants i usually wore to school, they actually came out pretty nice! except for the inside of the pocket that was a MESS bc i didnt even bother to like look up how to embroider or smth i just impulsively got the yarn and immediately made my fish

this year i kinda tried again but i just made half a flower on some fabric and never finished it

i will tho!! i did Not give up i Am going to learn to embroider

oh n adding one more to the list i just remembered ive been meaning to buy polymer clay for a while, i wanna make earrings 👉🏼👈🏼

orchard - share one thing that you’d like to happen this autumn.

i hope i stop worrying so much about everything all the time and just do the things i wanna do n the things i have to do without feeling so anxious about everything

[revol-lover]

dreams don’t end at “30″

so i just had a little breakthrough and maybe this wont sound like anything to anyone else but i just have to share it

so i’ve talked about this before. about how my friend and i were both planning these personal development like goals for this year that covid got in the way of. and he said something, about how this is his last year in his 20s and he wanted to get some goals accomplished before 30 

and i thought about that and realized something.

i have been feeling similarly about a few goals that i’ve been hanging onto for years and years. like i’m going to be honest with you, some people might remember this if you’ve been around here for a long time but probably not. anyway when i was in high school i really wanted to make music, sing, learn an instrument. and i did make some covers that i posted on myspace (showing my age here lol) and youtube but then i kind of gave up on it when

 1) became 18 and realized my dream to go to NYC and pursue music when i was 18 wasn’t happening because of a million reasons (it was very much a pipe dream, right? i mean you can’t have that dream and not prepare for it and i didnt. also i was too scared at the time to even move out to my own place if i had the funds to do so because my parents wouldnt have really approved and i was still so under their thumb) 

2) broke up with my musician boyfriend. which needed to happen. but he was the only person super passionate about that kind of goal at the time around me (till he ran lol)  and he actually is still doing music now so good for him but basically 

because of those 2 reasons i just let go of that dream all together as something i thought i wanted to do but was “unrealistic”.

but the thing about turning 30 and feelings like you needed to achieve all these personal/dreamy/goals in your 20s. what is that bullshit? why? 

what changes when you cross over to 30? i’ll tell you one thing. media pushes movies, books, films, everything about people chasing their dreams in their 20s and “settling” down in their 30s. where’s my inspiring movie about the 32 year old mom who finally wrote a song and performed it live after being terrified her whole life of doing so?

 think about it though

in your 30s you. *might* have a better paying job than you did in your 20s. which means, if you can manage to find time or a way for it, you *might* be able to save a little more money or afford to do something like, buy that guitar and guitar lessons in order to learn to play and write a song and live out your dream in some way, even if its just learning to play so you can play at an open mic. and maybe you’ll like that and you’ll somehow connect with likeminded people and form a band. idk. your dreams dont have to end in your 20s. 

you dont have to fall into the trap of your 20s are for your dreams that are so big you feel like the chance of achieving them is getting struck by lightening

and then your 30s are for fancy adult goals like buying a house, and going on a $10k vacation and those things are probably just as hard as the goals you had in your 20s but the world wont make you see it that way. its seen as “selfish” to prioritize and budget for your artistic goals - but not a house. no that’s responsible and what you “should” do. but its ok to prioritize something that’s going to give your soul fulfillment too! we need to believe that! because it’s true. we are not here just to work our jobs and live mundane colorless lives once we aren’t considered “young” anymore (but 30s are still young. not what i’m saying)

 you’re always going to be chasing something big and if you let the world control what that thing is you’re always going to be on some rat race. 

it’s fine if you achieve your goals in a different order than the world says you were supposed to. i got married young and had a child young, that was how my life played out and i’m happy with that because, yes, finding love and becoming a mother very much were goals of mine.

yes i dropped out of college because i couldn’t afford it and i couldnt find a major that felt worth being in debt for. and also, because hey guess what? contrary to what a lot of people will try to lead you to believe, college is not for everyone. and college does not = success. college drop out does not = failure. it’s just an option of something you could do with your life. AND if you didn’t go to your college in your 20s it doesnt mean you can’t in your 30s. or 50s. hell my husband, who did go to college saw elderly (think, 80s!) people going to his college as students! college isn’t just for 18 year olds fresh out of high school. 

My 27th birthday is in 2 weeks and no, i have not yet to worked up the courage to write an original song from words to music, or have the courage to get on a stage and sing anything, or talk to a stranger, or publish any of my writing or art, goals i’ve had whirling around in my brain since I was 18, but, it’s going to happen. maybe this year. maybe when i’m 35, but it’s going to happen. a number is not going to be the thing holding me back.

that whole mentality of “my youth is slipping away i need to achieve all these dreams before midnight the day of my 30th birthday” is so stupid and flawed and we all deserve to see ourselves, and our individual potential as more than that. 

last part of this rant - one of the reason i even became so passionate about reignighting some of my dusty, old goals, that it turned out, i still cared about, is because i had a moment where i was like

ok i am a mom. i am someones mom. how will my daughter see me, as a person, not just her mom? 

kevin and i always talk about how between the two of us we’ve both had a lot of quintessential young adult experiences that we look forward to sharing with her. like, quitting jobs, getting in car accidents, that one time i unknowingly participated in an illegal bonfire and ran from the cops then lied straight to their faces and somehow got away with it (literally my ONE act of teen rebellion), changing college majors like 3 years in (kevin), failed classes, tried cigarettes, etc like i’m ready, and hope that one day she will feel comfortable talking to us about things because we’ve been through things and have a lot of input and two different perspectives to offer

but further than that, i realized that i want her to know that her mom is a person too. i want her to know that mom is also passionate about writing, and music, and somehow tackled some of her goals in regards to that so that SHE can feel that SHE, too can do those things. and i know that, that is in part how it works 

because,

my dad IS an artist. my dad IS a musician. yall. my dad is SO talented.  my dad is brilliant. besides his artistic abilities which include, drawing literal realistic as fuck portraits, sculpting, painting, playing guitar, bass, piano, mandolin, he also knows music composition, etc etc etc beyond all of that, he also taught himself fucking PLUMBING and ELECTRICIAN SHIT to fix things in our house growing up. like he bought a book. and taught himself. my dad. i grew up thinking that was normal but i realized not everyones dad can just tear down the bathroom and rebuild it from scratch down to the plumbing without being a licensed professional.

but anyway the point is - as talented as my dad is, he doesnt really pursue his artistic dreams much. and its sad. i’m glad that i’ve seen some of the work he did when he was younger. i’m glad that if i bring it up, he’ll show me something he can do. but he doesnt pursue it anymore really. my dad works an exhausting physical labor job but even he, as a 50something year old has fallen into that trap of like, i dont have time to draw, but he will scroll his phone and read articles for hours and i’m not shaming him. i’m just saying we all have this problem in the modern era of technology and social media and what not (hell i am writing a post on tumblr instead of my book right now).

but if timing was different and my dad grew up in a different time, where lets say something distracted him from doing the little bit of art and music that he did when i was a kid that i was able to witness, if i hadnt seen that. i wouldnt know that.. in a way.. that’s in me. i mean, he’s my dad. if my dad could pick up a craft and work at it to be good at it, why can’t i? there are so many musicians and (kind unrelated but not rly - i think being “self made” is an art) business owners in my family. there’s either some common thread in our genetics ORRRRRRRRRR just growing up around people working at and succeeding at those kinds of goals shows you that it CAN be done so you’re more likely to believe in your abilities

and i want that for my daughter. because even as an almost 3 year old i can see that she has a gift for music, and reading. and even if i’m wrong about that and she grows up wanting to do some other thing as a job or hobby, i want her to know, by seeing her mom do it, that she can achieve anything she puts her heart to. you don’t have to box yourself in because of your age or your sex or the fact that you’re a parent. 

and your dream doesnt have to become your career. it can be a hobby and still be fulfilling. like yes, 18 year old me dreamed about some life in nyc singing in clubs or bars or whatever and being ~famous (lol) and that did not happen, but i can still get out there and play open mic downtown and get that love of music, and desire to face my fear of performing out of my system. maybe i’ll love it. maybe i’ll hate it. but i’ll have done it. and that’s the ultimate goal. 

sorry i went off but i had to get that out of my system and i’m very passionate about 

[josuke8]

rule. share six facts about you and tag 5 people — (I CHANGED IT OKAY)

note. I DOMT EEALLY HAVE ANYTNING INTERESTING BUT I APPRECIATE IT @ranpo-stan IM SORRH IT TOOK FOREVER

i. uhm all i do rly in my life is play rhythm + nintendo games, write, and sleep.

ii. i play the acoustic/electric guitar, and im just starting piano– the teacher’s real nice but im honestly afraid to get even one thing wrong.

iii. i actually really like crying, not over something u fortunate like […], but things like books, movies, games— things like that ! dont mean i enjoy others crying tho no way.

iv. my room’s a fucking mess, im willing to do the dishes and all, clean everything, but when it comes to my room … it always ends up messy. jfc me.

v. i sold my soul to bsd tbh.

vi. i have very low appetite, ill eat the bare minimum – though pokebowls and all are an exception.

tags. @yandere-romanticaa | @vani-ya | @living-in-the-state-of-dreaming | @aestaetic-co

[baece]

@arlology tagged me in “8 people id like to get to know better”, TYSM >:) ...im not tagging anyone this time bc i tagged ppl in my last thing and it just feels so recent...even tho it was probably over a month ago

1. birthday: march 17 1999

2. zodiac: pisces sun pisces moon baybee

3. height: 5′8″ 

4. last song i listened to: it was my roomies car playlist so idk but last thing on my spotify is the hayley kiyoko “this side of paradise” ep lolll

5. hobbies: ok im not good at any of these but. art, knitting, ukulele (extra shitty with guitar and piano but maybe one day ill improve). video games IF I HAD ANY ..currently just a professional neko atsume and sims 4 connoisseur. exploring nature. being extremely online. etc etc i basically like everything maybe even exercise just not for the sake of exercise, gotta be doing something fun with fun people for it to be worth it. 

6. favourite color: none rly but periwinkle and other pastels are up there

7. last movie i watched: well....we recently watched ice age followed by “the italian job”. ice age was good ofc. the heist movie not so much

8. favourite book: i dont have one i am illiterate and uncultured. books r cool tho

9. dream job: dream/ideal job with my major: NGO worker, or a minor ambassador lmfao. or with my other degree, i need a masters to ACTUALLY practice speech therapy/audiology so idk whats the plan for that. and then the completely fantasy job is rockstar ....to live just like the nickelback song....and then retire to an idyllic farmhouse and just paint and raise animals i guess

10. meaning behind my url: its beach but i also have always liked linguistics so its old english version.

[bellbottomedzoso]

Pink Floyd Impression

SOO UHHH CAS GOT ME LISTENING TO THE DARK SIDE OF THE MOON FUN

Ok ngl this shit is COOL

speak to me and breathe in air are really pretty openers. And the first three tracks flowed into each other nice which was saTISFYING

on the run got me feeling like I should be fighting a boss in an 8-bit video game but it’s cool ya know

I’ve decided I don’t like on the run that much I’m sorry

Off topic but I’m eating my dinner as I’m listening and it’s velveeta mac and cheese which is disgusting don’t buy it

Time started and I JUMPED the alarms shOOK ME

OK THE USE OF PRETTY MUCH NONMUSICAL SOUNDS IS SO COOL??? Like the bells and the walking and the radio chatter it’s just interesting!!!

One minute into time and it’s cool

The part before he starts singing is rly pretty

It feels weird but idk how to explain

OK IM GONNA TRY TO EXPLAIN BUT IM GONNA SOUND LIKE A CRACKHEAD DONT MIND ME

it’s like,,, this is ok this is fine I can breathe but also wATCH OUT there’s something sneaky behind you

Ok this dudes voice is so?? Pretty???

Like he starting singing and I just sighed

DAMN TIME IS SO!!! COOL!!!!!!!

This guitar solo has me bOPPIN

There’s so many vibes I just wanna sit in this song forever

Oo the gig in the sky is next Cas asked me to listen to this yesterday and I got through half of it before I had to leave.

I don’t remember much of it tbh I wasn’t fully paying attention

ok tggits is on why is this piano getting me in my fEELS

oh ok but it’s nice though. It’s like wait is this sad?? No no it’s ok

I feel like I’m gonna be very wrong about that later

THESE VOCALS MAN I MIGHT ACTUALLY BE CRYING

ok shit I looked back at the lyrics and really thought about them with the title and the cRAZY WICKED VOCALS and just ETHEREAL instruments and

Oh no

Just texted Cas “BRO WHAT THE HELL IM EVERYWHERE AND NOWHERE” as a sorta like update and I mean

Yeah.

I didn’t hear the whispering so I guess I’m not dying

OK MONEY CAME ON AND I IMMEDIATELY FEEL LIKE TEN TIMES CLASSIER

Where’s my three piece suit, cane, fedora, and gold rings

I LOOKED UP THE LYRICS AND GOT CARDI B’S SONG INSTEAD I WAS SO SCARED

I like

Guitar

This is good kush

Hey can we talk about drums for a second

I don’t know shit about drums but

THIS. This is BANGIN

I love the chatter in the back!!!!! It adds such character oh wow

Oh yeah Us and Them we got them oRGANS

Also smooth transition that was nice

I love how slow and smooth this is it’s like softly rolling ocean waves

Sax is pretty I like you

I’m wondering if this will get really fast or just stay slow either way I’m happy

It picked up for a bit and I like I like

Gosh it’s, sAD. Why are they so emo lol

STOP WHY AM I CRYING DMVHEMGH

That was crazy pretty.

Any colour you like. You know what I like? THIS

Just instrumental stuff is sO pretty and fun

Brain damage is on!

Idk why my first thought was “dear prudence” am I ok

wOah tHerE eDge LoRd

“Dw friend I’ll be sad with u”

Gosh that was pretty but also sAD

Damn! These guys and their flawless transitions! It’s satisfying

Eclipse is the last song and now I’m kinda sad

Like because the albums over not just because these guys are eMO

GOSH THEYVE GOT POWER

they’re so PRESENT

And full! So very full it’s gorgeous

Ok the album is over and uhhh.

Wow. Holy sHIT. I sound dramatic but I’m woke lol

I think my favorite songs are time, us and them, and brain damage.

That’s a whole experience like,, I’m feeling a lot haha

Cas made me a playlist with a lot more stuff so I am eXCITE

Sorry this is so damn long but aaahhhhh I felt like writing and I wanted something to do while I listened so why not! Documenting things is always lovely and it’s nice having stuff to look back on. Maybe my take of the album will change and it’ll be interesting to see what I used to think who knows?

So there you have it! An amateur talks about Pink Floyd :)

[ursoself-satisfying]

Tagging Game!! Answer 21 questions then Tag 21 people you want to know better!! 

I was tagged by @sunnnymercury n @wassupitschloe !!!!! lol I almost forgot to do this its so fun im just absent minded !!!

Nickname: mo or momo ::)) 

Zodiac: aquarius !!

Height: like 5′6?? 

Last movie I saw: Bohemian Rhapsody Sing a Long lol,, 

Last thing I googled: “all power corrupts” ((it was for an essay,, I was trying to find that Lord Acton quote rip))

Favorite Musician: just one??? Queen is always up there lol but I also rly love Blur and the Who!!! 

Song stuck in my head: actually none rn God bless but I was singing “Anybody Have a Map” from Dear Evan Hansen yesterday rip 

Other blogs: oof I’ve got like 9 blogs total but I dont use many of them,,,, I have my personal (@catbusfurrever) n a 70s blog I dont always keep up  (@starlettecinema) n then an art one (@art-trek ) n then like another art,, a backup queen,, i think 2 backup personals,, n a shady one lol none of them are good besides these 4 rip 

Do I get asks: yes!! I lovelovelove getting them too!!!! I would love to get more lol but ik I’m slow at answering n putting out content so i get it!! I’m always open tho my dms, my asks, my submissions!! I love to make friends!! ur all such lovely people lol makes me so happy talking to yall ::””))

Blogs following: following me or that I follow?? cus I think im following like 1k+ blogs rip but on this blog in particular i have about 800 followers that make me so happy everyday!! if I get to 1k I gotta think of something fun to do lol to say ty n ilysm!!!

Amount of sleep: hm Ive been sleeping in lately so probably more like 9+?? depresso vacation mode is still on but on my normal schedule its more like 7 hrs 

Lucky number: my favourite number is 9 bc I like to write it,,, i like the flow n curves of it,,, i think my lucky number (cus like numerology n all that) would be 6!! n yes,,, ik,,, 69,,,,

What am I wearing: my jammies!! i dont wear anything other than pajamas if I dont have to lol,, my pants have Christmas trees n my shirt is Weezer haha

Dream job: artist,, just like in general,, I do a lot n i wanna make a lot n if I could make a living off of that it would be amazing lol,, but like going to school for stuff?? if I dont make it as a musician lol I would love to get back into film n work my way to director wow 

Dream trip: hhhhnnnngggg,,, i love japan ik it sounds cringey but I love the countryside n I would love to see all the historical sites just as much as the amazing cities 

Favorite food: idk if I have a favourite but mac n cheese,,, w parmesan,,, n some bread crumbs or like crutons on it,,,, amazing,, 

Play any instruments: yup!! guitar n ukulele n I’m picking myself up a bass n REteaching myself piano rip 

Languages: english mostly but Ive taken God idk how many years of spanish like,,, 8 yrs??? n I can barely speak it but I understand it ok  

Favorite songs: OOF lets do favourite CURRENT songs,,, i love Moscow by Autoheart n the iSpy remix (iSpy Sins Not Tragedies is a BOP) n uuhhhh,,,, oh man A Quick One While Hes Away (Live) n Good Old Fashioned Lover Boy ofc ::””)) 

Random fact: uuuuuhhhhh I was Prom Queen junior year lol not bc i won the votes tho its a story haha

Describe yourself as aesthetic things: idk uuhh soft,, old,, alone but not in a sad way in a peaceful way,, chaotic but it makes sense,, spur of the moment decisions,, reusing old bags n always having unnecessary things rolling around in ur backpack bc u wanna be prepared for any situation lol,,,, idk its hard to see yourself from an outside perspective n determine if u have just one aesthetic cus i tend to flop from vie to vibe n I just kinda,,,, exist u kno?? just be u !!!

I’ll tag @angrylizardjacket if she wants to do it n @deakydeakyfics @deacytits if yall havent done it yet!! also @jem6869 n @princessleiaqueen bc theyre so lovely!!! N anyone that wants to that means U!!!! have fun!!! 

[thepolyesterprince-blog]

5 THINGS REPOST. DON’T REBLOG.

5 things you’ll find in my (school)bag

i don’t have a school bag bc i was homeschooled and haven’t started college yet oops so you get things that are in my purse bc close enough

hand lotion

C R U M P L E D R E C I E P T S

my phone

chaptick/something lipstick esque if not lipstick

well its a purse so like..... money (not very much of it lol b u t u kno)

5 things in my bedroom

a trash can that needs taken out, probably

a million clocks why do i have so many i feel like im becoming doc brown

a gazillion papers and pens and notebooks im obsessed w office supplies

?? blankets ??

FOUR BOOKSHELVES FULL OF BOOKS most of which i’ve read

5 things I’ve always wanted to do in my life

act in s o m e t h i n g cool beans

release an album or ep w a band !!

publish a book

have a couple successful youtube channels i have ideas for

be in a long term queerplatonic relationship

5 things that make me happy

MY FRIENDS (Read: y o u)

MY MUSES  & WRITING (and just creating tbh)

my KITTIES

SELF EXPRESSION (themeing blogs, putting together outfits, writing lyrics, designing crap idk man just makin stuff thats Me)

M  U  S  I  C

5 things that I’m currently into

trying to get my life together (me @ me good luck lol)

me /singing to the tune of the theme/ WKRP IN CINCINNATIIIIIIII

marina & the diamonds & very weirdly obscure indie rock lol

TYPOLOGY ! ! ! !

LOWKEY MUSICALS BC ALL MY FRIENDS ARE SUDDENLY SENDING ME BOOTLEGS OF THEM AND IM DOWNLOADIN THEM TO WATCH AS I HAVE TIME.....

5 things on my to-do list

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revamp my bullet journal for march bc i kinda slughed off on it in feburary

finish the stuff i need to heckin finish to take college entrance exams and fricken apply bc the registration date is late this year i have six months left rip me @ myself get it the heck together omg

learn to play or write and play a song a month on guitar 

FINISH ONE OF MY MULTICHAPTER FICS OR WORK ON ONE OF MY NOVELS JUST WRITE SMTH I COULD PUBLISH SOMEDAY LOL

5 things you may not know about me

i play guitar and ukulele and a teeeeeensy bit o piano (dont look i taught myself and have the wrong form and use the wrong fingers its a mess) (well same for guitar and uke too who am i kidding LOL) I ALSO SING.... P GOOD IF I SAY SO MYSELF IDK i need to have lessons bc i dont know what the hey im doin but st ill,

IM S  U  P  E  R  into typology like super. into it. i will talk to u about it for days and weeks and months and years if u let me (so dont ever talk to me abt it bc i wont  e v e r  shut up omg) and i even have a blog abt it here (the queue ran out and i need to fill it again rip but IM HOPIN TO DO THAT TOMORROW ACTUALLY LOL IF UR INTERESTED IN FOLLOWING, ANYONE.....)

i also have a fandom blog abt the show herb here is from !!! here (and its been quite active so far. so far so good. XD)

careers i considered for a hot minute in the past include therapist, set designer, freelance typologist, social media manager, and foley enigneer. all of them would probably end up being something i hated after i actually dedicated my life to it XD

i have type 2b-3a curls depending on the weather and how much they hate me that day and use the curly girl method (well a variation of it) on my hair. regardless of everything i’ve ever done its still always frizzy bc thas my natural hair type- loose wave curls with random rly tight curls that are always frizzy and dont do anything i want. i console myself by telling myself it looks a lil but like lorde’s hair and ppl like her............

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