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[gideonisms]

the first time you interact with someone and it doesn't feel like you're trying to win a video game is so terrifying. You mean it could have been this easy the whole time. Wait why is this so easy I must be fucking this up. they can't have actually Liked me they must be faking it really well just like I do constantly all the time. hang on am I a sociopath. questions that go through your mind when you're presumably having an experience other people have on the regular

[tomhollandisabae]

Can we get for one time a mob!tom who is arrogant and merciless but only when working? Like when he's not on mob duties he's just a big dork and everyome loves him but you better watch out ffim messing with him?

Thank u for ur request!! i'm srry that it took me so long to answer but too much were going on... soo... yeahh!!! enjoyy❤️

warnings: fluff, making out, typos 🙃

Summary: Tom showing you a whole different personality.

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sweet like candy- mob!tom holland x reader

for approximately two hours you have been hearing your boyfriend, tom, yelling at his men in his office. apparently they screwed up with some money that they were supposed to deliver and niw tom is pissed.

times like this makes you overthink many things, like... what it would be like if your boyfriend was not running one of the most terrified mobsters in the world.

either way, you don't like to complain about those things because you know that he would never ever allow anything bad happen to you. he loved you with all of his heart. to you, he was a totally different person, sweet, loving, caring... but when he was with the other mobsters, he would harsh and serious. never to you though. and that was a thing that you loved about him. you were feeling so special because he would show only to you his real self. you were his safe place after all.

anyways... as you approached his office, his voice was becoming even louder. he was literally screaming. you finally took a deep breath and knocked on his door.

"what?" you heard him saying with anger in his voice.

you opened the door and came into his office. once he saw you, his expression softened all of a sudden. you could even see a small smile making its way on tom's lips.

"umm, i came to check if you were alright. i haven't seen you in hours." you said as you approached him.

"i'm alright darling, don't worry." he said as he took your hand and guide you around his desk so you woudl be standing in front of him.

"as for you, i'll about what i'm gonna do with you. now leave me and my girlfriend alone before i shoot you right here." he was back in his furious mood. you couldn't deny that he was kinda hot like this. like, hell, he was turning you on as he was screaming at his men to get the hell outta here.

once the all left he turned back to you and motion to you to sit on his lap. as you did.

"i'm sorry you had to hear this." he whispered.

"it's okay tommy don't worry. it's your job and i accept that." you answered sweetly.

"i love you so much y/n. i really do. no one else would want to be with a man like. i have no temper, i'm always furious and i'm always screaming. only you can understand me my love." he said loooking you in the eye.

"don't say that tommy. you are the most perfect man i've ever met and i'll always love you no matter what. don't talk like that about yourself, please tommy." you said as you buried your face into his neck.

"i dont what i would do if i didn't have you." he sighed.

"you probably end up beating the hell outta this poor men." you giggled making him chuckle a bit.

"that's why you came in, isn't it?" he smiled softly.

"tom, the last time you ruined the carpet with the blood that got spilled." you complained with a pouty face.

"i know baby and i'm so sorry. i told you i would never do that again." he laughed lovingly.

"i know tommy, but i got tired and i needed some company." you said near his ear.

"what kind of company do you need exactly?" he said lowering his hands so they were on you thighs.

"hmm, i don't know, what kind of company do you think i need?" you said hovering your hand over his v line.

"i think you should go to our bedroom and were that pair of lingerie i got for you yesterday and wait for me." he bit yor ear lobe.

"okay sir." you said seductively but as you tried to get up he grabbed your wrist and pulled you back down on his lap and attacked your lips.

his hands traveled to your ass, grabbing on it as you kissed with passion and lust. your hands went to his neck and pulled even closer to you. you wanted so bad to feel him all over you. you were so needy. needy for him. needy for your boyfriend. needy for the love of your life.

as you broked the kiss his left hand went on your cheek and tracing soft patterns on it.

"bedroom! now!" he demanded.

once again you tried to get up, yet again he pulled you back down and kissed you hard.

"i love you y/n." he said looking at you with such passion and love.

"i love you too tom." you smiled softly at him.

[gideonisms]

here's a john darnielle quote we can all think about re: love