#ik ik it’s just the imposter syndrome kicking up again and as much as I try not to let it show thru
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I’m beginning to think my personal high standards for myself are the enemy…
#ra speaks#personal#*head in hands* being a person is heard. gonna go drive for three hours late at night to see if I feel better.#it’s a combo of trying something new (writing in present tense which I prefer to read but hate to write for some reason)#and sharing results I’m not satisfied with (rewrote that bitch four times and still not happy w how it turned out)#but it was well received inspite of its imperfections so ¯\ _(ツ)_/¯#ik ik it’s just the imposter syndrome kicking up again and as much as I try not to let it show thru#I get worried that worrying abt it stresses other ppl out bc they feel compelled to comfort me out of pity instead of#interacting w what I make free of my influence#*shaking myself by the shoulders* I understand that you value your work based on your personal satisfaction w it#which is why you have like 50k+ word fics with like. two comments bc you are your own target audience#so you don’t care if other people like what you made so long as you like it#but as it turns out being dissatisfied with something you make does not disqualify it from having value for others
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