#illi’s bday 2k19

[chittapornswife]

a letter to my love & our birthday boy 🏹❤️

illi where do i start? I’ve known you for around 3 and a half months now (starting from nov. 13th when i reblogged your first post on jungwooandhearts JDJD) and i’ve gotten to know that god really does make and send angels to live on earth. I never exaggerate when I tell you how you make my heart feel, like I love spreading love but you give that a whole new meaning for me. You are a ray of light in everyone’s life, whoever you meet is instantly happy because of simply you just being you. To think that we bonded over tags about jungwoo and edits makes me feel grateful that through nct and just whatever else I was able to meet you. The literal love of my life. Now that you’re 21!!! (dude what the heck ur a whole 10 months older than me 😔🥺), you’re legally allowed to drink LOL but even more than that i’m happy that i get to be by your side (virtually) and spend this birthday with you. Every time i read your messages or tags or anything that has to do with you, a smile slowly spreads across my face and I can’t help the tingly feeling that passes through my cheeks and neck from happiness. I hope that you enjoy your day and just know that you really are the only person in my life who can do make me so happy at just a small mention. You’re fluffy drifting clouds on a summer day, pools of swirly glitter, soft desserts and a hidden love like pluto and pasta and waaaaaaayyyy better than Jungwoo for me. You matter more than anything else and I hope you know how much you mean to me and everyone else and like ok i’m gettin a bit emotional but I love you illi, because we don’t have to talk or keep up with our lives to love one another. We just love each other because we enjoy talking with one another whatever it may be. And i seriously love you because no matter how busy we may be, our love stays stronger than everything. I love you more than christmas, summer nights, food, jungwoo, ten, hanbin, the stars, the moon, the sun like- you are my haechan, you are my full sun and I love YOU SO DAMN MUCH. Now! HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY LOVE MY JOY MY EVERYTHING AND ENJOY your day before i fly over to cali and give u the fattest hug and take you out on a date to disneyland >:’(((( 💖💝❤️💘❣️✨💓💞🌟🍓🌺🌹🌷🌸💐🎂❤️🎂

from,

your gf, T❣️

@jimin1ove

[chittapornswife]

hello just stopping by to say thank you. thank you for being an actual walking and breathing angel and filling all of my days with so much light and love and joy. thank you for making my birthday actually feel special for once and just thank you for always showing me so much love. all of our little interactions fill my heart with so much happiness and just thinking about you is enough to make my day. so thank you for being the kindest and most thoughtful beam of light. i love you more and more.

I wanted to start this off differently but i just have to say that as i’m writing i’m crying like full on blurry eyes with tears because no amount of sugar can compete in this world with your sweet sweet personality. When I first read this message I had to compose myself because I was about to like full on cry and even now rereading it it still makes me emotional and happy. Not happy but overjoyed that we both make each other feel so happy and that I make someone happy. Even if it may be past 1am and technically for us it’s Ten’s birthday right now, i say no. Talking with you makes me feel like every day is more special than anything else. Thank YOU for all of your kind words and I really am happy you enjoyed your day and even if it was rough at the start i’m more than happy that your mom actually chose a gender fluid card and that your friend jacob bought you a stray kids album!!!!!!!!! I still have yet to send your card in the mail but! I have time tomorrow so I will go do it then!! And there’s something small but special on its way possibly arriving sometime in mid march(?) so I hope you look out for that! Anyways, you deserve everyday not only your birthday to be special and you never have to thank me for loving you because i’m thankful for you. I hope you sleep well illi and i love you more than both of our loves combined (that doesn’t make sense but like i love you a whole super duper lot) love you again and now you’re technically a year older than me so >:((((( have fun oLdiE!!!!

(jk i love u my old man) ❤️❣️💘💗💝🌺🏹🌹💖✨🌸🌷💫🌟😙😚😚

[chittapornswife]

also idk why but when i was writing your letter this part from one of my favourite classic bollywood songs got stuck in my head and i guess it’s because it’s the softest part of the song and so pure just like u :( ❤️💗💞🥺❣️🌷💘💝🏹😚 @jimin1ove

goodnight✨💫 AND LOVE U once again :”)❤️