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[psykoz]

btw hot take but i think that the endogenic issue in general is also the fault of fake claimers who like to ignore how other disorders and illnesses interact w and affect systemhood. like a psychotic and autistic polyfragmented DID system will be substantially different than an OSDD system w anxiety ptsd and depression but that doesnt invalidate either system or their experience. like yes we also know a good portion of endos, especially in the early days, literally were just using it as a gotcha for being "better" or more valid or whatever else for not having icky trauma (!!!) but its also true that a lot of newly discovered or just young systems who do really. REALLY have trauma and a disorder that would bring about a system are being convinced they arent really a traumatized system, no theyre really endo. you know what most often causes these systems to fall into endo circles?? fucking fake claimers doing what they do and making people whos disorder already works to make you doubt having it question and doubt themselves and become more anti recovery (!!!!!) bc YOU think somehow that these many disorders (bc its not just DID and OSDD actually has many types so its not even one disorder ur fake claiming weirdos) are 100% cookiecutter so therefore everyone who experiences smth thats undocumented in a highly understudied handful of disorders that has almost no research into comorbidities or intersections w other disorders at all, is clearly faking it! every ex endo weve ever known has agreed that it was fakeclaimers who pushed them towards those ideals in the first place before they realized or were educated or w/e to get them out of those circles and away from the anti recovery mindset. and i dont think EVERY endo or even ex endogenic is like this obviously but my point is less systems would needlessly fall into anti recovery spaces in general if people used their damn brains to think for half a second that maybe you dont know everything. or to mind ur own business!